Discussion what do you want next?

[bloopbloop]

what are you guys looking forward to after this life ends? nothingness? heaven/hell? new life? this is why i'm a bit hesitant right now.
i've never really been religious, i have a lot of harsh criticisms towards the thing but i still find myself saying "what if" a lot of times, like what if those people are right about there being a heaven and hell and i get thrown into the latter for my decision? what if a so called merciful god really exists but they're not actually kind? I feel like if that kind of depicted kind god really exists wouldn't they understand a suicidal persons pains?

for me, i really look forward to another chance at life maybe, if reincarnation is a thing, it makes the most sense for me. I think life is really awesome and ik that's ironic coming from this person but unfortunate circumstances have broken me down and made me lose my will to live *this* life atleast. there's so many things i wanna do but can't anymore. I would really love to live happily if i get another chance. Sure it may sound a bit naive to really think that it'll go however i want it to but if religious people get to believe in wild fairytales and harm people with their beliefs while doing so and shoving it down everyones throats why can't i believe in a simple concept like that and hold onto that belief until i die like they do? there's never a 100% chance and maybe my expectations will not be met, but my consciousness probably wouldn't be there for me to feel disappointment anyway. whatever happens next, good or bad, atleast i'll get the accomplishment of leaving this body and life at last

 

[locked*n*loaded]

Peace and nothingness. Don't want to come back. I've seen more than enough of this place.

 

[StolenLife]

I want nothingness as well. Like a deep sleep forever.

 

[Unattainable666]

I will be with my child and my father

 

[bloopbloop]

Peace and nothingness. Don't want to come back. I've seen more than enough of this place.

we have different desires but I understand, the world can feel too cruel and messy sometimes I get wanting to disconnect from it. I hope you find yourself in a peaceful space or place to relax in once you're set free

 

[iamalreadydead]

I really want to know if it was worth anything, if there was a reason

 

[bluebus]

Never waking up again

 

[mouseteacup]

Nothing. When I've made peace with leaving this world, with saying my final goodbye, I don't want there to be anything after. When I'm ready to go, I want it all to be over.

 

[FuneralCry]

I just wish to cease existing, I only desire eternal nothingness as to me that's true peace, it's peace that cannot be found in this hellish, repulsive world, it's safety from suffering and freedom from all harm. The only relief for me lies in being completely unaware for all eternity, only non-existence is ideal, existence was just a tragic, horrific mistake in the first place.

 

[Aloneisbestforme]

Nothing I want nothing.

After I realize that people can live this way and suffer so long without having the choice of death is just not ideal to me.

also I really hope I don't get reborn in another life because if that's the case it means That you will keep being reborn and reborn until the end of humanity.
which thinking about is just heart sinking