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daydreamer52

Delusional
Aug 12, 2023
32
I like to think I'm gonna reincarnate and then I'll live the life I always fantasize about, after all I don't really hate living, I just hate living as me.
 
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thislifeisunfair

Member
Oct 21, 2025
14
I hope you just leave this earth for good. I don't like life. Even if I were a different person. But maybe after you die, your soul stays on and you become a ghost. There are a lot of stories about ghost encounters.
 
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daydreamer52

Delusional
Aug 12, 2023
32
I hope you just leave this earth for good. I don't like life. Even if I were a different person. But maybe after you die, your soul stays on and you become a ghost. There are a lot of stories about ghost encounters.
I don't want to become a ghost tho, you would get bored at some point
 
vanillamilkshakes

vanillamilkshakes

Aspiring Corpse
Aug 26, 2024
571
I honestly can't say what I believe in after death, some days I think that there is simply nothing, other's when I'm usually in need of more comfort, I like to believe in different realities.
 
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cvury

Member
May 20, 2025
32
it's like a fire going out, that's it. nothing else. it just shuts off and conscious ends. no after life or continuation, no beginning or end, just poof.
 
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littlecutecorpse

˚ʚ♡ɞ˚ daily suffering ˚ʚ♡ɞ˚
Nov 13, 2025
68
i want to think of it as permanent sleep. going nightey-night and never having to wake up to this god forsaken planet again, even if my method may not be the most peaceful and accommodating to such....
 
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konkurs

Member
Sep 6, 2025
19
Nothing I hope, I just want things to be over. But, if I have to choose anything different I'd want to torture the people I was around in life as a ghost while also not be tied down to any person or place. Ultimately i'm exhausted though, so the silence would be ideal.
 
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WakingNightmare

WakingNightmare

Member
May 1, 2025
99
I think I will probably be forced to reincarnate until my soul is worn down to scraps. What I would like to happen is for nothingness
 
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losthope1980

Member
Nov 9, 2025
28
im really scared of what happens after you die, I've been reading we are souls who chose this life to learn something, to suffer and learn in order to reach a higher soul level, so whatever you don't learn in this life you'll come back to a different body. I really wouldn't want to come back ever again, start all over again would be torture. what I would like it to be is to find a peaceful place , im a catholic so I guess I picture heaven, where I find my gone family , my dogs, everyone I've ever loved.
 
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Terrible_Life

Specialist
Jul 3, 2025
374
im really scared of what happens after you die, I've been reading we are souls who chose this life to learn something, to suffer and learn in order to reach a higher soul level, so whatever you don't learn in this life you'll come back to a different body. I really wouldn't want to come back ever again, start all over again would be torture. what I would like it to be is to find a peaceful place , im a catholic so I guess I picture heaven, where I find my gone family , my dogs, everyone I've ever loved.
That would be an amazing plot for an anime
 
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gayboy300

legal drug dealer
Aug 28, 2025
14
Nothing. I'm hoping that when my time comes, I'll be in an eternal void of nothingness and state of unconsciousness. Almost like sleeping but with no dreams or awakenings.

If there is an afterlife I'd be pissed
 
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itsgone2

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Sep 21, 2025
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what I would like it to be is to find a peaceful place , im a catholic so I guess I picture heaven, where I find my gone family , my dogs, everyone I've ever loved.
Yes. I'm starting to doubt. It's supposed to be ok to. I've lost so many relatives in life. Were none able to be guardian angels? I've made so many mistakes. None could do anything?
It would be amazing. Though to think on the concept of eternity is frightening
 
вечный сон

вечный сон

the machine is out of order
Sep 17, 2025
128
I like to think I'm gonna reincarnate and then I'll live the life I always fantasize about, after all I don't really hate living, I just hate living as me.
If reincarnation is real, i really hope we can chose if we want to renicarnate or not. If we can't have a say in it and just get reborn every time after death, that would be the definition of hell. Mostly because we fucked this World up so Bad, that theres no living thing i would want to reincarnate as anymore. If we still lived in Total harmony with nature like the indigenous tribes in the jungle still do, i'd even want to come back as a human again.

But i don't really believe in reincarnation all that much, because then you'd have to have something like a soul which lives on after your death. I think believing in a soul is just cope, just like religion is. We invented that stuff because we can't accept not existing in any way after death. You are your body and after it's dead, that's it.
 
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rustcohle4life

rustcohle4life

I'm bad at parties
Mar 16, 2025
376
I like to think I'm gonna reincarnate and then I'll live the life I always fantasize about, after all I don't really hate living, I just hate living as me.
I hate life in general. The people, their ugly attitudes, ugly mugs, and ugly hearts. Humanity is ugly. I don't want to see any of these earthly turds ever again unless we've reached a higher state of being. If i have to encounter these losers in the afterlife as they are now, I'm going to crash out.
 
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UserFromNowhere

UserFromNowhere

Student
May 4, 2025
109
I believe nothing awaits us after death. That it's an endless, unobservable sleep which you never wake up from. If I could choose what happens, I'd like an afterlife where I'm able to watch my loved ones go about their life after I'm dead, and then silently fade away into eternal non-existence once I'm done.
 
