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lonleycrowdedwest

im so dumb i misspelled lonely
Aug 16, 2021
127
I keep having this intrusive thought in my dream. I fall asleep and dream that I kill myself. It's always in a peaceful location, generally I'm overdosing on something unspecified, feeling like I've just got off Scott fucking free, and then I wake up in my bed. But I'm still dreaming. I attempt to kill myself again, and the same thing happens. I've had dream loops before, but these ones specifically make me scared. What if that's what the afterlife is? What if reincarnation is real? What if there's no way out of this, no matter what we try. That's one of the scariest thoughts I've ever considered imo.
 
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jimmy7754

jimmy7754

I just want to be myself again
Dec 15, 2021
508
It's so hard to ctb.
 
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Darkover

Darkover

Archangel
Jul 29, 2021
5,580
if you kill everyone that's alive then nothing can bring you alive ever again, let hope russia uses the nukes
 
Shu

Shu

As above, So Below.
Jan 21, 2022
2,487
What if this is the afterlife?
 
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Micheal64

Want to sleep forever
Sep 23, 2021
21
If this were the afterlife I hope there is nothing else after
 
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justtiredofit

Member
Feb 14, 2022
77
There's an old joke about reincarnation, something along the lines of "if people really believe in reincarnation, why don't they leave their stuff to themselves when they die?" If this is the afterlife, then I must have been a really horrible person when I was alive, and I really can't believe I could have ever been so bad/evil to deserve it.
 
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Nolan96

Nolan96

Mage
Feb 12, 2022
506
I've had similar dreams and anxieties. I guess it's an argument for trying one's best at recovery. But hopefully it's just an irrational fear, because people in inescapable suffering do deserve rest at some point.
 
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watchingthewheels

Enlightened
Jan 23, 2021
1,415
What if "c-a-t" really spelled "Dog"?

You can't reason with the arbitrary.
 
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hankbank3928

hankbank3928

Student
Dec 30, 2021
186
I don't believe in reincarnation, too many flaws in the logic. And also, there's always a way out, I think your just being a little too paranoid.
 
pthnrdnojvsc

pthnrdnojvsc

Extreme Pain is much worse than people know
Aug 12, 2019
3,424
What if "c-a-t" really spelled "Dog"?

You can't reason with the arbitrary.
Right .

All the brain books, evolution books tell me death = nonexistence forever: and that means to me there is a way out. Non-existence means no pain,no suffering ,no problems forever and that's what i want
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
43,351
I do not believe that there is anything after this life, there is no evidence of any afterlife or reincarnation existing. I believe that when we lose consciousness, we simply cease to exist. I look forward to non existence, I have had enough of suffering. I am only scared of this life personally. The amount of pain that exists is horrifying to me.
 
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