
gcso
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- Jun 5, 2022
- 28
Is it just me or is anyone else afraid of returning to the afterlife? Like, I speak in some quantum way, you know? I do not know. What if the cycle of life continues in a way that we don't know yet and we end up back to square one again - life, since life and death can be part of the same coin? What if the coin continues to rotate in the way I mentioned? Sometimes I think that the fungi and bacteria that will devour me in the decomposition phase will go somewhere through the cycle of nature and cause life to come back again through food. It's a paranoia I've had for a long time. Maybe I'm going crazy or I'm just a paranoid donkey. Sorry for wasting your time. My English sucks too, so sorry again.
This thought makes me not want to die in this city I'm in, because everyone here is fucked up and I don't like the weather here. Maybe I have to wait longer and move to another country. I think I'm going crazy.
This thought makes me not want to die in this city I'm in, because everyone here is fucked up and I don't like the weather here. Maybe I have to wait longer and move to another country. I think I'm going crazy.