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wellherewego

wellherewego

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Do you have seizures? Or just kind of die? Idk why I care but I wanna know
 
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You die
 
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Waiting for the bus
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It's described in the PPeH.

The action is a bit like carbon monoxide poisoning. Your blood is unable to carry oxygen to the brain - which leads to hypoxia and death.
 

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FallingGrace

Secretary of something
Mar 11, 2020
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Lack of any video records of this method has always put me off of it. Hangings? Great, I know what I'm expecting. CO poisoning? Sleepy time baby. Assisted euthanasia? Even better! Being turned into unknown living human jerky whilst everybody insists it's peaceful and painless and to just "trust them"? No thanks.
 
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SuicidallyCurious

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Dec 20, 2020
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This is a question for an atheist , a Muslim, Christian , etc.
 
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Releasefrompressure

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Lack of any video records of this method has always put me off of it. Hangings? Great, I know what I'm expecting. CO poisoning? Sleepy time baby. Assisted euthanasia? Even better! Being turned into unknown living human jerky whilst everybody insists it's peaceful and painless and to just "trust them"? No thanks.

I am not convinced that sn is peaceful as people claim i looked into it a lot and i think personally this would be a worse method than let's say hanging
 
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Ta555

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I am not convinced that sn is peaceful as people claim i looked into it a lot and i think personally this would be a worse method than let's say hanging
Lol it's not peaceful. Why do you think you need antiemetics, pain meds, betablockers, benzos etc... It's not peaceful or painless. Well, tbh it varies widely, some people seem to go with little discomfort and some are in a lot of distress. Also going unconscious takes way too long for my liking.
 
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Shu

As above, So Below.
Jan 21, 2022
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I am not convinced that sn is peaceful as people claim i looked into it a lot and i think personally this would be a worse method than let's say hanging
I agree hanging is usually pretty quick. you can go unconscious in under 20 seconds if you do it right.
 
transientflesh127

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Member
Apr 30, 2022
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I am not convinced that sn is peaceful as people claim i looked into it a lot and i think personally this would be a worse method than let's say hanging
Really? PPH seems to portray it as relatively "peaceful"??
I agree hanging is usually pretty quick. you can go unconscious in under 20 seconds if you do it right.
Mixing chemicals seems much easier than preparing an apparatus to me...
 
Weebster

Weebster

Everyone is alone. Everyone is empty.
Mar 11, 2022
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You foam at the mouth, your head spins right round, and then the light of enlightenment shoots out of your eyes as you're left overwhelmed by feelings of awe.
 
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virgilwalks

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Apr 7, 2022
121
so much has been written about SN but very little actual proof of the effects and side effects vs several videos of people using n.
 
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downndone2

Living in misery
Jan 23, 2022
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I am not convinced that sn is peaceful as people claim i looked into it a lot and i think personally this would be a worse method than let's say hanging
I wouldnt want either, I am waiting on N to come back around. I have thought of SN of back-up but I really prefer not to spend my last moments hugging a toilet bowl. This may sound morbid but I wonder where to go to find video of someone using sn method. Theres plenty of videos showing N method
 
dredd1981

dredd1981

All these moments will be lost in time
May 1, 2022
102
I wouldnt want either, I am waiting on N to come back around. I have thought of SN of back-up but I really prefer not to spend my last moments hugging a toilet bowl. This may sound morbid but I wonder where to go to find video of someone using sn method. Theres plenty of videos showing N method
The advice I got was to take anti sickness meds around a half hour before taking SN. SN isn't my preferred method, I've read some varying reports on how long it takes to ctb, from half an hour to up to 8 hours. I agree that N is the better method, there was a guy on here about a week ago who took N then posted about his experience, he stopped posting after about 5 minutes. I think the thread is deleted now but he made it sound rather pleasant, the feeling after taking N like "drinking a good scotch". Only problem is that it is pretty hard to get hold of. Last week I went to the dark place and bought two disposable barbecues intending to ctb by filling my car with carbon monoxide…..I drove around for a couple of hours looking for somewhere discrete to do it but couldn't find anywhere. Probably for the best as I'd probably have ended up setting fire to my car and dying in agony! It's only after I came here and found out about SN and decided it was the better method, unless I can get a hold of some N. But back to your question, peaceful pill rates SN 7/10 in terms of peacefulness and N is 8/10. I use butec patches for back pain, my plan is to put on a couple of patches in the morning, they'll probably take effect late afternoon then take a couple of anti sickness tablets and a couple of muscle relaxants then half an hour later 20-25g SN then enjoy a nice glass of cognac and wait for the darkness to take me

