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lonleycrowdedwest
im so dumb i misspelled lonely
- Aug 16, 2021
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I keep having this intrusive thought in my dream. I fall asleep and dream that I kill myself. It's always in a peaceful location, generally I'm overdosing on something unspecified, feeling like I've just got off Scott fucking free, and then I wake up in my bed. But I'm still dreaming. I attempt to kill myself again, and the same thing happens. I've had dream loops before, but these ones specifically make me scared. What if that's what the afterlife is? What if reincarnation is real? What if there's no way out of this, no matter what we try. That's one of the scariest thoughts I've ever considered imo.