Venting What do I do

[keyakizaka]

Im currently in the army and Im in a really bad place mentally. I'm still in AIT (job training) and this place is hell. I love the army I just regret this job and I can't change it. I can't do this anymore. there's so many things that have been getting to me I don't know where to start. everyday is becoming more and more dreadful. my life was starting to actually get better in basic training even though I went through a lot there too. I don't know how much longer I can push myself to stay alive. I just want to be free of this place. and in my mind ending it Is the only way out.