What do you still enjoy in life?

[dandan]

-i enjoyed self help books
-pretty girl naked body with tenderness and love or passion or whatever towards me
-I enjoyed trying to change, reading self help, might still do. I enjoyed the idea of changing and liking myself, but no more.
-sushi expensive restaurant
-carne asada
-i enjoy finding solutions to problems at work or in my mind
-i enjoy ..... I'm missing a lot of enjoyment in my life , specially for not accepting myself and life, for also being a coward to play outside my comfort zone , and when I try it and do it yes it helps , but I feel like shit when I remember I might not make enough money in this life for a good life. Hate it when I meet successful younger professionals than me

-I enjoy a girl company, specially if sexyness is involved., But I know is difficult having a partner while I'm suicidal and very conflicted with myself, frustrated that I lost the opportunity to give mygirl a good life.

The last sexy pretty girl I dated she went to Canada to baby sit, and met his life partner the first week, the uncle of the baby she went to take care of. I'm happy she has found a wealthy man that loves her and can give her a good life. She had an amazing body, and was so kind, and pretty.

I would've enjoyed if I kept my Bitcoin and could travel and live free from financial worries. Fuck you Dad for insulting me so much when I asked and asked you to buy me some Bitcoin when I was very bad and couldn't work to make money for myself.

I would like to say I enjoy myself, but I don't even like myself, and today I finally accept I won't change, either I learn to love myself as is and change only what's possible, but not myself, or continue to hate and struggle. Either way I can ctb at any given time.

There's 1 thing I wish the most! That's for another post.

 

[Soul]

My cats.
The Rolling Stones.
This chant, courtesy of @Shamana (the second recording especially rocks):

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This forum
Breathing, when I can
Trees

 

[Person]

Energy drinks.
Sleeping.

I can't fill that list any more. How desperately sad.

 

[barny]

when I am better than I am now, I enjoy photography - nature/animals. coffee. countryside

 

[DreamCatcher]

Lovely food items
Video games. Even better with friends
Nature when I can get myself out of the house

 

[LaBrava]

Not much really. Distracting myself on the internet. Vodka.

 

[inconsequential]

Sunshine
Nature
Cats
Cannabis
Documentaries
Delicious food
Ultra-purified water

 

[blanketyblk]

Books,
Music
The smell of rain
Sights and sounds of a thunderstorm over the ocean
Animals... any.
Piping hot curries
...
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.
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The hope that Trump gets thrown in jail :-)

 

[namelessX8]

mathematics and pokémon

 

[faultypiston]

weed, the company of my only friend, exercise when I'm not bedridden

 

[namelessX8]

weed, the company of my only friend, exercise when I'm not bedridden

coming to think of it, i still enjoy coke and speed. any stimulant actually.

Btw, i like your screename. My brain isn't firing on all cylinders per se.

 

[Scribble Fan]

Spending time with my sibling
Making music on my synthesizer / piano
Listening to my favorite songs

 

[Morphinekiss]

Delicious Mexican food
Books
Traveling when I feel well
Bob's Burgers
My dog, any dog really
Mountains and hiking them
Maybe 2 people.

 

[Xaphous]

Coffee and weed and sleep

 

[Codieb1]

In all honesty, absolutely nothing. I haven't enjoyed a single thing in over a decade. Nothing but misery.

 

[ladolcemorte]

Well, I was down to food (In particular: McDonalds, subway, panago pizza, dill pickles, and cashew nuts) and TV shows. Now I'm having trouble even enjoying those things.

 

[DoomedxFromBirth]

My cat, pokemon, video games, the dark, new music (metal), getting tattooed, pierced, sushi.

 

[TimeToDie]

I seem to enjoy SS. It gives me something to do as I linger. It's mainly fear of pain that keeps me from CTB, though avoiding the shotgun just means that I must continue to exist in a state of mental & physical pain. I seem to have this fear of missing out as well. It's not rational since when dead I won't exist to experience that loss of missing out an anything.

 

[Suicidal4Ever]

Food. Good shows & Movies. Video games. Women. That's about it

 

[DoesANameEvenMatter]

Trees and music

 

[Nem]

Damn, I used to love weed, music, cycling, working out and playing guitar. Now I have nothing to enjoy except looking forward to the end.
Peace
I got involved in a controlling relationship and she demanded we quit weed...should've quit her instead

 

[GinaIsReady]

riding my motorcycle
walking
cannabis
looking pretty
sweets
shopping

 

[marcusuk63]

not a lot now apart from DIY . a weekend kabab and my dog Baby Agnes ,she likes kabab too and had already eaten her portion but was doing her Oliver Twist impression

 

[Morphinekiss]

not a lot now apart from DIY . a weekend kabab and my dog Baby Agnes ,she likes kabab too and had already eaten her portion but was doing her Oliver Twist impression

Can you blame her? Good kebab is delicious.

 

[quiet35]

Summer, hiking, sleeping, experimenting with computer equipment, reading books.

 

[blanketyblk]

not a lot now apart from DIY . a weekend kabab and my dog Baby Agnes ,she likes kabab too and had already eaten her portion but was doing her Oliver Twist impression

Those eyes!!! :-) i think your dog see's something she wants :)

 

[yppah71]

I dislike the monotony of life and find it hard to keep up with alone. My dishwasher broke and I didn't fix it for several months. My air conditioner broke today and I forced myself to find a technician to come and look at it and the dishawasher. Candidly, I resent having to deal with these kind of things that I used to accept as the normal frictional resistance life puts up.

The only things I do enjoy are my young nephews who live near me and planting my yard every year. I spent a good few hours in my planters today trying to coax my eggplants, cucumbers and other summer vegetables along.

 

[andy69]

Sunshine - Sunshine being my black cat's name.
Gaston - my other cat.

 

[Help_Me]

I really have nothing left to enjoy. I tried books, food and different stuff. I think I can still enjoy music and probably nature (probably walking somewhere in the woods might be very pleasant for me)

 

[ladolcemorte]

I dislike the monotony of life and find it hard to keep up with alone. My dishwasher broke and I didn't fix it for several months. My air conditioner broke today and I forced myself to find a technician to come and look at it and the dishawasher. Candidly, I resent having to deal with these kind of things that I used to accept as the normal frictional resistance life puts up.

The only things I do enjoy are my young nephews who live near me and planting my yard every year. I spent a good few hours in my planters today trying to coax my eggplants, cucumbers and other summer vegetables along.

My fridge broke back in April and I still have not had anyone come look at it. I just eat food that doesn't need to be refrigerated