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Was googling N and the price people are
charging for it are insane….plus it's illegal so there's a good chance even if I do find some for a reasonable price, it'll be intercepted and the police will arrive at my door
 
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Judy Garland

Judy Garland

HoHum
Mar 23, 2022
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The advice I got was to take anti sickness meds around a half hour before taking SN. SN isn't my preferred method, I've read some varying reports on how long it takes to ctb, from half an hour to up to 8 hours. I agree that N is the better method, there was a guy on here about a week ago who took N then posted about his experience, he stopped posting after about 5 minutes. I think the thread is deleted now but he made it sound rather pleasant, the feeling after taking N like "drinking a good scotch". Only problem is that it is pretty hard to get hold of. Last week I went to the dark place and bought two disposable barbecues intending to ctb by filling my car with carbon monoxide…..I drove around for a couple of hours looking for somewhere discrete to do it but couldn't find anywhere. Probably for the best as I'd probably have ended up setting fire to my car and dying in agony! It's only after I came here and found out about SN and decided it was the better method, unless I can get a hold of some N. But back to your question, peaceful pill rates SN 7/10 in terms of peacefulness and N is 8/10. I use butec patches for back pain, my plan is to put on a couple of patches in the morning, they'll probably take effect late afternoon then take a couple of anti sickness tablets and a couple of muscle relaxants then half an hour later 20-25g SN then enjoy a nice glass of cognac and wait for the darkness to take me

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Was googling N and the price people are
charging for it are insane….plus it's illegal so there's a good chance even if I do find some for a reasonable price, it'll be intercepted and the police will arrive at my door
That's why I can't do N, it's waaaaay out of my price range especially considering the risk of it be confiscated at customs. So I'm using SN as my method too. I'm nervous about different things with it. Any scenario that can happen has played out in my head. I'm nervous about the whole thing which is what SI is doing to me, but as another poster who talked about SI said, it will be like that until the last second. I'm nervous, but I don't have any other choice.
 
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dredd1981

All these moments will be lost in time
May 1, 2022
102
That's why I can't do N, it's waaaaay out of my price range especially considering the risk of it be confiscated at customs. So I'm using SN as my method too. I'm nervous about different things with it. Any scenario that can happen has played out in my head. I'm nervous about the whole thing which is what SI is doing to me, but as another poster who talked about SI said, it will be like that until the last second. I'm nervous, but I don't have any other choice.
I found a website today, emailed them and they're based in Europe, charging around £400 for enough N to ctb……if they're legit then I'm guessing there's less of a chance of it being caught by customs than if it was coming from the U.S/Mexico etc…..
 
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Dot

Info abt typng styl on prfle.
Sep 26, 2021
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I found a website today, emailed them and they're based in Europe, charging around £400 for enough N to ctb……if they're legit then I'm guessing there's less of a chance of it being caught by customs than if it was coming from the U.S/Mexico etc…..

Mst placs r scms
 
dredd1981

dredd1981

All these moments will be lost in time
May 1, 2022
102

Mst placs r scms
Thanks for the link….my place isn't listed…well it is but the poster states they don't know if it's a scam….damn, I probably shouldn't take the risk….looks like it'll have to be SN
 
wljourney

wljourney

Waiting for the bus
Apr 2, 2022
1,419
The advice I got was to take anti sickness meds around a half hour before taking SN. SN isn't my preferred method, I've read some varying reports on how long it takes to ctb, from half an hour to up to 8 hours. I agree that N is the better method, there was a guy on here about a week ago who took N then posted about his experience, he stopped posting after about 5 minutes. I think the thread is deleted now but he made it sound rather pleasant, the feeling after taking N like "drinking a good scotch". Only problem is that it is pretty hard to get hold of. Last week I went to the dark place and bought two disposable barbecues intending to ctb by filling my car with carbon monoxide…..I drove around for a couple of hours looking for somewhere discrete to do it but couldn't find anywhere. Probably for the best as I'd probably have ended up setting fire to my car and dying in agony! It's only after I came here and found out about SN and decided it was the better method, unless I can get a hold of some N. But back to your question, peaceful pill rates SN 7/10 in terms of peacefulness and N is 8/10. I use butec patches for back pain, my plan is to put on a couple of patches in the morning, they'll probably take effect late afternoon then take a couple of anti sickness tablets and a couple of muscle relaxants then half an hour later 20-25g SN then enjoy a nice glass of cognac and wait for the darkness to take me

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Was googling N and the price people are
charging for it are insane….plus it's illegal so there's a good chance even if I do find some for a reasonable price, it'll be intercepted and the police will arrive at my door
Apparently D has a small supply right now and MAY be able to deliver but I agree the price tag is steep and IMO SN is a pretty good alternative.

