I think after death is non-existence forever. And that's what I want anyway because non-existence means no problems no extreme pain , no extreme suffering, no bad memories , no injustice no oppression , no diseases and 1000 other horrible things I hate about life and this evil oppressive suicide prohibtion state world
conscioussness means that every second i'm starving or not sleeping for days etc I'm suffering unbearable pain every second no relief . But that wouldn't be possible if I didn't exist , didn't have a brain or wasn't conscious. so all these things are horrible but they glorify them constantly.
Are all these things they constantly say are so pleasureable worth the worst imaginable torture ? things like a clickbait youutube video, a sunset, that sandwich. imo even the sandwich is not worth the worst imaginable pain and suffering and torture. sure while you're eating the sandwich it might be pleasurable but that's fleeting and less intense than the worst pain imaginable . But the worst pain can be constant and neverending. It's called UNBEARABLE pain for a reason you can't stand it even 1 second.
. there has been not even a single experimental piece of scientific evidence for any soul, spirit, god, afterlife , reincarnation nothing . Why is god or a soul , ghosts so shy, hiding so well ? There is no god, afterlife , soul spirit ,reincarnation, etc. Only the ape brain in an human creates consciousness ,thinking , the mind etc. and there's been 100 years of brain experiments to prove this.
I think humans invented all the following : religion , afterlife, god, soul etc , cultural morals , societal morals, god, soul, reincarnation , hell , afterlife, made up out of thin air. .Humans made all of that up in order to control other humans .and also Today this is perpetrated to keep humans from killing themselves and in control now.
Harari touches on this in his book sapiens. he says that religion , culture is fiction . i agree and I think it goes far deeper than that especially today. how deep does the rabbit hole go? and I prove it by saying that there is no objective morality only subjective . i claim all the following are their subjective ideas constantly broadcast as truth but to me they are fiction and not true at all : but they will tell you their fictional ideas their subjective morality are the facts of life things such as "life is good" , life is sacred, non-existence is bad, suicide is irrational . a human is important ( anthropocentric bias), consiousness is awesome : oh is it and that's the thing that causes extreme pain and suffering so why is all this glorified constantly ? we can guess right. All these things life / existence / consciousness / brains are the only things in the universe that create extreme pain and extreme suffering . But these are constantly glorified as the best things so worthy of the universe creating them for what to suffer?
Many more reasons. neuroscience brain science has discovered there is no constant self. For example I'm something different now than i was at age 1 year old when i didn't know anything. the brain continuosly changes even in adulthood beliefs , even the way of thinking the concciousness changes and it can because "i' had a different consciousness at age 2 then now, same thing for 5 . so which is the constant me the soul that gets reincarnated. ? there is no soul.