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I still have my bottle of N that I bought in 2019. Theoretically, it should still be good, but the bottle went through a cycle in the washing machine so I don't know what its lifespan is at now. I tried looking for particles in the liquid, but because the bottle is so scratched up, it's hard to tell. I flashed a light behind the bottle, but I didn't know whether I was looking at small bubbles or small particles. My question is, what happens when you drink N that has degraded? I'm mainly concerned about inflicting long-term or permanent damage to my brain if I fail to ctb.
 
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If the seal is still intact, you're probably good. But I would err on the side of taking two bottles rather than one. Even when you know it's good.
 
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If the seal is still intact, you're probably good. But I would err on the side of taking two bottles rather than one. Even when you know it's good.
Unfortunately I only bought one bottle because I thought it would be enough since I'm a pretty small person. I would like to buy another bottle but because I've already received a visit from Homeland Security, that might not be feasible. I just hope that if the N has degraded, it wouldn't leave me handicapped if I were to survive.
 
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Unfortunately I only bought one bottle because I thought it would be enough since I'm a pretty small person. I would like to buy another bottle but because I've already received a visit from Homeland Security, that might not be feasible. I just hope that if the N has degraded, it wouldn't leave me handicapped if I were to survive.
Did you receive the visit from homeland security due to the importation of N? Any additional details would be helpful to the rest of us that are considering buying.
 
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Unfortunately I only bought one bottle because I thought it would be enough since I'm a pretty small person. I would like to buy another bottle but because I've already received a visit from Homeland Security, that might not be feasible. I just hope that if the N has degraded, it wouldn't leave me handicapped if I were to survive.

I love to hear this stories about where you live guys…. Seriously… It must be fun !!!

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Unfortunately I only bought one bottle because I thought it would be enough since I'm a pretty small person. I would like to buy another bottle but because I've already received a visit from Homeland Security, that might not be feasible. I just hope that if the N has degraded, it wouldn't leave me handicapped if I were to survive.
Homeland Security doesn't show up at people's homes....local/state police show up on behalf of Homeland Security so...let us know the details about this encounter

also I love how one just "accidentally" puts a 100ml bottle of N in the washing machine. make the bs more believable next time :pfff:
 
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yeah, tell us a story
 
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Either way…. Seriously guys… This folks aren't trading any Bomb items… Neither printing guns pieces at their 3D printers home-machines….

Seriously they have a full staff just to knock one's door under the allegation of "national security risk", over a bottle of N ????

(And by this I don't want to say anyone is lying etc)…
I'm just rationalizing about how this process would looks like….
I would love to hear about this
 
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I wonder about that too
 
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I talked about receiving a visit from Homeland Security in a megathread about getting N from A. I'm from the US. Long story short, I received a visit from them a day or so after receiving my package. I don't know why they came, but they did and two officers confronted me in front of my family. I didn't ask any questions. It was intimidating, I was scared, and everything I was trying to hide was exposed to the people I wanted to hide it from.

And when I heard that law enforcement were looking for me, I hastily hid the bottle in one of my hoodies which was in my hamper. I honestly don't know how I forgot, but it was a pretty traumatic experience.

I don't care if you guys believe me or not. I just want to know if there is any possibility of incurring long-term damage from drinking degraded N. And hopefully this information will help other people with the same question in the future.
 
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you forgot you had N, my god its like the holy grail for people. I can't imagine many people after such a traumatic experience, then forgetting they had N and washing it. But i guess your ill so these things can slip your mind.

I'm imagining your N had been opened before you washed it, just a hunch as your asking about degradation. A seal bottle of N will last a very long time, their have been cases as long as 20yrs it being ok.

But most people don't put theirs in a washing machine so it can't be possible to degrade like that.
 
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And after all this trouble you managed a way in order to put this bottle into a washing machine
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I've heard others talk about visits from homeland security and it's possible it's actually the drug enforcement agency lying about where they are from. And yes they do have the time and would go to the effort of paying home visits to people. It's believable if you know how the u.s. government works. What exactly they expected to gain from this I don't know but maybe checking to see if you were a threat to security of the country in some way. Never underestimate these guys.
 
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lol this reminds me of Breaking Bad

Breaking Bad Pizza GIF
 
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I would be curious about an answer as well. I purchased N/D in 2020. Since A did not provide tracking and I had already been waiting, I went out of town for the weekend, on a friday. And it just so happened to be delivered that day. I came back on Monday. It was relatively hot all weekend, probably in the 80s. What do you think? I'll also add that I then moved and left it in a hot car for the night? don't judge me but exhaustion and depression just didn't allow me to go down to the car to get it when I woke in the middle of the night. Is it still good? Color is still light pink with no particles. Thanks
 
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I always wonder why they let the drugs through customs.....then decide to turn up AFTERWARDS. I mean this person hid theirs in a hoodie and they didn't even find it.