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losthope1980

Member
Nov 9, 2025
28
Yes. I'm starting to doubt. It's supposed to be ok to. I've lost so many relatives in life. Were none able to be guardian angels? I've made so many mistakes. None could do anything?
It would be amazing. Though to think on the concept of eternity is frightening
I truly believe we do have guardian angels , I ve made more mistakes you can imagine . Just made one on the worst mistakes of my life which led to an unbearable pain , but for some reason im starting to believe it was supposed to happen in order to be saved of something worse .
I've been in at least two accidents were it was impossible to live. At 26 my car went down a cliff. Stopped at 30m for some reason while the car was turning going Down i came out the back window , when they pulled the car out the back of the car was completely smashed. I would died there if i wasn't pulled out of the car . One other time about a year later I as driving in the fast lane after taking benzos and whisky and fell asleep. I woke up with a flat tire in a safe place . I could've died or killed someone but I was fine. Don't know how I made it where the car stopped without crashing or hurting anyone. And just recently i got saved from a Big legal problem I was in. That was God and guardian angels who saved me. And until two weeks ago I was on my lowest ever, planning to CTB but once again got saved. For some reason im still not ready to go yet. Yes I will end this suffering but wont be able to know if it will get better and at this point im willing to fight
Wishing you the best !
 
pthnrdnojvsc

pthnrdnojvsc

Extreme Pain is much worse than people know
Aug 12, 2019
4,020
1 micro second after the brain dies a human ceases to exist forever. Death is Non-existence forever

it's not a sleep, or unconsciousness, there is no me no you .it's like before i was born i didn't exist.

i'm just a small animal , a bug, cells chemical reactions as is every human or animal.

nobody has given and details or mechanism about how a supposed afterlife or reincarnation or soul works.

so i like everyone who made up these ideas could just make up the details now.

where is a soul? what are souls? do fish ,rats , flys , single celled microorganisms have souls? where is the power source to a soul? where are all the spirits the ghosts. why are they hiding and how. how come no one has ever detected a soul or any afterlife or reincarnation with all the tech and video cameras? there are no answer to any and many more of these types of questions because there is no evidence no observations no details even given.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
45,942
I just believe death to be the peace of non-existence where this dreadful, cruel and torturous existence I just always saw as a mistake is finally all gone and forgotten about which is all I wish and hope for, I just want to be permanently unconscious, I just hope for true peace and for me peace could only lie in non-existence, I wish for no more pain and no more suffering and I suffer so much as a result of being burdened with this existence I just always saw as a mistake, for me non-existence truly is all that's positive in this existence that just causes suffering all for the sake of it with no limit as to how much one can be tortured.
 
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TooMuch.

Member
Aug 1, 2025
40
I really wanna reality shift or reincarnate and get to try again somewhere else
I honestly can't say what I believe in after death, some days I think that there is simply nothing, other's when I'm usually in need of more comfort, I like to believe in different realities.
If you haven't already, you should look into reality shifting
 
LakeMungoGirl

LakeMungoGirl

Member
Nov 6, 2025
31
I like to think I'm gonna reincarnate and then I'll live the life I always fantasize about, after all I don't really hate living, I just hate living as me.
I hope the afterlife is what I make of it, if anything.
 
Spite

Spite

Nil desperandum
Aug 20, 2025
97
Personally I imagine it's just like being asleep, only it's for eternity. No dreams. No consciousness. Nothing. It'll be as if I never even existed.

A tiny part of me likes to imagine there is an afterlife that awaits me where I can just be... happy. No worries, no stress, no pain... just an ethereal world full of all the things that make me smile - a world inhabited by all the people who made me happy and who I loved in the time that I was alive.
 
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LakeMungoGirl

LakeMungoGirl

Member
Nov 6, 2025
31
im really scared of what happens after you die, I've been reading we are souls who chose this life to learn something, to suffer and learn in order to reach a higher soul level, so whatever you don't learn in this life you'll come back to a different body.
Interesting. Doesn't this belief system come from Scientology? As someone who has relatives in the "church" it sounds familiar.
 
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Forever Sleep

Earned it we have...
May 4, 2022
13,653
I'd ideally like a brief reunioin with my dead family members. A few hugs and tears no doubt. A few strolls through some beautiful gardens and nature together would be nice. Followed by non existence- before they start criticising how I lived my life. Lol. Why would they be any different in the afterlife?
 
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pthnrdnojvsc

pthnrdnojvsc

Extreme Pain is much worse than people know
Aug 12, 2019
4,020
1 micro second after the brain dies a human ceases to exist forever. Death is Non-existence forever

it's not a sleep, or unconsciousness, there is no me no you .it's like before i was born i didn't exist.

i'm just a small animal , a bug, cells chemical reactions as is every human or animal.

nobody has given and details or mechanism about how a supposed afterlife or reincarnation or soul works.

so i like everyone who made up these ideas could just make up the details now.

where is a soul? what are souls? do fish ,rats , flys , single celled microorganisms have souls? where is the power source to a soul? where are all the spirits the ghosts. why are they hiding and how. how come no one has ever detected a soul or any afterlife or reincarnation with all the tech and video cameras? there are no answer to any and many more of these types of questions because there is no evidence no observations no details even given.
at least i'm glad that 1 micro second after my brain dies i will cease to exist forever after then and never exist again.

why? one out of many: there is pain or suffering or torture a trillion times worse than the worst torture one could imagine.

to me there is nothing worth even 1 second of the worst pain. much less hours, days, years of the constant worst pain every second not a seconds' relief from the peak of the worst pain possible .

boggles my mind that it seems to me almost all humans believe nothing extremely horrible can happen to them . the main thing why eternal Non-existence is a billion times better than life / existing is that in permanent Non-existence one can't suffer at all much less suffering in a trap a trillion times worse than can be imagined. plus there is no objective reason to risk this extreme suffering possible in life or existence.

imo if something extremely horrible happened to another human or animal then it can happen to me or any human at any time. because every human and animal has the same torture chamber a brain that is capable of extreme suffering, a brain that can produce unending constant unbearable pain every second for years.

what's worth risking extreme torture or going through as i described watching a video? eating a sandwich?
 
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dead dav

dead dav

Experienced
Feb 27, 2025
292
I don't think there's anything after death I think it's like switching off a computer for the last time eternal rest
 
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