feder

feder

I'm more scarred more scarred than my wrist is.
Apr 13, 2023
162
What are the things you planning to do before you CTB. Visit specific countries or locations, or attend your favourite music/sporting events. Anything you would like to experience.
 
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delusionalgirl

delusionalgirl

I have my ticket. Awaiting my journey
Jun 17, 2023
194
A weekend visit to New Orleans. I'm planning now
 
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BirdNamedRose

BirdNamedRose

Drinks nothing but stupid juice
Apr 10, 2023
31
I'm looking forward to seeing my favorite band play in concert, wish I could travel and see other countries but that takes money I don't have, I hope that it's a positive experience since this'll be the first time I've ever been to a concert.
 
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soft-flower345

soft-flower345

🌸I'm ashamed of who I've become🌸
May 15, 2023
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- I want to get in a car with a friend or my ctb partner and just drive in a general direction, wandering without objective and stumbling into new things together for a couple weeks.
- Trip to japan
- Roadtrip around the NW USA(ticking this one off this summer!)
- Have and enjoy figuring out sex again(haven't since I started my mtf transition and everything is different now)
- Go freediving
- Cuddle, cuddle more, cuddle on mdma❤️
- try some of the more intense pychedelics like salvia and ayahuasca
-play for a local noncompetitive football(soccer) or basketball coed league
- Go rock climbing on a tall face
 
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loyalskateboard

loyalskateboard

Specialist
May 4, 2023
339
Trying lsd with my friend :haha:
 
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feder

feder

I'm more scarred more scarred than my wrist is.
Apr 13, 2023
162
- I want to get in a car with a friend or my ctb partner and just drive in a general direction, wandering without objective and stumbling into new things together for a couple weeks.
- Trip to japan
- Roadtrip around the NW USA(ticking this one off this summer!)
- Have and enjoy figuring out sex again(haven't since I started my mtf transition and everything is different now)
- Go freediving
- Cuddle, cuddle more, cuddle on mdma❤️
- try some of the more intense pychedelics like salvia and ayahuasca
-play for a local noncompetitive football(soccer) or basketball coed league
- Go rock climbing on a tall face
Those things seem genuinely fun, I also want to do some of them for example going to japan or trying psychedelics (never doing salvia tho lol ). Getting in a car with someone and just driving without a destination is really interesting and adventurous. I sincerely hope you will be able to achieve whatever you desire
 
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anklebiter

anklebiter

Member
May 29, 2023
18
Mine are kinda basic but I really want to try actual pure mdma, where I live it's almost impossible to find any that's not laced.

I also really want to experience a summer festival (not sure what the name is for them) similar to burning man or even that I feel like it would just be a super cool thing to experience
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
11,508
I wish I had a bucketlist I still want to achieve and more important I could achieve at all. If that was the case for me I doubt I would be suicidal at at all. Though CTB to me personally is always a legal option under certain circumstances.

I hope all of you who have still plans ans who are able to achieve those plans will succeed before CTB.
 
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ttg30000

Member
Feb 13, 2023
10
I must admit I dont think I have a bucket list ... I wish happiness and wellness to the people around me ....

I hope all those posting their bucket lists are able to cross off each item
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
38,878
I personally don't like experiencing existence at all, existence was a horrific mistake in the first place and consciousness is a curse. I see existing as being both a tedious chore and an undeserved punishment, something so futile and filled with endless potential for suffering could never be worth enduring.

Simply just existing here makes the thought of non-existence sound so incredibly appealing, death certainly is the only relief as I believe that once we are gone there is the complete absence of everything. All that I'm doing is just waiting for death, as that's all that existing is, just waiting around to die and eventually we will be free as time will pass no matter what.
 
lokabe82

lokabe82

To infinity and beyond
Jun 16, 2023
153
I want to visit Japan so I can eat some really good food
 
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Document6105

Member
Nov 17, 2022
32
The bucket's fallen into the void.
Therefore I have no list.
 

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