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Volatile

Volatile

God
Jun 18, 2018
1,286
I think the safety of it. Forever will I be unharmed again
 
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borntodie777

borntodie777

Enlightened
Jan 1, 2019
206
End to suffering, once you are dead you'd have no identity, no past, no regrets, no if's and buts, no lost love or memories of abuse, no memories of fun times and joys either but that's a fair price to pay to erase the bad days from memory.

Most importantly, when you are dead, you would have no identity, you wouldn't be male or female, young or old, pretty or ugly.. you'd be dead.. like all of em.

Death is the universal equalizer, it takes you no matter who you are and good luck bribing the harbringer of eternal peace. He doesn't a give a shit about your excuses, when death comes, it takes what it wants.
 
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Circles

Visionary
Sep 3, 2018
2,297
The lack of anything. The ability to never feel anything at all. The one feeling I've been practically chasing my entire life. Anything to numb out the pain and dreadful suprises of this existence.
 
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511115

511115

_.__-_.__
Jan 4, 2019
45
Depends what death "is". If it's ending then you can't answer the question because there is nothing, no existence, no good or bad so no aspect of it to have any feeling about and no "you" to feel. If it's a change to a different place/state etc then it depends on what that place/life/whatever is. It's an unanswerable question really.

Exactly. Either we won't exist so it won't matter, and if our consciousness continues to exist then we have no freaking clue what we're in for.

Eternal bliss? Eternal damnation? Some weird version of our world but slightly worse? The pain of our death permanently following us into the afterlife? No sort of pain ever again?

Nobody knows. There is no guarantee that death will be peaceful and full of bliss or an empty void of nothingness. We can only hope it will be better than this, but I often fear it may be worse.

Sometimes I think about dreams, where it's purely material made up by our subconscious. Yet we still feel pain, our minds think we are still bound by our physical bodies. Incredibly fucked up shit can happen in dreams, that's really really scary. The only escape is waking up.

What if death is like being stuck in an eternal nightmare where you can't wake up?
 
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21Neberg

21Neberg

Enlightened
Dec 17, 2018
1,624
The best part will be death itself - the nothingness! Sure, no pleasures n shit but also no anxieties, self harm or anything of this cruel world!
 
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Paulsmith

Paulsmith

Student
Aug 8, 2018
188
Forever sleep
 
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15dec

15dec

ember in the dark
Dec 7, 2018
1,550
Not being able to feel pain, depression and anxiety anymore, and not having the chance to continue hurting people for the rest of my life. Sure my death would hurt the people around me but it's pretty small and insignificant compared to what I could do in the next few decades of my life.
 
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NotWorthLiving

Enlightened
Dec 8, 2018
1,264
Not having to live?
 
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MsM3talGamer

Voluntary deletion
Nov 28, 2018
1,504
Eternal sleep. No more having to live in a sick body with pain and a lifetime of regrets eating away at me. I was born against my will. It's time to return to the void which I should never have left in the first place.
 
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wxtyubidi7y

Student
Jun 30, 2018
176
Pure absence, complete neutrality, no fears or pains...

Perhaps the sad part is that you won't be able to savour any of that.

Then again maybe the next moment after your death, in a distant time and place, an eye opens somewhere and the consciousness peering out of it is in some sense yours once more...
 
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JustAboutDone

Illuminated
Jan 1, 2019
3,532
Good question. Some people say the "Afterlife" is all the things you ever wanted - whatever that may be.

I hope for peace of mind, to walk everyday in a beautiful landscape and to feel the crushing black cloud of fear that envelopes me daily.
 
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Aesthler

Aesthler

Death is the only God who comes when you call
Sep 25, 2018
416
Hyper space/dimension is gonna be a blast, this is the most limited form of being there is you can't be more dead than this.
 
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JustAboutDone

Illuminated
Jan 1, 2019
3,532
Hyper space/dimension is gonna be a blast, this is the most limited form of being there is you can't be more dead than this.

There'll be me tripping through the tulips with my dog and you in some high performance sports car roaring past :-)
 
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Aesthler

Aesthler

Death is the only God who comes when you call
Sep 25, 2018
416
There'll be me tripping through the tulips with my dog and you in some high performance sports car roaring past :-)

Hey I like tulips too, I'll stop and smell them and pet your dog.
 
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JustAboutDone

Illuminated
Jan 1, 2019
3,532
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9a91

9a91

Member
Jan 13, 2019
18
I think the best part is, aside from shutting down this malfunctioning system, becoming one with the universe surrounding my body. I like to think about what would happen with my particles in far future. It's kinda sci-fi, but I like to think that part of them will be sent far away from this solar system by some civilization (maybe ours by chance?) or a disaster (asteroid). It's amazing to imagine how far can quantums scarce in this world, the ones than have been a part of someone's configuration. So my view is kinda down-to-earth.
 
