Venting What if they knew they were killing you

[JFED]

I'm so done. A plethora of problems has brought me to purchase rope. The perfect diameter and material.

Someone close to me has been treating me like shit for days. I'll never be good enough.

I'm glad I found this forum. You gave me peace at the end.

 

[jodes2]

Man, life gets better! Don't CTB just cos of this! I know it's shit but jeez it's short term, you can do something about it! Don't throw away a good life sorry you're suffering

 

[JFED]

Man, life gets better! Don't CTB just cos of this! I know it's shit but jeez it's short term, you can do something about it! Don't throw away a good life sorry you're suffering

I appreciate that so much but this has been a long culmination of things. I'm at the breaking point and won't get better.

Thank you for your words

 

[FuneralCry]

Humans can certainly be so cruel, and it's true that they are responsible for a lot of the suffering that exists in this world. It sounds awful having to put up with someone like that. But life does just seem to be endless problems and to me it can certainly be so tiring feeling trapped here. I understand the feeling of being so done with existing, I feel like that constantly and I despise life in every single way. I hope that you find the freedom that you wish for.

 

[almaranthine]

I understand how you feel. I don't have really anyone left in my life aside from family members. My mom essentially gave up on me. It's a sad point in your life when your own mom would rather you be destitute and homeless than help you out. It's really the last straw for me personally. Then on the other hand, my grandma passed away, left me some amount of inheritance... but I'm not allowed to have it unless I "go back to school" and finish my degree. Money that could have kept me from reaching this point of rock bottom and despair will just sit there. The irony.

 

[JFED]

For context……

I don't have any family that I'm in touch with. This was the person I went to when they turned their back on me.

 

[almaranthine]

For context……

I don't have any family that I'm in touch with. This was the person I went to when they turned their back on me.

My apologies, I wasn't trying to project or anything. Regardless of their relationship to you, having the last person you reach out to for help treat you badly and turn their back on you is really distressing. That person, for me, just happens to be my mom. I'm sorry you don't have any support.

 

[jodes2]

I appreciate that so much but this has been a long culmination of things. I'm at the breaking point and won't get better.

Thank you for your words

If you don't mind me asking, what won't get better?

 

[JFED]

My apologies, I wasn't trying to project or anything. Regardless of their relationship to you, having the last person you reach out to for help treat you badly and turn their back on you is really distressing. That person, for me, just happens to be my mom. I'm sorry you don't have any support.

No need to apologize. Do very much appreciate your input

 

[makethepainstop]

I'm so done. A plethora of problems has brought me to purchase rope. The perfect diameter and material.

Someone close to me has been treating me like shit for days. I'll never be good enough.

I'm glad I found this forum. You gave me peace at the end.

A lot of people would laugh if you told them they are killing you. Many simply do not care about anyone but themselves.

 

[sevenkarmas]

People don't have to love or even like someone to be kind to that person. It's a reflection of the person's lack of character and humanity when they behave that way, not the person they are crapping on.