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AbsurdAbyss

AbsurdAbyss

Lost, broken, empty, fragmented.
Mar 4, 2024
55
An end to all beginnings.
 
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LaVieEnRose

LaVieEnRose

Angelic
Jul 23, 2022
4,064
Peace and freedom. Even if there's nothing to experience.
 
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Forever Sleep

Earned it we have...
May 4, 2022
8,203
I'm hoping it's the end. I've always seen my personal death as my friend. I always liked it when it showed up in Tarot readings- even though I know it doesn't necessarily mean death.
 
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AbsurdAbyss

AbsurdAbyss

Lost, broken, empty, fragmented.
Mar 4, 2024
55
I'm hoping it's the end. I've always seen my personal death as my friend. I always liked it when it showed up in Tarot readings- even though I know it doesn't necessarily mean death.
Me too - friend to the end.
 
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Ash

Ash

What dreams may come?
Oct 4, 2021
1,567
It's just just part of a continuing cycle. Organisms die, they become food for other organisms, the circle continues.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
35,509
It means finding peace from the futile and torturous burden of existing of a human, it means finding safety from suffering in an existence that was always undesirable in the first place. All that I wish for is the eternity of non-existence, for me ceasing to exist is all that's desirable, I only want for this existence to permanently disappear into nothingness.
 
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deathslament

Student
Mar 16, 2024
149
The end of pain, suffering that jus cant be done with meds and others
 
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kilowatt

kilowatt

Hi why me
Sep 9, 2023
339
Eternal rest I crave so much
 
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Olisop21.

Student
Mar 15, 2024
173
The end of my guilt and shame.
 
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divinemistress36

divinemistress36

Visionary
Jan 1, 2024
2,419
The end of feeling angry all the time
 
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theboy

theboy

Illuminated
Jul 15, 2022
3,000
peace
 
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RollingGiant

RollingGiant

stay cool
Jan 25, 2024
29
Hopefully, nothing at all
 
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Polonium220

Member
Feb 15, 2024
19
An end to the daily struggle that is life.
 
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Dliena

Dliena

𝚂𝚂 𝙼𝚎𝚖𝚋𝚎𝚛 𝙽𝚘. 43,53?
Dec 22, 2023
1,889
Freedom and eternal peace or somehow like whatever you believe in will manifest your desires but perhaps that's going a bit too far.
I can be kinda wishy-washy.
 
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BardBarrie

Specialist
Mar 17, 2024
300
The logical side of me reckons it'll be nothingness; same as before we were born.


Though an emotional part of me wishes I'll end up in my own "dimension", where I can freely re-enter my life and undo all of my mistakes; all the pain I caused — by slowly deleting myself entirely — and then be able to watch how life would've unfolded just as an undetectable observer.

After that it'd be time to return to the great "source".
 
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danishstarlight

danishstarlight

may the stars guide you.
May 29, 2023
183
nothing.

full stop, final destination, an event that finally ends this world - in my eyes, of course, - something that can free me and let me finally dissolve into nothingness. something desirable yet unreachable.
 
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brokeandbroken

Elementalist
Apr 18, 2023
819
An end to all beginnings.
The end of my pain both mental and physical. I don't think my family gets it. I think they are treating it like a phase. Like one day I'll wake up with my life in a million pieces and look at it and just suddenly be happy and everything that provided joy, meaning, etc... Just gone. Yet so so happy. In 20 years when nothing can be done. If I'm still alive they are going to say I should've helped you oh well least I had a good life.
 
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cantthinkofusername

cantthinkofusername

wannabe girl
Feb 25, 2024
113
surrender, peace, love
 
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throneofdispair03

throneofdispair03

is a mistake
Jan 10, 2024
236
what was before, will stay before. death is nothingness.
 
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tbroken

tbroken

Wizard
Feb 22, 2024
682
Liberation. I'm surrounded by devils.
 
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