escape_from_hell

escape_from_hell

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Feb 22, 2024
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The thought of her, of our love and of the fact that maybe we will never reconcile and be together again. I can't live without her, I can't imagine any other woman with me, for me there is only her.
Same. And I cry every single day sometimes multiple times per day, for more than 2 years.
 
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Davey40210

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Sep 3, 2024
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I hadn't cried since my childhood. But since I broke up with my gf I have cried every day and sometimes multiple times per day. The worst part is I made her leave me by my self destructive behavior. And now I just want it to end.
The thought of her, of our love and of the fact that maybe we will never reconcile and be together again. I can't live without her, I can't imagine any other woman with me, for me there is only her.

Oh man.. I feel it too.
 
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marsupial

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Apr 9, 2024
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That trees lose all their leaves come winter:( They worked hard to grow them and yet..
 
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moonoverthesea

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Aug 24, 2024
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i'm a big cryer but... one big thing that happened today and i think is a good example is that i was looking for something in my dad's car, and I found a very old keychain I handmade when i was 3 years old or so. Not only he still keeps it, he keeps it in a place that's always close to him and travels with him.

He keeps the decades old thing with him, memory of when I was ok, but many years later I'm now full of illnesses and my future is bleak. I know he'll help as much as possible to bring a future back to me, but I'm not sure yet if I have the strength in me to see if I'll finally get through all of these diagnoses or if i'll not be able to bear the pain anymore.
 

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