Skathon

Skathon

"...scarred underneath, and I'm falling..."
Oct 29, 2018
586
Either cardiac arrest (coronary artery disease) or a stroke, I presume. They are usually far more sudden than pancreatitis.
...or a silver stake wound while being asleep, considering my paradoxical endurance.
 
arainynight

arainynight

Member
Feb 2, 2020
14
Probably of old age, full of bitterness and resentment. Better do it now.
 
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KibblesNBits

Student
May 30, 2020
151
Undiagnosed premature ovarian failure which means I'm at a high risk of heart disease, osteoporosis and maybe even early onset Alzheimer's. Yay.
 
Myforevercharlie

Myforevercharlie

Global Mod
Feb 13, 2020
3,007
Probably cancer or a heart disease
 
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Aonewayticketplease

Student
Jun 3, 2019
153
Probably a heart attack. I was told by a heart specialist that you have a groove on your earlobe you are prone to heart failure.

God (or Satan) awaits me.

See you all there!
 
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RepressedMind

Miss the full ability to think
Apr 24, 2020
160
I really don't want to find out, but it might be agonizing.
 
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mathieu

mathieu

Enlightened
Jun 5, 2019
1,090
Probably some smoking-related disease.
 
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FusRohDracarys

But what do I know
Mar 31, 2020
236
Cancer, most likely. Liver failure is my next guess.
Either way, I intend to reject treatment so I'll probably be driven to CTB one way or another.
 
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Arrow

Arrow

Rewrite
May 1, 2020
769
heart disease most likely. hopefully i die young-ish. i don't wanna be old.
 
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Anonymoussn

Specialist
May 12, 2020
381
Knowing my luck it would be old age!
 
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Aftex

Member
May 28, 2020
57
Either cancer from smoking or liver failure from a previous ctb attempt.
 
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Despondent

Despondent

Archangel
Dec 20, 2019
6,777
Heart attack

Edit: this is common among many of the deaths of past family members (within my family). That's why I assume this will be how I pass if I am not able to ctb.
 
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itsamadworld

itsamadworld

i wanna die somewhere like up there
Mar 15, 2020
410
If I don't intervene, old age. But I drink somewhat, and smoke weed, and vape...so I suspect I would die by lung related issues...
 
Oblivion

Oblivion

Wizard
Aug 2, 2018
629
i'm an unemployed piece of shit and i love junk food and eating heavily late at night and id eat 10 chocolate bars sometimes and i eat junk food to the point of feeling extremely full and i get a stomache, so i know i would die of old age after i get a heart attack soon and get paralyzed from it
 
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Deleted member 18655

Enlightened
Jun 4, 2020
1,422
Anorexia, bulimia or Multiple Sclerosis. I relapse from them all every month and/or every few years.
 
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Lost in a Dream

Lost in a Dream

He/him - Metal head
Feb 22, 2020
1,744
For me, it could be a heart attack or maybe a car accident, I don't really know. I would like to CTB before any of those have a chance of happening, so there is no need to think about it. Another possibility could be a tornado if I go storm chasing one more time before I make my good-bye thread, but I don't think I want to get killed by something like that...

As far as cancer goes, if it's diagnosed early enough that it won't kill me within a day or two after I discover I have it, then I'll just CTB before the cancer can finish me off. If a doctor says that they want to do surgery, chemo, or radiation, I'll probably just tell them I want to take some time to think about it and then go kill myself.
 
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mediocre

trapped here
Nov 9, 2019
1,441
I will continue to decline into my 30s and 40s with unbearable pain and get weaker and weaker until my immune system is so weak I finally die of Pneumonia.
 
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AnxietyAttack44

I just wanna go to my husband already.
Jun 5, 2020
1,092
Heart attack because of heart condition and stress, and cuz i suffered it before. Other option is cancer because my family tree is full of it. Dad alone had 10 different types of cancer at same time.
 
