darkenmydoorstep
Not Waving But Browned Off….
- Sep 27, 2023
- 543
FuneralCry
Just wanting some peace
- Sep 24, 2020
- 38,868
To me the most important factor would be the most reliable method that leads to the most quickest and peaceful death with as little risk of it failing as possible. I'd like a death that is as straightforward as possible which is why I find it so horrible how suicide is purposely made so inaccessible in this anti-suicide society.
Reliability and how painless the method is are the most important factors as with painless methods then there is the less chance of the SI kicking in, in general I believe the more painless the method is, the more easier it'd be to go through with ctb.
Reliability and how painless the method is are the most important factors as with painless methods then there is the less chance of the SI kicking in, in general I believe the more painless the method is, the more easier it'd be to go through with ctb.
darkenmydoorstep
Not Waving But Browned Off….
- Sep 27, 2023
- 543
Yes i agree. I really wish I knew how to get this mainstream. People understanding it's fine and valid to want to be dead. They're always banging on about saving the planet yet they could get rid of i reckon about 10% of us (yes I do think It's that high when given a pain free choice) in one swoop.
I would say reliability for myself is first and foremost the most important as I am ok with pain I suppose as long as it can get the job done but thats just me. I would say the second runner up for me would be speed but I can understand why pain would be a more important factor for some when consider how to end it.
I'd say exactly the order you listed them:
Reliability, Minimal Pain, Speed, Mess.
Reliability, Minimal Pain, Speed, Mess.
IsThisEverything
Member
- Nov 1, 2023
- 88
Reliability. My biggest fear is the attempt failing and leaving me with long term damage, making my quality of life even worse.
penguinl0v3s
Wait for Me 💙
- Nov 1, 2023
- 798
It doesn't matter to me if my quality of life is going to be worse after failure because I'm going to try again anyways. If I wasn't certain about ctbing then I simply wouldn't.
darkenmydoorstep
Not Waving But Browned Off….
- Sep 27, 2023
- 543
WAITING TO DIE
TORMENTED
- Sep 30, 2023
- 1,539
Unsure and Useless
Drifting Aimlessly without Roots
- Feb 7, 2023
- 256
In order, it'd be: reliability, speed, minimal pain, and mess.
Reliability: Obvious. If I'm gonna CTB, I want it to be done and over with. I've read the posts on here from people whose attempts failed, and they're, more often than not, horrifying in a dehumanizing way. Last thing I need after my failed attempt at leaving this dystopian world is people playing stupid and acting as if wanting out is some sort of unfathomable concept.
Speed: If there's pain, it won't be that bad if the method is fast enough. Besides, as mentioned earlier, I want CTB to be done and over with. You never know if SI is going to kick in, and honestly, it's not worth the risk of allowing it time to develop.
Minimal Pain: Ideal, but with the way this world is structured, it's not guaranteed. However, if I'm going to CTB, I want it to be a painless one.
Mess: Call me selfish or inconsiderate, but I honestly don't care about the mess I make. Why should I? Nobody cares about me, yet I'm expected to care about them? Plus, most people are so desensitized to gore and violence; I doubt someone's CTB is going to faze them. If my corpse does make it on the Internet, it'll probably be on a slideshow with comments like "womp womp" or "blud should've been stronger."
Reliability: Obvious. If I'm gonna CTB, I want it to be done and over with. I've read the posts on here from people whose attempts failed, and they're, more often than not, horrifying in a dehumanizing way. Last thing I need after my failed attempt at leaving this dystopian world is people playing stupid and acting as if wanting out is some sort of unfathomable concept.
Speed: If there's pain, it won't be that bad if the method is fast enough. Besides, as mentioned earlier, I want CTB to be done and over with. You never know if SI is going to kick in, and honestly, it's not worth the risk of allowing it time to develop.
Minimal Pain: Ideal, but with the way this world is structured, it's not guaranteed. However, if I'm going to CTB, I want it to be a painless one.
Mess: Call me selfish or inconsiderate, but I honestly don't care about the mess I make. Why should I? Nobody cares about me, yet I'm expected to care about them? Plus, most people are so desensitized to gore and violence; I doubt someone's CTB is going to faze them. If my corpse does make it on the Internet, it'll probably be on a slideshow with comments like "womp womp" or "blud should've been stronger."
TimetoGo!
Wizard
- Aug 30, 2022
- 626
You may not get chance to try again if you are disabled to a point where you have 24 hr supervision
BlockHammer
Confused loser
- Oct 25, 2023
- 243
Speed and minimum pain will be the most important factor for me when i decided i want to ctb
darkenmydoorstep
Not Waving But Browned Off….
- Sep 27, 2023
- 543
AllCatsAreGrey
they/he
- Sep 27, 2023
- 281
I had an honest chuckle at the fact that when I placed my vote there wasn't a single vote for mess. I suppose we won't be around, so...
Archness
Defective Personel
- Jan 20, 2023
- 490
Speed + Reliability.
If I had to pick one, I'd prioritize speed.
This is because speed typically lends itself to reliability and minimal pain.
In order to kill you fast, the method would need matching lethality. Gunshots, explosions, even 20,000 volts falling above 100+ ft. Fast and deadly.
Also, pain matters alot less when it's a temporary thing until the great nothing. The only problem would be SI.
If I had to pick one, I'd prioritize speed.
This is because speed typically lends itself to reliability and minimal pain.
In order to kill you fast, the method would need matching lethality. Gunshots, explosions, even 20,000 volts falling above 100+ ft. Fast and deadly.
Also, pain matters alot less when it's a temporary thing until the great nothing. The only problem would be SI.
darkenmydoorstep
Not Waving But Browned Off….
- Sep 27, 2023
- 543
Yes I mentioned mess because I have heard other people talk about mess in regard to others finding them but other than someone close, I wouldn't really care tbh. I mean medics and the like have seen all sorts. I'd probably make a five minute chat over dinner if I was gory and that would be that.
I really want my death to be as peaceful as possible and leave very little that will traumatize my loved ones. Although it's nuts because none of them care enough about me
