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timetosleep

Member
Feb 19, 2019
66
For those of us who are still living, what do you do with your life?

I don't know what I am doing with my life. Wake up, work, sleep, relax on weekend, repeat. I don't have kids and don't plan to. I have som hobbies and are alright, but they aren't really fulfilling. Most of my friends are busy with kids. Some also like to travel abroad, but I am not that rich. I am not sure what to do with my life. It feels like an empty existence without any fulfillment.
 
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DivineSpark

DivineSpark

Warlock
Feb 9, 2025
702
Living on taxpayers money like real loser (me)
 
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SchizoGymnast

SchizoGymnast

Experienced
May 28, 2024
256
For those of us who are still living, what do you do with your life?

I don't know what I am doing with my life. Wake up, work, sleep, relax on weekend, repeat. I don't have kids and don't plan to. I have som hobbies and are alright, but they aren't really fulfilling. Most of my friends are busy with kids. Some also like to travel abroad, but I am not that rich. I am not sure what to do with my life. It feels like an empty existence without any fulfillment.
Wish I could fulfill at least one accomplishment. I would love a degree. A business. A damn orphanage. Something unique that's mine and that reflects my hard work and talent. But I'm afraid I'm just not capable of doing much of anything. Hell, I can barely stay off the street. I was living in my car last year.
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
12,633
My life looks pretty much like this every day: eating - rotting at home - sleeping - repeat.
 
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DeathIsJustAJourney

Member
Apr 9, 2025
44
Sit and plan how to lose those who have me under surveillance so I can take my final journey,all their surveillance has done is made me 100 times more dedicated to doing it and doing it right too,none of that cry for attention bs,when I go it'll be rapid with no coming back,it's all I live for which suits me fine,but due to their surveillance ive gotta be fast at it,so I'll do a heroine od sitting high in a tree with a long noose on,or on a raft with some decent weight on me feet,I wasn't that determined before,but now it's a must,it's my 1 purpose in life and I will succeed no matter how many dealers they tell not to serve me!
 
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VoidButterfly

VoidButterfly

Flitterby
May 17, 2025
59
These days I don't do much, I wake up, go to work, come home, binge eat, play some shittty video game with a guy that likes me, get dinner, play video games with my best friend, go to bed, and repeat. I don't have a family of my own (and never will) and I've stopped going to my social clubs almost entirely, and I'll never travel anywhere. I tried YouTube for a bit and was fairly successful, I got about 100,000 views on my first try, keep considering doing more but just haven't.
 
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Griever

Griever

SN
May 1, 2025
462
Lying in bed, listening to music, playing games and sometimes even watching a series
 
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cemeteryismyhome

cemeteryismyhome

Arcanist
Mar 15, 2025
449
Go to work, pretend and hope to be useful but making a stunning fool of myself, come home and be the household cleaning/maintenance slave, help my adult kids with money and so on, allow my wife to destroy any bit of soul that might have started to grow in me, escape into sleep if I'm lucky, then do it all again. I go to church once or twice a week and believe in it but I'm just an outsider looking in. I feel like a sewer pipe buried in the ground, doing necessary unpleasant things unnoticed.
 
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pollux

pollux

Knight of Infinite Resignation
May 24, 2024
214
Electrical engineering student, intern at engineering company
 
FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
42,829
Existing to me is just waiting for death and that's all it could ever be to me no matter what, it's just suffering and pain all for the sake of it with no limit as to how much one can suffer and I suffer simply from being burdened with this cruel, torturous existence, as long as I exist I really will just hope to not exist, only non-existence is desirable to me and is all that can bring me any peace.

I just hope to never suffer ever again, in this existence where there's all this suffering all for the sake of it only non-existence could ever be positive for me, I just want all to be forgotten about which is why I suffer so much from how I cannot just have a death like falling asleep permanently, I'd always prefer to not exist than suffer in this existence I always saw as a terrible mistake, it terrifies me how a human can exist for so long just to be tortured by old age.
 
bankai

bankai

Enlightened
Mar 16, 2025
1,046
TV,having coffee ,going to work ,going to the gym,shitposting on sasu.so on.
 
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patheticparasite

patheticparasite

turn my pc on, turn my brain off
Feb 21, 2025
24
Metabolizing nutrients - still.

Cooking, cleaning, gardening, and running errands for my asshole of a father. (I swear when I someday have to wipe that old fart's butt, I'm gonna nope out of here. Which means homelessness, so ctb it is.) Going to therapy and being and idiot at it. Wasting time. (Latest fad: Consuming anime about suicide and social awkwardness.)

Living on taxpayers money like real loser (me)

Oh, of course! The most important one. I'd wager a lot of taxpayers would rather see me gone sooner than later. Society has invested so much money into me by now I doubt I'd ever be able to break even.
 
The Unanswered Q

The Unanswered Q

Retard NEET Loser
Jan 1, 2025
102
Wake up, listen to music and watch slop on YouTube all day, maybe even read half a page of a book or go for a short walk if have the energy to, go to sleep. This has been basically everyday for the past five years.
 
jb.fletcher

jb.fletcher

The one that's all sixes and sevens?
May 21, 2025
24
Wake up and feed cats/dog, have coffee. Right now I'm not working at the vet clinic, but I cook a lot, garden, watch TV in my bed- taking naps are great. I'm in school (summer semester next) so that takes a lot of my brain waves. I hang with friends occasionally and take road trips to different states when I can- mostly South for the weather lol
 
casualauto

casualauto

bpd
May 22, 2025
3
i work in a smoothie shop. i have a degree in a social science and a lisence in massage.
and im still at a smoothie shop.
i dont hate it tbh, ive def had worse jobs. but im the oldest there by 6 years (i work with kids between 16-21), and i do lowkey feel like a failure being there. but money is money. dont fix what aint broken is my current way of seeing things rn. i dont hate it so i dont leave
 
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WhatCouldHaveBeen32

glucose bar yum
Oct 12, 2024
195
Wake up with immense headaches from nightmares beyond comprehension that used to make me scream in my sleep like a banshee when I was 12 but now make me feel nothing after so many years, eat, listen to music , maybe do other things, play games sometimes, eventually go to sleep, have "nightmares" and wake up again.
 
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