
amongst_the_stars
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- Aug 6, 2025
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my best friend is going through a risky surgery rn and the days leading up to it has had me considering our mortality again.
the idea of giving up the fight has been there pretty strong recently, especially with every mechanism to help our physical health and keep us comfortable falling apart around us.
just pain has made us unable to eat properly for a few days now, either from the pain itself, or nausea from the pain meds that isnt getting controlled enough
id been considering tricyclics that i had a decent stock of
but would opiods be less unpleasant ? would a combination of my two be better? any idea on timings? I've read through the peaceful pill handbook, bit they don't speak much on the sedating side of opiods as an alternative to benzos.
I just want to stop having to fight to exist each day
the idea of giving up the fight has been there pretty strong recently, especially with every mechanism to help our physical health and keep us comfortable falling apart around us.
just pain has made us unable to eat properly for a few days now, either from the pain itself, or nausea from the pain meds that isnt getting controlled enough
id been considering tricyclics that i had a decent stock of
but would opiods be less unpleasant ? would a combination of my two be better? any idea on timings? I've read through the peaceful pill handbook, bit they don't speak much on the sedating side of opiods as an alternative to benzos.
I just want to stop having to fight to exist each day