So they let the drugs through customs, the person receives them, they make a visit (supposedly to check a person well being) and then the person hides the drugs and they go away with nothing. makes perfect sense:wink:
I would be curious about an answer as well. I purchased N/D in 2020. Since A did not provide tracking and I had already been waiting, I went out of town for the weekend, on a friday. And it just so happened to be delivered that day. I came back on Monday. It was relatively hot all weekend, probably in the 80s. What do you think? I'll also add that I then moved and left it in a hot car for the night? don't judge me but exhaustion and depression just didn't allow me to go down to the car to get it when I woke in the middle of the night. Is it still good? Color is still light pink with no particles. Thanks

You must of been one of D's 1st customers buying in 2020, one of the ones before he was even introduced into the PPH in 2021.
 
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you forgot you had N, my god its like the holy grail for people. I can't imagine many people after such a traumatic experience, then forgetting they had N and washing it. But i guess your ill so these things can slip your mind.

I'm imagining your N had been opened before you washed it, just a hunch as your asking about degradation. A seal bottle of N will last a very long time, their have been cases as long as 20yrs it being ok.

But most people don't put theirs in a washing machine so it can't be possible to degrade like that.
I know right, I'm still kicking myself for leaving it in the washer.

My bottle of N is sealed so I'm hoping the "particles" I see are just tiny bubbles. But again, the bottle is pretty scratched up so it's hard to tell.
I always wonder why they let the drugs through customs.....then decide to turn up AFTERWARDS. I mean this person hid theirs in a hoodie and they didn't even find it.

So they let the drugs through customs, the person receives them, they make a visit (supposedly to check a person well being) and then the person hides the drugs and they go away with nothing. makes perfect sense:wink:
Your guess is as good as mine. They didn't search my room or anything, I think they would need a warrant for that. They asked a lot of questions and I just kept telling them that I didn't know what they were talking about.

My parents, however, did end up searching my room after I left for class so I guess it was a good thing I hid it in my hamper. Well...I probably should have just look for a better spot to hide it, but hindsight is always 20/20.
I would be curious about an answer as well. I purchased N/D in 2020. Since A did not provide tracking and I had already been waiting, I went out of town for the weekend, on a friday. And it just so happened to be delivered that day. I came back on Monday. It was relatively hot all weekend, probably in the 80s. What do you think? I'll also add that I then moved and left it in a hot car for the night? don't judge me but exhaustion and depression just didn't allow me to go down to the car to get it when I woke in the middle of the night. Is it still good? Color is still light pink with no particles. Thanks
If it doesn't have particles, it should be good. I think that's the main sign that it's beginning to degrade.
 
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I always wonder why they let the drugs through customs.....then decide to turn up AFTERWARDS. I mean this person hid theirs in a hoodie and they didn't even find it.

So they let the drugs through customs, the person receives them, they make a visit (supposedly to check a person well being) and then the person hides the drugs and they go away with nothing. makes perfect sense:wink:


You must of been one of D's 1st customers buying in 2020, one of the ones before he was even introduced into the PPH in 2021.
I meant D as in Dolethal. But it was from A when he was selling that.
 
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I know right, I'm still kicking myself for leaving it in the washer.

My bottle of N is sealed so I'm hoping the "particles" I see are just tiny bubbles. But again, the bottle is pretty scratched up so it's hard to tell.

Your guess is as good as mine. They didn't search my room or anything, I think they would need a warrant for that. They asked a lot of questions and I just kept telling them that I didn't know what they were talking about.

My parents, however, did end up searching my room after I left for class so I guess it was a good thing I hid it in my hamper. Well...I probably should have just look for a better spot to hide it, but hindsight is always 20/20.

If it doesn't have particles, it should be good. I think that's the main sign that it's beginning to degrade.

If they are doing a welfare check and they think someone is at risk they have the power to force entry( in case someones life is at risk). I'm pretty sure if homeland security turn up at someone's house it wouldn't be just to 'knock on'.

From what your saying though, it seems they just knock on and ask a few questions. so realistically nothing for people to worry about, all they have to do is blag a few questions. I'm pretty sure everyone can do that and then they go away, simple!!
 

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