MeltingHeart

MeltingHeart

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Id gladly listen to all of Anthr Grn Wrld in my final moments-its one of my favourite records of all time
An old favourite, reminding me when I used to believe in 'good' and 'bad' times - just super sad now I can only feel the bad-when the slightest thing used to make me happy- I dont know where it all went wrong (well i do & i dont)


Sure would have helped...

 
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SuicidalSymphonies

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Coldplay you never have heard? Every thing is not lost, but i don want to change yours tastes away, get slowly away little by little thinking in the light side

I love Coldplay. x
I'd start by reading and listening to everything I've written and composed, so that I could feel like I've created something meaningful. I'd cap that off with a listening of Fantaisie-Impromptu by Chopin, Claire de Lune and Reverie by Chopin, and Une Barque sur L'Ocean by Ravel. I'd listen to La Campanella by Liszt, then listen one last time to the full Sophomore Storytime EP by Bell's Worth, fading out in the final act of the piece.
For whoever finds my body, I leave Je te Veux by Satie on repeat.

Beautiful.. I will listen to these. Loving the feedback of you all, giving me so much to watch and hear. x
I have an end of life Spotify playlist I will use.

Are you willing to supply a link?
Mr. Robot, Elliot speaks the truth about society, he's a lonely person and he's suffering a lot.

Thank you for your input. :heart:
Silence. I don't think there is any audio/video that would do justice or bring comfort at such a time, just my own thoughts.

That is reasonable. I respect it. x
My Way and That's Life - Sinatra Promised Land - Elvis
Folsom Prison - Cash

Although I could also hold The Catcher in the Rye in my hands to make it all weirder. It's a joke.

I think making one last joke is pretty funny. I'll take a listen to those songs!
I'll be playing my favorite movie Halloween when I lie down and fall asleep for the final time.

Great choice. Wonderful movie.
Wow, thank you all for so many replies! I will make time to listen and watch all of these. xx
 
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I know its over .

 
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I Have the Light Inside, Surrounded by Darkness
Sep 22, 2019
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:halo: I just saw this and I thought it was a nice question you had. My answers would be this song by Katy Perry, "Wide Awake",



and then I recommend this movie based on real life from Italy
entitled "Life is Beautiful" Not just about a romance, but a father's strength and sacrifice to protect and shield his very young son from the evil Nazis...

Whether you're dead or alive, in recovery,or planning to catch the bus tomorrow, you've got to see this movie, it's the most amazing film ever created... It will make you smile, cry, then laugh & cheer...





(Here's a very brief clip above, just watch... I bet you'll want to order it from your local library very soon!)
 
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I love the movie "A Million Dollar Baby"
 
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SuicidalSymphonies

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I love the movie "A Million Dollar Baby"

I've heard it's sad. Need to see it!
:halo: I just saw this and I thought it was a nice question you had. My answers would be this song by Katy Perry, "Wide Awake",




and then I recommend this movie based on real life from Italy
entitled "Life is Beautiful" Not just about a romance, but a father's strength and sacrifice to protect and shield his very young son from the evil Nazis...

Whether you're dead or alive, in recovery,or planning to catch the bus tomorrow, you've got to see this movie, it's the most amazing film ever created... It will make you smile, cry, then laugh & cheer...





(Here's a very brief clip above, just watch... I bet you'll want to order it from your local library very soon!)


I will have to check it out. I'm always open to new movies and stuff.
I know its over .



The Smiths are amazing. Great choice!
 
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Lethe

Lethe

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Sep 19, 2019
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I'll be playing my favorite movie Halloween when I lie down and fall asleep for the final time.

That's an... interesting choice, lol.

For me, I'll be listening to music from some of my favorite videogames.
 
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RecycledAtoms

RecycledAtoms

Electrode
Nov 9, 2019
108
Being a musician, I don't think I'd want to play music. Music being one of the very few things I still enjoy, it might be just enough to hold me back from following through with it.
:halo: I just saw this and I thought it was a nice question you had. My answers would be this song by Katy Perry, "Wide Awake",




and then I recommend this movie based on real life from Italy
entitled "Life is Beautiful" Not just about a romance, but a father's strength and sacrifice to protect and shield his very young son from the evil Nazis...

