Discussion (what) Do I need to tell my online friend?

[qw3rty259]

I know that the question probably has been asked hundreds of times, but I'm a bit lost and wanna hear your thoughts

I have a friend(?) from another country. We've been talking for a month already. We are having fun, and there are some romantic feelings too. I didn't show my depressed side to them, and didn't tell about my chronic health problems that are making me feel suicidal.

Looks like I'll have to ctb soon. It gets worse for me. I don't wont to suffer anymore. The question is what should i do? Just leave them silently without saying a thing as if i got to some accident and died? Or come up with some abstract shit? Don't want them to feel bad about ourselves or doubt everything that has been said between us during our convo. But i don't think it's possible.

Telling the truth isn't an option, I'm not comfortable to share it with any living person.

Thanks, I'll appreciate every response and advice.

 

[Box]

i think the best way is just scheduling messages to be sent automatically a few days later. if ur attempt fails, u can just cancel them and if it works, they'll be informed

 

[3FailedAttemptss]

I told an online friend who then somehow dox'd me and alerted my fucking sister to me having SN T-T so now i'm in the ward >w<

that being said, I would also recommend scheduling a message for after the fact (＞人＜;)