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historiaegiptu

historiaegiptu

Member
May 2, 2026
11
All i do is scroll and play video games lol. When i became certain that i want to ctb i stopped seeing the point in working on anything, im just waiting for time to pass. How do you keep yourself occupied?
 
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EndThatSuffer

EndThatSuffer

Born to be alone đź’”
Apr 21, 2026
13
I work and play videogames, but i hope to ctb at the end of the year.

Everyday its worse than the day before.
 
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Spite

Spite

I don't like this world.
Aug 20, 2025
401
Asides from wageslaving for 8-10 hours a day, sometimes I keep myself preoccupied by playing video games, writing, doing video-editing, watching shows, or going for walks at sunset. Asides from that, I don't do much else. I completely get that feeling of "waiting for time to pass", that feels like my life every day now for at least the past 12 months. I also struggle with pretty strong anhedonia sometimes, which leaves me feeling like I can't even bring myself to do anything at all other than lie down in bed or just sit in my chair and rot.
 
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ariewist

ariewist

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Sep 23, 2023
14
i swing between art and sewing clothes from a manic episode into just bed rotting and watching anime or movies while i get high as shit. Living off my savings, and am unemployed. It's tough but gives me time to really conclude my journey.
 
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