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Meatballhead

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Feb 21, 2024
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There's all these things about prevention and anti gun. Its oddly specific meanwhile.entire generations of men and boys just got handed guns like toothpicks.But I cant get one the right or wrong way. Or die by accident. Why? Like how is it their choice to force me to stay alive and what is so desperately motivating to where they wont let it go but I can be all old and nasty in a nursing with no teeth and die. I cant even choose how I die but there's this lie that life is a choice? Like its just dragging on so bad. It just wont end. And then people pretend I get something out of it. How long? Its always a new excuse and some moron with their shit eating grin pretending like I asked to exist. Again no gun, no one will kill me.or.let.me.do it myself . I could probably be sloppy but I dont want to survive. It gets worse.but i dont want to make it worse failing yet again. Ive failed a lot. Trains are so loud and I cant drink then run to a train in that order. Not finding something to jump off of either. But the same exact crop just keeps happening no matter where I go or what I do. Its like everyone e has the exact same so called personality. Its actually creepy they literally say the exact same things. Why do others get to die while Im forced to "live"why do others get shot ,have accidents etc but not me? Why do others succeed suicide but not me?
 
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FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
47,576
I could never see an excuse for forcing people to suffer in this terrible, torturous existence, to me anti-suicide is just horrific extreme cruelty that just causes way more torture and suffering, it's just so horrific how so many humans want others to be tortured in this existence for as much and as long as possible against their wishes with the suffering and torture of existing seen as to force and prolong no matter what.

To me denying the option to die peacefully is such a terrible, dreadful crime, suicide prevention is just prolonging suffering and causing way more harm, I always suffer so much from existing in this horrific anti-suicide world where I cannot just have the option to never suffer again, it's just so horrific to me how the torture and suffering of existing can continue for decades longer just for one to face the terrible agony of old age.
 
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Meatballhead

Member
Feb 21, 2024
28
I could never see an excuse for forcing people to suffer in this terrible, torturous existence, to me anti-suicide is just horrific extreme cruelty that just causes way more torture and suffering, it's just so horrific how so many humans want others to be tortured in this existence for as much and as long as possible against their wishes with the suffering and torture of existing seen as to force and prolong no matter what.

To me denying the option to die peacefully is such a terrible, dreadful crime, suicide prevention is just prolonging suffering and causing way more harm, I always suffer so much from existing in this horrific anti-suicide world where I cannot just have the option to never suffer again, it's just so horrific to me how the torture and suffering of existing can continue for decades longer just for one to face the terrible agony of old age.
Yeah, why do they have sp.e strange personal sounding interest in keeping people alive against their will. What are they gaining to where theyre that adamant over strangers.
 

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