In a way, I kinda get it. I've always been a loner/outcast. Things don't come to me as easily as they do to others. I'm not "with it." Damn social conventions are ever-changing anyway and people act like they're goddamn law.
Anyway, I'm not in ANY way condoning these people and if hell existed, those people would rightfully be burning in it (shooting indiscriminately into crowds, including kids?!? Go fucking fuck yourself. Those kids didn't even HAVE a chance to be assholes yet! lol). But still, people really piss me off sometimes. I just don't know sometimes how to make a life among these fuckers. Or if I even can. Or if I even want to. I don't think this frustration will ever reach a point where I'll lash out and indiscriminately hurt people who don't deserve it, I'll just quietly go away. I can say that much about myself.
But the ABSOLUTE WORST thing I HATE about people is that, rather than trying to be more compassionate and understanding and kinder in general after such an incident occurs, these normie assholes put on their special "mass-shooter-identifying glasses" to scope out the next potential shooter. Instead of being kinder and more inclusive to the lonely, outcast kid, no, let's all be afraid of him and avoid him because he'll inevitably manifest into the frustrated violent, mass murderer he must so surely be! Like, is it really SO hard to learn anything from these things? Or, why do they have to learn the WRONG fucking thing from them?
I dunno. I always get weird vibes from people. Being alone amongst the crowds. Like, a fearful hesitancy. OMG, it's so unnatural! Does he have a gun!?! What a weirdo! I mean, my god, they have safety in numbers, why do they have to be so mean and unwelcoming? I don't even know why I leave the house.