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imtryingmybest
i'm so tired
- Jan 22, 2023
- 10
my whole life ive struggled woth suicidal thoughts and attempts, the earliest i can remember was at 8 years old. im practically hardwired to have suicidal thoughts any time things get stressful now, and i dont think i will ever unlearn it. though its usually intrusive thoughts, it sometimes becomes more than that. Ive come to accept that my suicide is not a matter of if but rather when.