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RyanSuicide

RyanSuicide

Student
Jan 7, 2019
117
I think the safety of it. Forever will I be unharmed again
The fact that you do not exist and cannot experience anything anymore. No one complains about the billions of years they did not exist before they were born
 
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Titania

Titania

Ultimate Despair
Dec 31, 2018
46
I will enjoy being with my father in heaven without suffering, without disease, and be free from the life of having to go through any trials of life. Having to struggle to make ends meet, paying for materialistic things, and money will be a fleeting dream.
 
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wanttodie

wanttodie

Enlightened
Apr 19, 2018
1,827
End to suffering, not having to live or be alive
 
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Smilla

Smilla

Visionary
Apr 30, 2018
2,549
Not being able to feel pain, depression and anxiety anymore, and not having the chance to continue hurting people for the rest of my life. Sure my death would hurt the people around me but it's pretty small and insignificant compared to what I could do in the next few decades of my life.
The fact that you do not exist and cannot experience anything anymore. No one complains about the billions of years they did not exist before they were born

Love these posts!
 
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Smilla

Smilla

Visionary
Apr 30, 2018
2,549
I think the best part is, aside from shutting down this malfunctioning system, becoming one with the universe surrounding my body. I like to think about what would happen with my particles in far future. It's kinda sci-fi, but I like to think that part of them will be sent far away from this solar system by some civilization (maybe ours by chance?) or a disaster (asteroid). It's amazing to imagine how far can quantums scarce in this world, the ones than have been a part of someone's configuration. So my view is kinda down-to-earth.

Groovy...
 
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Final Escape

I’ve been here too long
Jul 8, 2018
4,348
No more worry about the future, end to suffering, no more humiliation, guilt, regret. No more shame, money worries, no more memories of bad stuff. No more aging, dealing with everyday drudgery. No more colds, flu, or doctor visits.
 
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Norest4thewicked

Norest4thewicked

Losing it
Nov 4, 2018
270
Not waking up to face another day. No more depression, anxiety or personality disorders. No more worry. No more trying to cope. No more heartbreak.No more meds. No more having to face my loved ones. No more pretending
 
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Xerxes

Xerxes

Invisible
Nov 8, 2018
936
The fact that I ran out of fucks to give to the world.
 
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Suicat

Suicat

Part human, part cat.
Oct 1, 2018
81
Everlasting peace
 
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Lara Francis

Lara Francis

Enlightened
Jun 30, 2018
1,627
Not feeling the pain from a broken heart.:ehh:
 
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Kassender

Kassender

Experienced
Aug 29, 2018
251
I might see my dog again.
Thatd be great.
 
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dysfunctional

dysfunctional

Arcanist
Oct 26, 2018
459
Not feeling the horrific daily pain of what my life has become
 
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onegoodreason

onegoodreason

"She went down swinging" Tom Petty
Dec 28, 2018
115
Oh boy, all that and then some of what everyone has shared here!

Certainly the Freedom, the release from this aging earth suit, Free to wander the multiverses with just a thought with my Angel Baby kitties (after first staying here in spirit with my Shane through his transition), being able to tap into any energy, consciousness, or being any time (we are all One Being, All connected), being able to create any reality I choose with my imagination, Super Powers galore!!!! Yes!!!?!?!? :-D

And for anyone who asks, I Am Never Coming Back Here, Ever Again ! (not screaming here, just emphasis) I will work out my karma in Infinite Eternity if I have to, but I will Never Come Back Here Again! Eastern and other philosophies, I think, say that spirits all want to come here (to Earth) because this is the fastest way to work out their karma, but it seems to me, you accumulate far more than you could ever burn off here. So for me, it makes no sense to come back here just to get hurt over and over and over again in all the ways you can be hurt in life.

For me, it's what I'm going to, not what I'm leaving behind that drives me to "close my book" here when I choose to (soon). Suicide has always been an acceptable option to me regardless of what "society" says about it. It is not "selfish" or "evil" or anything like that. If one chooses to find Peace when/how they choose, they have that right and it should be understood and accepted. Maybe someday it will be, but probably not anytime soon, sadly. Not for us, right now, today, anyway.

In a way, I'm kinda glad I didn't ctb years ago as I've gained the knowledge, beliefs and tools I need to see me through this last bit. I've explored various spiritual beliefs and philosophies and have created my own from them. I have been deeply comforted by them when I needed it, and it's not that they're not serving me now to live a happier life, but they are serving me to let go as I need to. It's sort of sad, that I wasn't quite able to make life work for me the way it seems to for so many, but not really. I've always felt that a vital part of myself was missing here, something didn't quite make it into my psyche when I came into this world, a certain drive and motivation that would get me through the difficulties I faced throughout my life. It just eluded me, and now I'm left feeling bereft with no other options other than saying, "See ya later! I'm done here and I'm off for the ultimate Freedom!" YAHOOOOO!!! (now I'm shouting!) ;-)

And no God/dess, spirit guide or any other being can tell me what I can and can't do on the other side! I am a sovereign, Divine being in my own right and can choose as I please! There are no rules or regulations to follow, it really is All Good! Every little thing is good, every experience is in service to the Divine, that's why it's all good. That's all we're meant to do, experience things in our own unique ways, and views, and feelings. All the rest is human bs.

Peace, all! :-D
 
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