Whether you're dead or alive, in recovery,or planning to catch the bus tomorrow, you've got to see this movie, it's the most amazing film ever created... It will make you smile, cry, then laugh & cheer...





(Here's a very brief clip above, just watch... I bet you'll want to order it from your local library very soon!)

Where can I find that movie (Life is Beautiful) in English? I tried to YouTube it but only found the trailer!
 
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Oct 22, 2019
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for video games you should really play Mario Galaxy 1/2 & the original Dead Rising.
 
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for video games you should really play Mario Galaxy 1/2 & the original Dead Rising.

Yeah, I'll try to play them! I never really played much Mario but Dead Rising looks fun.
 
RecycledAtoms

RecycledAtoms

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Nov 9, 2019
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Yeah, I'll try to play them! I never really played much Mario but Dead Rising looks fun.
The original Mario (Mario Brothers) is amazing! But then-again, I'm kinda "old-school" haha.
 
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Smile...
Oct 11, 2019
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Recently I have been constantly reading and re-reading James O´barr´s graphic novel The Crow, about a man who gets brutally murdered along with his girlfriend and rises from the grave to seek revenge. Obviously it is my namesake, and a page from the book is my profile pic. The main character is also extremely depressed as well as a cutter (profile pic is from a page where he self harms and then uses his blood to paint a picture of the Cat in The Hat on the wall, because he was recalling painful memories of his girlfriend, one of which involved them joking around about the book).
 
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Recently I have been constantly reading and re-reading James O´barr´s graphic novel The Crow, about a man who gets brutally murdered along with his girlfriend and rises from the grave to seek revenge. Obviously it is my namesake, and a page from the book is my profile pic. The main character is also extremely depressed as well as a cutter (profile pic is from a page where he self harms and then uses his blood to paint a picture of the Cat in The Hat on the wall, because he was recalling painful memories of his girlfriend, one of which involved them joking around about the book).

I'll look into that too! I'm sure eBay or Amazon has it. It looks interesting. Sounds tragic too..
 
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purplemoon

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I Have the Light Inside, Surrounded by Darkness
Sep 22, 2019
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Being a musician, I don't think I'd want to play music. Music being one of the very few things I still enjoy, it might be just enough to hold me back from following through with it.

Where can I find that movie (Life is Beautiful) in English? I tried to YouTube it but only found the trailer!

It looks like there is a movie version dubbed fully in English, but I can't figure out where. It looks like Amazon, or Netflix.

The English subtitles are good; Hopefully you can get used to them easily, usually just takes me a minute or two and before I knew it I hardly noticed that there are subtitles anymore and just enjoy the movie.

You should also be able to get it from any library in the United States. I'm not sure about other countries, or you could call any store that rents movies and ask them if they have it before you drive there.

You should be able to request it just using the English title "Life is Beautiful", but originally the title is in Italian, but I doubt you'll need it in Italian unless you're in Italy, LOL.

Hope you can find it easily and enjoy it. It should be available online through Amazon or Netflix for sure. Otherwise you can just find at the old fashion way hopefully.

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It just dawned on me the irony of this movie title on this website, it's not funny but in another way it sort of is, and it's purely coincidental. :wink:
Hey it's not under my control what the title is but it's certainly an amazing movie, whether you're trying to catch the bus or not...
 
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MeltingHeart

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I would listen clair de lune de Debussy....
Not sure what yr specific music tastes are but Japanese electronic artist isao.tominta did an album of synthesizer versions of songs by Debussy -including the one you mentioned- it's a not for everybody- but it's kind of interesting.
 
Meant2Die

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I hate to be that one spiritual nerd but I've been watching a lot of YouTube videos talking about near death experiences and the other side ( which I believe in existing) so I figured if I go through with a hanging or now considering SN, I may play some of that while I'm Preparing.
 