BaconCheeseburger

BaconCheeseburger

Comfort-eating
Aug 4, 2018
693
Heart problems or old age. My parents are still going strong in their 60s/70s so I've got a long time to wait
 
Cosmiq

Cosmiq

Student
May 7, 2020
197
I honestly have no clue, the women in my family live way too long. My grandma just turned 99 earlier this week. She decided to have a virtual party, and is better as using technology than my mom. My mom is gonna be 66, she's a bit overweight but for the most part very healthy. The few problems she has had I believe are tied to my stepdad abuse. She had to have hip surgery because she "slip and fell" on the stairs in the home. And had an issue with her arm because of another "fall" So despite that she's pretty healthy even though she definitely did hard drugs from the mid-80s until the mid-90s.

Besides my medication for mental issues, I don't have heavy drug use, and I rarely drink. Drinking never brought me relief, at most a distraction. I've cut back a lot because I'd never remembered anything even if I seemed coherent to everyone else, not only that but I become a person that peer pressures others to do ridiculous things. Like not exactly force them, but somehow convince them to do something stupid, and when I hear about it the next day I'm always confused at how anyone could think it was a good idea lol

So yeah I'd likely live a long life and die of natural causes, but the fact that I ride a motorcycle does increase my chances of dying a bit. But then again, it's not a sportbike or anything that many people get into a lot of accidents on.
 
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soda_pressed

Experienced
Apr 8, 2019
231
Drug overdose hopefully
 
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WinterFaust

WinterFaust

Shimmer
Apr 13, 2020
412
Health complications from disordered eating. Or a heart attack from years of stress, anxiety. My mom had one a few years back.
 
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luneetétoiles

Member
Jun 2, 2020
12
Most likely die by the hands of a man with the type of relationships I get into if I don't take my own life
 
a.n.kirillov

a.n.kirillov

velle non discitur
Nov 17, 2019
1,831
You can not die. Everyone you know is an NPC, a dream character. Within the next two or three decades, the technological singularity will come about and you will actualize your true nature and recognize yourself as the creator of the universe.

....

Probably an accident or a heart attack.
 
madgod

madgod

psycho, bi, wanting to die • 22
May 26, 2020
51
i like drugs. i like self harm. i like fighting. i like playing with dangerous things and honestly the fact that i'm not dead yet disappoints me. i'd ctb sooner if i wasn't a coward but for now i want to eat all the mcdonald i can handle and snort a mountain of coke until i feel better.
Most likely die by the hands of a man with the type of relationships I get into if I don't take my own life
ouch the fact i can relate to this sucks...be good
Drug overdose hopefully
they suck when you survive: all eyes on you when it fails....
 
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listeningpost1379

listeningpost1379

enduring winter
Apr 20, 2019
93
I honestly have no clue, the women in my family live way too long. My grandma just turned 99 earlier this week. She decided to have a virtual party, and is better as using technology than my mom. My mom is gonna be 66, she's a bit overweight but for the most part very healthy. The few problems she has had I believe are tied to my stepdad abuse. She had to have hip surgery because she "slip and fell" on the stairs in the home. And had an issue with her arm because of another "fall" So despite that she's pretty healthy even though she definitely did hard drugs from the mid-80s until the mid-90s.

I also have a near immortal family lol.

We also have the devil's luck. All of us survived wars, famine & collapses of regimes, etc. I honestly cannot imagine me dying naturally. I'd be in my 100s & my mother in her 120s sad that her child went before her or something ‍orz
 
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ArtsyDrawer

Enlightened
Nov 8, 2018
1,440
Possibly a car accident, probably lung cancer, maybe brain damage.
I want a brain surgery, so that's where the brain damage comes from.
Lung cancer because I smoke enough to cosplay a steamroller.
Cat accident because if the surgery works, I want to be a crazed cabbie, sign up for gett, yango, any and all can hauling service available in Israel so that GTA 5 - cabbie mode becomes real. Every second "ding! Somebody wants a ride!" And then invest that into p2p lending.
I'd have to speed if I want to keep up with the services, though. One day I'd possibly ram into someone.
 
Mr2005

Mr2005

Don't shoot the messenger, give me the gun
Sep 25, 2018
3,622
A broken heart
 
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