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ijustwishtodie
death will be my ultimate bliss
- Oct 29, 2023
- 3,906
Survival instinct, lack of access to peaceful methods, too scared to risk brutal methods etc. I literally only have one chance to ctb. If I fail the attempt, I'll be a prisoner to my parents for life. Not to mention that my parents are constantly spying on me and that I don't have any autonomy to just go outside at night time to kill myself.
I'm literally only alive because the obstacles to suicide itself is simply too great. I'm not staying alive for others or for the hope that life gets better or whatever. I don't want life at all and, if I had the chance to kill myself peacefully, I would take it immediately with no hesitation. I have no desires to be a human or go through the human experience
I'm literally only alive because the obstacles to suicide itself is simply too great. I'm not staying alive for others or for the hope that life gets better or whatever. I don't want life at all and, if I had the chance to kill myself peacefully, I would take it immediately with no hesitation. I have no desires to be a human or go through the human experience