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Id gladly listen to all of Anthr Grn Wrld in my final moments-its one of my favourite records of all time
An old favourite, reminding me when I used to believe in 'good' and 'bad' times - just super sad now I can only feel the bad-when the slightest thing used to make me happy- I dont know where it all went wrong (well i do & i dont)


Sure would have helped...



That song About what the world needs now is love sweet love, that's a sweet choice. And how true…




:heart: :halo:
well, here are 2 more Songs from Katy Perry, the first one entitled "Unconditionally"; it reminds me of how i used to truly love and trust from my heart,
silly me…

The other song entitled "Firework" is actually really deep and meaningful for all types of people; everyone has that potential spark on the inside, and I say to hell with the selfish or heartless people out there, don't allow them to ever ruin the You (your energy) that is inside of You…

And whether you are trying to catch the bus and leave this ridiculously precarious and cruel physical realm or not,

I think a lot of people would like to relate to the meeting in these songs possibly, at least so far it seems for the most part…




I hate to be that one spiritual nerd but I've been watching a lot of YouTube videos talking about near death experiences and the other side ( which I believe in existing) so I figured if I go through with a hanging or now considering SN, I may play some of that while I'm Preparing.

Yes, there definitely is an afterlife.

What's incredible and even tragic is how so many use human 'logic' to try to understand the universe when There's so much we will never understand with our limited human brains or call them 'facts'...

There are so many so-called facts over for many centuries that humans soon as were completely correct and then 100 years later the microscope was invented, etc. as an example to show us that the whole time it was so much more than what we could sense or understand.

There's so much more than this world's physical realm..

:halo:
 
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Nov 3, 2019
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I'm close to finishing Cold Steel 3 (video game), and I think I'll probably wrap it with a yuri movie like Kase and Morning Glories before I go:
 
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Sweet emotion

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That's an... interesting choice, lol.

For me, I'll be listening to music from some of my favorite videogames.
Oh I've loved horror movies since I was five years old and they've always comforted me when I went to bed. That movie got me through a lot of sad times....horror has in general.
 
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Oct 11, 2019
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I'll look into that too! I'm sure eBay or Amazon has it. It looks interesting. Sounds tragic too..
Yeah, the guy who wrote it actually had the love of his life die in a car accident on the way to pick him up. I think he was only 19. He wrote the comic as a way of venting his emotions.
 
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Crystal Labeija

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Jun 3, 2019
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I recently went to Sasha Velour's Smoke and Mirrors and it was so surreal and wonderful. Although it will be some time before I CTB, in my mind, it is the last show I will ever see.
 
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Yeah, the guy who wrote it actually had the love of his life die in a car accident on the way to pick him up. I think he was only 19. He wrote the comic as a way of venting his emotions.

Wow... That's really heartbreaking. I must read it then.
I recently went to Sasha Velour's Smoke and Mirrors and it was so surreal and wonderful. Although it will be some time before I CTB, in my mind, it is the last show I will ever see.

I'll look into it. Thank you so much for your input. x
 
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noctiva

noctiva

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Nov 6, 2019
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There are heaps of great ideas! On my last day I'll watch 'The Shape of Water', I watched it with my partner in cinemas and it was wonderful sitting there with him, enjoying that movie. We both cried quietly and talked about the movie for hours afterwards. I think I'll watch Stargate SG-1 4-07 Window of Opportunity after Meto stat dose and SN, I wish I had that machine and I love stargate (yeah, I'm THAT old :P).. And then after my SN, I'll watch all videos I have of my family, in circles, depending on when I pass out.
 
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SuicidalSymphonies

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There are heaps of great ideas! On my last day I'll watch 'The Shape of Water', I watched it with my partner in cinemas and it was wonderful sitting there with him, enjoying that movie. We both cried quietly and talked about the movie for hours afterwards. I think I'll watch Stargate SG-1 4-07 Window of Opportunity after Meto stat dose and SN, I wish I had that machine and I love stargate (yeah, I'm THAT old :P).. And then after my SN, I'll watch all videos I have of my family, in circles, depending on when I pass out.

Wow, that sounds like a solid plan. I love it. The Shape of Water was an absolutely beautiful movie that made my heart grow three sizes that day. Also watched with my partner at the time.
 
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