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bolognajuice

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Jun 10, 2023
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When I die, I would love to be reborn as a pretty blonde girl who lives in the countryside with my grandparents. I imagine waking up to the chirping of birds and the fresh scent of nature every morning. My cozy cottage-style house is surrounded by colorful flowers and greenery, creating a peaceful atmosphere. The vast fields and hills surrounding my home provide a sense of freedom and tranquility that I have never experienced before.

I have no responsibilities or worries to attend to, and I am free to spend my days exploring the countryside with my loyal house dog by my side. Whether it's walking through the fields or wandering in the woods, I can take my time and appreciate the beauty of nature. My grandparents, who have raised me since childhood, provide me with guidance and support, teaching me the values of hard work, honesty, and kindness.

As a pretty blonde girl, I am admired by the locals who see me as a symbol of beauty and innocence. I am kind and friendly to everyone I meet, and I make friends easily, but I also value my privacy and alone time. Living in the countryside allows me to appreciate the simple pleasures of life, like reading books, playing music, or painting.
 
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AllFoxedOut

AllFoxedOut

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Jun 7, 2023
474
That sounds beautiful! But I would rather just... cease. Black nothingness.
 
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IndyAna

IndyAna

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Feb 9, 2023
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that sounds so dreamy. I just wish to find my loved ones that have passed, and my love, hug him and kiss him and tell him how much I love him.
 
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Document6105

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Nov 17, 2022
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Nothing. That's it.
If there is an afterlife, all I'll choose for is to say thanks to my pets in there, then cease to exist.
 
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WhirlingMind

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Apr 26, 2020
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Black nothingness +1
 
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mlcs

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Jun 11, 2023
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myself again, to start over
 
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Coin

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Apr 6, 2023
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I expect the afterlife experience will be the same as the pre-birth experience: absolute void. If this assumption is wrong and reincarnation is a thing, then I would just ask for a "normal" life: one free of any mental/physical issues and a good support system in family/friends. All other details wouldn't matter to me as I imagine happiness would come naturally anyway.
 
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tarabole

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Jun 20, 2023
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I just want nothingness. Anything else feels too exhausting.
 
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Fktw0rld

Fktw0rld

An end with suffering > Suffering without an end
Aug 29, 2022
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Dead
 
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𖣂𖣂𖣂.

𖣂𖣂𖣂.

𖣂
May 26, 2023
165
Eternal peace and be with my lost loved ones.
 
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YEAR2050

All goes to waste.
Apr 8, 2023
68
i really doubt there is an afterlife. if there is, god has a lot of explaining to do
 
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delusionalgirl

delusionalgirl

I have my ticket. Awaiting my journey
Jun 17, 2023
194
What I would absolutely love is to find myself across the rainbow bridge to see my dogs again. But eternally nothing works for me. I do believe in reincarnation.
 
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Ernest1964

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Jan 6, 2023
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I would like to return as a beautiful green eyed black haired boy born to a very rich family… oh and have a slightly larger than average endowment 😊👏
 
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MeltingBrain

MeltingBrain

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May 29, 2023
569
I would like to be reborn
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
37,487
I only wish to return to the ideal state of non-existence where I will be completely unaware of everything for all eternity, I could never wish to actually be anything, existence in any form is completely unnecessary. Why would I ever wish to become anything when nothingness is perfection, all I've ever wished for is for this existence to be forgotten about, the thought of permanent non-existence comforts me.
 
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NoReasonToLive2023

Change and decay in all around I see
Jun 4, 2023
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I just want the suffering to end. Even a void is better than this horrible life.
 
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12_Years_Late

12_Years_Late

“May it please you.” — Ben Pollack
Jun 19, 2023
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Would like to reach the afterlife, as there is way too little to keep me interested in staying here anyway. But I would only do it on the condition that I could never return back to this planet ever again. Otherwise, then I would want nothing.
 
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girlsboysthems

girlsboysthems

no i dont have a gun
Dec 19, 2022
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When I die, I would love to be reborn as a pretty blonde girl who lives in the countryside with my grandparents. I imagine waking up to the chirping of birds and the fresh scent of nature every morning. My cozy cottage-style house is surrounded by colorful flowers and greenery, creating a peaceful atmosphere. The vast fields and hills surrounding my home provide a sense of freedom and tranquility that I have never experienced before.

I have no responsibilities or worries to attend to, and I am free to spend my days exploring the countryside with my loyal house dog by my side. Whether it's walking through the fields or wandering in the woods, I can take my time and appreciate the beauty of nature. My grandparents, who have raised me since childhood, provide me with guidance and support, teaching me the values of hard work, honesty, and kindness.

As a pretty blonde girl, I am admired by the locals who see me as a symbol of beauty and innocence. I am kind and friendly to everyone I meet, and I make friends easily, but I also value my privacy and alone time. Living in the countryside allows me to appreciate the simple pleasures of life, like reading books, playing music, or painting.
nothing, but if i had to live again, id ask for a nicer life and to be less in my head in my next life.
 
