What do you want to happen after you ctb?

[DanLip22]

Question

 

[Passenger4224]

It would have been nice if I was born as someone else to begin with. But I absolutely would NOT want to start all over.

 

[peewee]

Idk if this is what you mean, but I hope the people that hurt me and drove me to this think about what they've done, and treat other people better in future. other than that, I just want to stop experiencing this reality, I dont want to retain this ego or identity in any way.
hopefully will be gone within a couple of weeks, sweet relief

 

[itsgone2]

I said sleep forever. But really I want a second chance at this life. So wish I could try again. Use the blessings God gave me.

 

[pinapellicer]

Nothingness. The destruction of my consciousness. I don't wanna be bothered with anything, you rest in peace. I really hope it's this way. I don't wanna experience any angels, any benevolent loving beings, any understanding of something greater. If there's a god, it's either evil or impotent. If there are good being/forces, they aren't doing a good enough job and i don't wanna meet them. I don't wanna hear any of that "you're here to experience existance", or the theories that we chose our life before coming to Earth. If there's any intelligent creator behind any of this, i don't want to meet him, i think very little of him.

 

[soributton]

Both options sound so promising. I wish I could live in a paradise, although unlikely.

 

[Mr.Tristesse]

It doesn't matter what we want. What the reality is is what matters.

 

[SentimentalTrip]

Sleep forever. Life is so exhausting.

 

[Quietist]

Can't deny it - I want a do-over, and to be born as a male.

 

[Defatigatis]

My own dreamlike world generated by my subconscious where i can go to other ramification off that same world that leads to a fantasy world where i can live a isekai life

 

[scary]

god this is such a hard question. I really want a better life but that's hard to imagine right now. sleeping forever sounds nice too, never have to deal with the horrors of the world even if my next life is personally "good" I hate watching people suffer and not being able to do anything about it

 

[Lost Impact]

Even if I could have lived a better life, the horrors of existence would still persist. The atrocities in the world wouldn't go away. Even if my "life" could be better, there would still be people working to make sure it won't last. I'd rather never exist at all.

 

[darksouls]

I wish for non-existence, I am so incredibly fed up

 

[FuneralCry]

All I want is to permanently cease existing, I just want to never suffer in this terrible, torturous and dreadful existence that I just always saw as a mistake ever again, existence to me is just always an abomination that just causes all this terrible harm and suffering and for me non-existence is just all that's positive.

Only in non-existence will I finally be at peace from the terrible torture and cruelty of existing, there's just so much evil in existing with existing beings tortured in agony every second, it's just so horrific how there's no limit as to how much one can be tortured in this existence, all I want is to be gone, I just want some peace from the dreadful torture and suffering of this existence, I just want it to be like I never suffered at all.

 

[scentoflavender]

id prefer just to sleep forever... but i guess i would be ok with reincarnating as long as its a better life than my current one. a second chance

 

[SchizoPolyGymnast]

I want to be some form of energy like gamma rays. Or an urban legend.

 

[pthnrdnojvsc]

it's not sleep it's me not existing for all time is what I want. and I'm sure that's what will happen right after my brain dies

it seems only I think pain can be so bad that's it's a trillion times worse than u can imagine or remember.

if someone believed that pain can be billion times worse than u can imagine then they would be terrified of existing living another minute and wouldn't wish for reincarnations or afterlifes"

i don't want that pain to happen and i want it to stop a billion times more than I could want to do any pleasure addiction like watching ahit clickbait youtb" videos or eating food

to me the constant worst pain and the most horrible things that can happen outweigh any pleasurable things by a billion times. makes everything else meaningless

Non-existence forever is the only guarantee of never suffering pain, suffering or torture that is a trillion times worse than one can imagine. so eternal Non-existence is the ultimate perfection the only perfection

it seems only I think pain can be so bad that's it's a trillion times worse than u can imagine or remember. only i think this which is another reason to kill myself as I can't relate to another "human" machine at the most fundamental level of reality : nor would I want to, why .

 

[CaramelAppleStars]

I thought about this a little the other day, and I think exploring without the weight of the world or the drag of a physical body would be nice.

Having no responsibilities, and no emotions besides curiosity, maybe? I just want to go back to being innocent. I wouldn't mind eternal sleep at all either. Maybe some good dreams occasionally.

 

[aesthetic]

i don't know what awaits me after my death, but i want to be remembered.

 

[ppyppyppy]

I don't have any wishes for myself after death. I thought it would be nice to be reborn as a girl again, one that's smarter and easier to befriend. She would do what she loved, she would be cherished by others, her presence would be wanted. She would go to coffee shops with her friends and have a slice of cake instead of spending her youth alone in the bedroom. I daydream about it sometimes. I really wish I had that, and I wanted to live it at least once. But I don't think it would happen. I think it's over once I do it.

My wish is that my family takes better care of each other after I die and are able to move on and lead normal fulfilling lives without being set back by what I did.

 

[Matchaaa]

Sometimes the idea of being reborn into a better life does feel appealing. But without a system where everyone has access to assisted dying, it feels too risky.And even if conditions were better, it still seems hard to avoid structural pressures like work, education, health, and so on…So maybe "sleeping forever" feels like a safer, more final solution lol.

 

[DanLip22]

I don't have any wishes for myself after death. I thought it would be nice to be reborn as a girl again, one that's smarter and easier to befriend. She would do what she loved, she would be cherished by others, her presence would be wanted. She would go to coffee shops with her friends and have a slice of cake instead of spending her youth alone in the bedroom. I daydream about it sometimes. I really wish I had that, and I wanted to live it at least once. But I don't think it would happen. I think it's over once I do it.

My wish is that my family takes better care of each other after I die and are able to move on and lead normal fulfilling lives without being set back by what I did.

I was a bedroom-dwelling teenager aswell. Depression, anxiety and cptsd took away my teenage years. I hope you find peace

 

[violetforever]

i don't know what awaits me after my death, but i want to be remembered.

i feel the opposite. i dont want to be remembered at all. the thought of people thinking or talking about me after death feels invasive or something. i want it to be like i never even existed.

 

[Mgelanie]

Question

I want to reincarnate in the West

 

[heartbulgogi]

i wanna be reborn as myself again, and not repeat the same mistakes i made in this life.

 

[inconclusivesorbet]

Alternate reality where I haven't done the things I have done. Rebirth in the past. Some happy version of myself has got to be out there right

 

[davidtorez]

Nothing. I was dead for a billion years before I was born and I didnt suffer the least bit of inconvenience