Dying is rarely comfortable. And since you have considered carbon monoxide poisoning SN is really the same mechanism of action. Very similar effects (headache, increasing heart rate etc) as carbon monoxide poisoning.

Compared to CMP I think SN is actually easier because once taken, your SI won't be able to kick in and open a car door or abort. Unless you call EMS.
 
dredd1981

dredd1981

All these moments will be lost in time
May 1, 2022
102
tbh the price isn't really the biggest issue, it's the likelihood of it getting nabbed by customs then the police coming to arrest me……I won't have that issue with SN but I'm going to hold the SN in reserve and keep trying to procure N….that is until my brain goes full retard again and I decide "fuck it" and grab the SN
 
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downndone2

Living in misery
Jan 23, 2022
1,270
The advice I got was to take anti sickness meds around a half hour before taking SN. SN isn't my preferred method, I've read some varying reports on how long it takes to ctb, from half an hour to up to 8 hours. I agree that N is the better method, there was a guy on here about a week ago who took N then posted about his experience, he stopped posting after about 5 minutes. I think the thread is deleted now but he made it sound rather pleasant, the feeling after taking N like "drinking a good scotch". Only problem is that it is pretty hard to get hold of. Last week I went to the dark place and bought two disposable barbecues intending to ctb by filling my car with carbon monoxide…..I drove around for a couple of hours looking for somewhere discrete to do it but couldn't find anywhere. Probably for the best as I'd probably have ended up setting fire to my car and dying in agony! It's only after I came here and found out about SN and decided it was the better method, unless I can get a hold of some N. But back to your question, peaceful pill rates SN 7/10 in terms of peacefulness and N is 8/10. I use butec patches for back pain, my plan is to put on a couple of patches in the morning, they'll probably take effect late afternoon then take a couple of anti sickness tablets and a couple of muscle relaxants then half an hour later 20-25g SN then enjoy a nice glass of cognac and wait for the darkness to take me

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Was googling N and the price people are
charging for it are insane….plus it's illegal so there's a good chance even if I do find some for a reasonable price, it'll be intercepted and the police will arrive at my door
Yes, antiemetics are recommended with both SN and N. SN also turns blood to the color of choc fondue, that's another reason.
I did see the post last Sunday and he definitely described it as very peaceful
N prices should get better when shortage is over. I wouldnt recommend buying from anyone on the dark web
 
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its type

Member
Dec 21, 2021
6
I wouldnt want either, I am waiting on N to come back around. I have thought of SN of back-up but I really prefer not to spend my last moments hugging a toilet bowl. This may sound morbid but I wonder where to go to find video of someone using sn method. Theres plenty of videos showing N method
search for the user @user398417 he documented the ctb of a person ingesting sn.
 
Shu

Shu

As above, So Below.
Jan 21, 2022
2,487
search for the user @user398417 he documented the ctb of a person ingesting sn.
Just wanted to mention her SN was only 95% that might be why it took so long for her to lose consciousness.
 
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its type

Member
Dec 21, 2021
6
Just wanted to mention her SN was only 95% that might be why it took so long for her to lose consciousness.
the purity of the sn was 95%, but the video shows that the young woman did not suffer (she had only mild reactions as expected)
 
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Shu

As above, So Below.
Jan 21, 2022
2,487
the purity of the sn was 95%, but the video shows that the young woman did not suffer (she had only mild reactions as expected)
The original video was 45 minutes. I'm not sure what happened during that time but yeah in the edited version it didn't look like she suffered much.
 
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its type

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The original video was 45 minutes. I'm not sure what happened during that time but yeah in the edited version it didn't look like she suffered much.
I wish everyone could see everything, but it's against the rules to post fonts
 
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downndone2

Living in misery
Jan 23, 2022
1,270
search for the user @user398417 he documented the ctb of a person ingesting sn.
Oh boy! Makes me not want to use SN. I HATE nausea. I feel even with AE it is a gamble. Did he post video because I dont see it on the post
search for the user @user398417 he documented the ctb of a person ingesting sn.
 
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