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magician99

magician99

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Jun 11, 2023
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i really doubt there is an afterlife. if there is, god has a lot of explaining to do
This is about what happens after death (the afterlife), not God. The afterlife and God don't have to coexist for them to exist. If the afterlife exists, this doesn't automatically mean that God does as well. There are people who don't believe in God at all, yet had a positive Near Death Experience. DME results in effects similiar to NDEs, and our brain releases large amounts of DMT when we die.

Read this and this.

NDes exist and they vary from person to person. Some say that their NDE was peaceful, some say that it was scary, some say that it was nothing. It's different for everyone.

"A highly-cited 2018 study provided participants with low doses of the hallucinogenic drug N,N-dimethyltryptamine (DMT) in a controlled setting, then asked them to describe their experience. Their descriptions were uncannily similar to collected descriptions of NDEs. It turns out that DMT is widely present in the mammalian brain. In 2019, researchers at the University of Michigan not only found the compound in various locations in rat brains, but they also discovered neurons with the two enzymes required to make it. Moreover, the neurons seem to produce DMT at levels comparable to those of other key neurotransmitters like dopamine, which drives pleasure, and serotonin, which stabilizes mood. DMT has also been found in small amounts in human brain tissue and larger amounts in cerebrospinal fluid, a clear fluid that surrounds the brain and spinal cord."

DMT seemingly floods the human brain at death and causes vivid dreams and NDEs. So if death is some sort of DMT trip we don't come back from, then a afterlife could exist. So what awaits us after death is either what we believe happens (this would explain why NDEs vary from person to person), or nothingness. Even if it turns out to be nothingness, we can't experience that either way, so there is nothing to be concerned about. You would never be able to tell what's going on, it would be like sleeping without ever waking up.

I don't believe in any religion, but Near Death Experiences are real. If someone who is catholic and believes in God, thinks that they'll go to heaven after death, and sees a heaven-like place during their NDE, doesn't this mean that they manifested it? If we go by this fact and use the Law of Attraction here, this means that whatever YOU believe happens after death, will happen to YOU. You believe in nothingness? Then you'll end up in a black void. You believe in God? Then you'll end up in heaven. You believe in Narnia or whatever fictional place you want to be in? You'll end up there. That's the only logical way I can think of how all of this works.

DMT is in our brain.

DMT takes you to a different reality.

DMT reportedly activates in the brain when we die.

The energy in us cannot be destroyed so where does it go when we die.

Is that all just coincidence? Of course not.

When we die, our brain releases huge amounts of DMT. NDEs take people to all kinds of places, every near death experience is different. While one person is taken to a heaven-like place where they feel loved, the other person is taken to a black void where they feel nothing, and then there's another person who is taken to a place where they reunite with their loved ones instead. It varies from person to person. Our brain releasing DMT as we die=we go where we believe where we go. You believe there's no afterlife? You go into a black void of nothingness. A person believes they will be reunited with their loved ones? That will happen. That's again, why NDEs vary from person to person and why even people who don't believe in God can have NDEs.

To answer the question of the OP of this thread: I don't really care about "what" I become after death. I'm fine with every outcome that doesn't result in existing on this planet ever again. I'm just tired of it all. I wouldn't mind ending up in a black void of nothingness where I wouldn't have to think about anything for a couple million of years. But that's just me. So if another person believes that they will reunite with their loved ones after death then I think that will happen to them.
 
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Terrible00

Terrible00

Hated by so called "loved ones".
Jun 11, 2023
50
I wish to become nothingness. And my body should burn to ashes.
 
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S u i c i d e

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Jun 20, 2023
66
Nothing.
 
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bluebird16

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Feb 27, 2023
151
I wish to return to nothingness.
 
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sulli

sulli

Student
Jan 25, 2023
197
want to switch lives? you just described mine with astounding accuracy and here i am wishing i had someone else's too 😹 grass is always greener i guess.
i want a nepotism baby trust fund celebrity parents kinda life. i do believe in reincarnation and such so maybe it's in the cards. some say we choose our lives before incarnating so if that turns out to be the case i'll be having some choice words for my higher self
 
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hellispink

hellispink

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May 26, 2022
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Nothing. I don't wanna be born or exist ever again. The world is cruel ugly and sad. Even if some people appear to have things, life will always smash and break every bit inside. Life is pain it doesnt matter where how when we born again. Life is a burden and a punishment, even if one borns to a life we desire, things will still become horrible with time, its just how this works.
 
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90starve

90starve

i don’t know who i am
May 8, 2023
578
i hope to be nothing after i die.
 
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SetMeFree11

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Jun 5, 2023
49
Nothing, just complete nothingness.
 
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Darkover

Darkover

Angelic
Jul 29, 2021
4,484
i firmly believe the best thing anyone could be is just nothing forever especially after sampling this lifetime
 
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Forever Sleep

Earned it we have...
May 4, 2022
9,012
A little pile of ash to be scattered into the wind- or- preferably the sea.
 
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The anhedonic one

The anhedonic one

Dead inside
May 20, 2023
1,070
I would love to become a giant big ass bird.
I would fly over all the assholes who have hurt me and take a giant explosive diarrhea shit all over them all.
 
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