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Don'tknow123

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Sep 21, 2020
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What have you all tried overdosing on?
 
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WornOutLife

マット
Mar 22, 2020
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All these pills at the same time: (100)

-Aripiprazol
-Risperidone
-Sertraline
-Clonazepam
-Lorazepam

What happened to me?
2-day coma, 1 month in hospital and 5 months a prisoner in my parents' house.
 
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suicide hype_

Member
Oct 20, 2020
11
Morphine pills 1000mg

What happened to me?
2-day coma, 7 day in hospital and 2 month in psychiatric hospital
 
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Largeletters

Alone
Jan 21, 2020
640
All these pills at the same time: (100)

-Aripiprazol
-Risperidone
-Sertraline
-Clonazepam
-Lorazepam

What happened to me?
2-day coma, 1 month in hospital and 5 months a prisoner in my parents' house.
I'm so sorry Matt.
110mg of Apoquel (dog antibiotic) if I'm correct, and another med at the same time. This was a year ago and I'm relying on a video I took of it. I ended up feeling very tired and my stomach started hurting, so I went to the ER, the hospital got me signed up for a day program but didn't trust that stupid shit as I had been inpatient there before and it was absolutely awful, so I went to a University hospital and got into a "state of the art" psych ward.

Other times when I was way young or just super desperate I tried OD'ing on Tylenol or other forms, but that was worthless, obviously.
 
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Hurt

Paragon
Nov 13, 2020
905
I tried to drink myself to death with alcohol. Obviously didnt work. Drank around 12 cans of beer. Lot of headache and bad feeling.
 
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SelmaJezkova10

Amorphous and useless thing
May 24, 2021
88
Sertraline, risperidone, sttratera, and other medications that I don't remember. I vomited all of them, and at that time I was alone, so no one noticed my state, maybe I survived because I didn't take enough dose.
 
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Dr Iron Arc

Dr Iron Arc

Into the Unknown
Feb 10, 2020
21,392
I once tried to eat whole sticks of butter to see it it would be enough to clog my arteries and give me a heart attack. It didn't work but my chest did feel weird for a few days. This was a few years ago though.
 
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yoyogirl

Member
Oct 19, 2021
26
I have lot count of what I have done, at first it was OTC caffeine pils for the buzz I used crave all those years ago, but that was when I was teenager and I'm my early twenties, then progressed on paracetamol and then it was codeine, then it was pregablin, then it became Xanax, valium and then I started mixing and combining all three or four together often paired with wine. Im still alive, don't have any issues medically with it all. So I'm like why can't I just keep on going if my course disappears down the drain. I would stop pernamently and I did for quite sometime but I don't intend to end my life completely i want the pain to stop.

but no shrink, social worker, nurse has ever done anything about it it was unheard of as in my medical records it says "my daughter doesn't self harm, she would never do anything to hurt herself" but if they had listened to me from day one and took the decision out of hands all of those years ago. It wouldnt of affected me 11 years later.

i also can't stand that I keep on surviving the next day and it's like that didn't happen, oh well I hurt myself again that's nothing, one more pill won't hurt. The cmht have never said, "we feel that you could do with more support in the psych ward, we feel you are now danger to yourself, if you do not agree we have to consider as S2 of the mental health act," Aww they have said "you don't present as someone who is ill"

i just know that one day, if this continues they would do their digging and workout why my blood pressure is suddenly very low, why my liver and kidney ain't working as well, by that time it would be their cock up. I can imagine my parents face if they had 11 years and didn't do anything to protect me.
 
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Dot

Info abt typng styl on prfle.
Sep 26, 2021
3,335
The cmht have never said, "we feel that you could do with more support in the psych ward, we feel you are now danger to yourself, if you do not agree we have to consider as S2 of the mental health act," Aww they have said "you don't present as someone who is ill"
Cmht worker was under doesn't seem convinced will go through with it. Often feel same but beyond desperate.
 
