What helps you to feel better about going to ctb?

[_Minsk]

Sentences like life is finite so it will end with or without ctb makes me feel better, or that suffering is finite as well. What sentences make you feel better?
*Sorry if the title or post is misleading, my mind is kinda foggy this morning

 

[Superdeterminist]

I actually don't know if anything helps now. I
used to get some comfort thinking about others who have succeeded because it would give me hope I could do the same. But increasingly I'm realising that what others achieve has no bearing on what I will.

 

[Chiisai]

Anything that numbs the pain

 

[Foresight]

It makes me feel better to know I did the best I could, the circumstances were bigger than me, and I won't have to struggle in this life anymore.

 

[markimobzzdeasui]

At this point,the only thing that helps me which is not necessarily a statement, is that everything will finally end when I ctb. Although it is not that comforting realisation that used to be for me ,few months earlier, because along with the sufferings I will also perish forever and also the days leading to the final day are becoming worse. But beggers cannot be choosers I guess. Still it is difficult to achieve Ctb.

 

[FuneralCry]

I am also comforted by the fact that my life will end one day eventually, and that everything is meaningless and nothing really matters. However, this thought does not make me feel that much better as I am trapped in this world as it is so difficult to ctb. I lack a peaceful and reliable way to exit and there is the fear of failure. All that I want is to peacefully pass away and be free from this horrible existence. It hurts me that it is so hard to leave.

 

[Gsvko]

Knowing that it's the best thing I could do for myself and people around me, realistically

 

[rationaltake]

My life will end. It is just a question of when.

 

[Hurt]

ETERNAL PEACE

 

[nopride86]

That fact that dying is something all organisms eventually experience. Our ancestors, everyone we've read about in history books, the animals we see outside and in our homes, it all ends the same.
Choosing to ctb just speeds it along. It spares me from prolonged suffering physically and psychologically. It's an opt-out button that can be pressed at any time once a plan is set.

 

[watchingthewheels]

Knowing that I've met my responsibilities, and did what I could.

 

[summertimestars4]

that i've done my best to weather the storm, even when it was slamming me against the rocks. that i've made a valiant effort to improve my situation and solve my problems, facing constant setbacks and unfixable circumstances with bravery and courage. that everyone eventually dies at some point, and that i deserve relief however it may come. i did my best, universe! lol

 

[Someone123]

The fact is that the way our society is set up one to three % of people ctb, depending in their age range and gender. Some people get bad luck and fall into the group where this is very likely despite trying as hard- and usually much harder- then other people in the same age range and gender group.

 

[tieiwi]

When I ctb I'll do it late at night when I'm extremely tired. I'll be so tired and convinced on falling asleep that I won't pay attention to the fact that I'm committing suicide. It'll just feel like a normal time where I'm tired and want to sleep.

 

[Dr Iron Arc]

For me it helps to remember my future unborn children who went through the trouble of traveling back in time to my past in order to screw with me in such specific ways that I became unable to get with whoever their mother is. They went through the sacrifice to kill themselves, so why can't I?

 

[bigbeatmanifesto]

The quote from Ram Dass that said:

'death is like taking off a really tight shoe'

 

[symphony]

Just imagining the end. I worry about an afterlife but I imagine what I believe to be the most likely scenario: eternal nothingness. No more pain. No more consciousness. Just like falling asleep without ever having to wake up to face another day. The thought alone feels so peaceful, so relieving.

 

[rationaltake]

The quote from Ram Dass that said:

'death is like taking off a really tight shoe'

I like this. And hope it's true.

 

[Seafoam]

I did what I could so...

 

[Al Cappella]

Knowing I won't be exposed to anymore advertising…

 

[lonerclown666]

ending the pain for me

 

[Circles]

No more pain. No more depression. No more loneliness. Just no more anything.

 

[bigbeatmanifesto]

I did what I could so...

We all did!

 

[hankbank3928]

Knowing I won't be exposed to anymore advertising…

Lmao, I had a conversation about this the other day, I absolutely hate ads with a red hot passion.

 

[Lost Magic]

I don't want to be 'my name' and all the baggage that this identity brings with it. My past caught up with me and I'm too fucking old and tired of trying to fit into a society that doesn't care about me. I am just thankful that I found this great community before my inevitable end.

 

[Cathy Ames]

Nothing. I'm angry at the circumstances and sad about my wasted potential and any opportunities I did manage to take (because in so doing, I obviously took them away from others who were more deserving). I just try to be grateful that I will be able to do this. Hopefully.

 

[LONE WOLF.]

Knowing that l'll be with my 2 Staffies again over the bridge!

 

[OnlyWinOnce]

Peace.

 

[DontplayGod]

A history book usually does the trick for me

 

[fizi22]

When I ctb I'll do it late at night when I'm extremely tired. I'll be so tired and convinced on falling asleep that I won't pay attention to the fact that I'm committing suicide. It'll just feel like a normal time where I'm tired and want to sleep.

That's an appealing idea. What method will you go with?