What do i do

[screamfntsy]

I tried to get help today. 2 different places. I just wanted to talk to someone, but I was sent away with nothing. My meds are failing me, I have no money, work is killing me, all my relationships are falling through. I need to ctb tonight. No one is willing to help me. I could be helped if a professional would just listen to me for a second but they won't. I don't have a lot of options to ctb. I don't care about the pain I just want efficiency. I've thought about slitting my wrists but heard it doesn't work well. What do i do?

 

[FuneralCry]

Slitting wrists is a self harm method rather than a suicide one, unfortunately there are just no straightforward ways to exit this hellish world but there is information about methods listed in the suicide resource complication. It's certainly such an cruel world we exist in where it's this difficult to die, to me all the methods are either risky, inaccessible or just horrible/incredibly difficult to go through with. But anyway I wish you the best.

 

[Not.Flugel]

I tried to get help today. 2 different places. I just wanted to talk to someone, but I was sent away with nothing. My meds are failing me, I have no money, work is killing me, all my relationships are falling through. I need to ctb tonight. No one is willing to help me. I could be helped if a professional would just listen to me for a second but they won't. I don't have a lot of options to ctb. I don't care about the pain I just want efficiency. I've thought about slitting my wrists but heard it doesn't work well. What do i do?

Seconding @FuneralCry, it's not effective at all 6% succeed doing it and no, you will care about the pain sooner or later. You have to decide it for yourself but any ctb needs prep work to have a good chance of succeeding. So whatever you decide pleasant journey, I can only strongly advise against unplanned/unprepared ctb.

 

[Meretricious]

I need to ctb tonight. No one is willing to help me. I could be helped if a professional would just listen to me for a second but they won't.

This portion stuck out to me.

What could a professional's listening skills do to help you? How do you think a professional would be able to assist you? What kind of a professional do you need/seek? What kind of help do you need and how do you know things can be "fixed" to your liking/standards?

Do you want help or do you want to CTB? You sound undecided. I wish you peace either way.

 

[screamfntsy]

Seconding @FuneralCry, it's not effective at all 6% succeed doing it and no, you will care about the pain sooner or later. You have to decide it for yourself but any ctb needs prep work to have a good chance of succeeding. So whatever you decide pleasant journey, I can only strongly advise against unplanned/unprepared ctb.

What about jumping?

 

[Not.Flugel]

What about jumping?

Better statistic, but doesn't include the number of people that are left crippled and suffering for their lives because it's still unreliable and SI will be a bitch. I was once at the same point of jumping off but couldn't. Still if you find a building high enough its better than ctb through cutting, but still not great.

 

[unnormal9]

You'll realize in one way or another "help" is a guised term for them to siphon all your money away, or your insurance money—whoever's paying, leaving you in the dirt with the bare minimum: talking. If that's good enough for you, by all means, your choice. Tangible actions to real problems do not exist; only tossing you in the psych ward.