Nymph

Nymph

he/him
Jul 15, 2020
2,564
Zoloft, Venlafaxine, bromazepam, Quetiapine, ibuprofen…I don't remember all of them. It wasn't a suicide attempt, just as a way to selfharm. Tho if I it killed me I wouldn't mind but I know these aren't lethal
 
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yoyogirl

Member
Oct 19, 2021
26
But eventually they will slip up if I were to do it again then hopefully they will help me, but if they don't they will have plenty of opportunities
 
ALN98

ALN98

Member
Oct 20, 2021
10
Well, I guess I never took enough of certain medications to put me between life and death, unfortunately. But,

--> When I took about three packs of alprazolam, a benzodiazepine, which gave about twenty pills: I first vomited a lot, then I slept and went into a kind of coma for a whole day. I woke up the other day, and stayed for two more with the feeling that I was stoned.

--> When I took two packs of sertraline, about twelve pills: it was a horrible feeling, I felt like I had used LSD and gone on a "bad trip". I didn't sleep all night and, instead of dying, I was "wired". I got up the other day with the feeling that I had ate several fireworks;

--> When I took two packs of sertraline, and two packs of lithium [my anti-suicide drug]: I got dizzy, shivering, I couldn't stand to stand up, I vomited even the water I had taken, I got very agitated. I went to an emergency room, and from there they admitted me to a hospital. I had a stomach wash, worst procedure of my life. After that I was fine;

--> Two cartons of alprazolam, plus three beers: I didn't vomit and I simply passed out in bed. I was talking to a friend on Whats at the time, I told her what I had done, and she stayed "by my side" until she passed out. She called the police, reported the attempt, but they did nothing. I slept a whole day, woke up in the afternoon of the next.

Nothing worked for me, -_-.
 
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ChaseBees

Member
Sep 30, 2021
50
Guanfacine. That caused a seizure and dangerously low blood pressure. Ended up in the ED.
Prescription blood pressure meds- ICU for 2 days, heart rate for into the 30s
14g of caffeine pills - threw up part of my stomach lining and was tachy for 26 hours. That was awful
While bunch of random shit - sectioned for 2 weeks

Anyways now I have SN
 
Bedrock48

Bedrock48

Dreadful damage, dreadful destiny
Feb 1, 2021
540
14g of caffeine pills - threw up part of my stomach lining and was tachy for 26 hours. That was awful

I did the same, 9g of pure caffeine and I also lost a good bit of my stomach lining too. Was on omeprazole for a month.

Cherry pits to cause cyanide poisoning. Oded on propranolol a few times too, surprisingly ineffective on me.
 
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yoyogirl

Member
Oct 19, 2021
26
I used pop caffeine pills all day all those years ago pro plus was my favourite at the time. I just felt hooked and normal on them. At the time I wasn't self harming it was my thing to get through the day. Not for any purpose.
 
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Survivor of incest. Gay. Please don't PM me.
Apr 13, 2021
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-FrozenRobot-

Let me go...please
Jul 27, 2021
218
Paracetamol.(65 grams)
What happened to me?
A week of throwing up, loss of appetite for a month and gastrointestinal issues I still suffer from. It happened during the new year 2021. A great way to start off a year.
 
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Eric Draven

Member
Sep 24, 2021
29
When my Dad passed away a couple of years ago he had loads of meds in his cupboard. One night I got extremely drunk and took the whole lot. I don't even know what they were. Ended up in hospital somehow on an IV.
 
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tomakeitstop

Member
May 5, 2022
20
Hi,

I posted a separate thread about this but maybe I should have come here. I'm planning an attempt for this month on the 23rd and I'm planning to take:

60 pills of Lamictal
30 pills of Latuda
120 pills of Lyrica
120 pills of Propanolol
400 pills of Topomax

I just picked up refills of my meds and I'm planning to go to a different pharmacy to say that I lost my meds and get a second set.
I'm desperate for this to work. I had an attempt in August using just one full set and I survived because my family called 911 within 15 minutes of me overdosing and they stabilized me at the hospital.

Any advice would be helpful.
Thanks,
Sass
 
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outrider567

Visionary
Apr 5, 2022
2,851
I once tried to eat whole sticks of butter to see it it would be enough to clog my arteries and give me a heart attack. It didn't work but my chest did feel weird for a few days. This was a few years ago though.
I think a crazy amount of bacon would taste better
 
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