What do you still enjoy in life?

[Weems]

Black coffee first thing in the morning (although the onslaught of horror at my life begins within seconds of waking, the coffee itself still tastes and smells good).

A few HBO series I can watch now that I'm living with a parent with cable.

The other things I used to love (music, my sport) just make me sad because I don't participate in them anymore.

Yeah I'm about at the bottom.

 

[Vegrau]

Food. Solitude and Music. Watching the chaos, panics and conflicts in the world around me.

 

[CursedForDisaster]

Food, movies, weed, tripping, my friend, possibilities (well, fantasies), music...I'd say sex but it's been almost three years and I've lost intentions on searching, I'll most likely be dead before I even get to befriend another human, let alone a woman.

Most of my life is just filled with regret and hopelessness. I enjoy the small things and I enjoy wasting time dreaming.

 

[gentleflower]

Writing fanfiction
Sunshine
Music
Long soak in bathtub
Netflix


But all has become inconsequential in the last months. Cant seem to enjoy anything for longer than a few minutes right now.

 

[Alec]

I seem to enjoy SS. It gives me something to do as I linger. It's mainly fear of pain that keeps me from CTB, though avoiding the shotgun just means that I must continue to exist in a state of mental & physical pain. I seem to have this fear of missing out as well. It's not rational since when dead I won't exist to experience that loss of missing out an anything.

I completely understand how you feel, have the same thoughts.

 

[laila888]

being asleep, nothing else

 

[mathieu]

Spending time with my dog.

 

[Egddios]

Sweet, sweet sleep.

Seeing my dog, giving him hugs, getting kisses from him. He's the best. All dogs are.

 

[Numbtopain97]

weed ,Music and movies

 

[shelledone]

I honestly can't seem to answer this. I wouldn't know how to enjoy an entire day, much less an hour. I start so many movies on Amazon and Hulu and nothing grabs me.

 

[thesongbird]

I enjoy:
painting to music,
reading a good book or story,
dancing to music,
day-dreaming of what non-sexual love might feel like,
knowing ive made someone else happier,
finding new music I enjoy.

 

[Taki]

Reading, but my depression is so bad I can't read a single page continuously. I've been drinking way more. It does something but I can't say that I like it. High risk sex isn't too bad.

 

[MG_39]

Sleep, nothing else.

 

[Pistolero114]

The feeling I get when it's 08:00 hours; quiet time is over and everyone in my building gone for the day. Big ole mug of my favorite coffee and fixin's.

Fresh pack of my favorite smokes and a full Zippo. My best Les Paul (Ginger is her name) plugged into my vintage reissue all valve (vacuum tube) amplifier and the amp jacked into my Raven 4X12 speaker cabinet filled with four heavy magnet Celestion guitar speakers.

And in the words of Tom Petty; "hit cruise control & rubbed my eyes

The sound of that first clear Bell toned note greets my ears.

And I know it will be a good day. Which are few and far between for the fat man for awhile.

"Well let me get; to the point; let's roll.....another joint & turn the radio loud; I'm too alone; to be proud".

 

[TheBlackSwordsman]

...nothing

 

[k3v3r]

my dog
playing video games

 

[21Neberg]

I enjoy music. Once every so often I'll find a song I really like. I usually add those to my CTB playlist :)

 

[Saga]

Before it was an SO for the reason for my stay but since he told me to just die because I wanted to die, im just counting the days now...oh and beer

 

[transgenderfailure]

I love my family members and video games and strangely enough fasting for a while and then breaking it lol

(And documentarys and animals)

 

[Voy]

jokes
empathy
when something finally go right

 

[Dead beat dad]

Play time with boy
Martial arts
Dungeons and dragons
Walks
Cooking
Eating
Sound of rain on windows
Awful horror movies
Talking to nice people
Being kind and helping people
Drinking games (in moderation)
Producing good quality work
Studying
Board games
A clean and tidy house
Candles and baths
Actually this list could go on, but I'll call it here.

Time available to participate in the above tasks = negligible

 

[pole]

music and being empathetic. things are hard to enjoy when you're numb.

 

[glk]

The only thing I enjoyed in a while was a little "welcome back"-program I made for myself that turns on on startup. This way I feel at home when I turn on my PC.

haha.