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mantiss

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Apr 15, 2026
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I'm just asking, just to see how different our lives actually are, so feel free to share anything.
 
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Lost in a Dream

Lost in a Dream

He/him - Metal head
Feb 22, 2020
2,071
It looked like me doing something creative and fun. I'm writing a story that I have also shared here on Sasu in off topic. I was feeling a little depressed earlier in the day but now that I'm past my writer's block I'm finally feeling much better.

How about you? How is your day going?
 
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Set Real Goul

Set Real Goul

Does'next on the menu' ring a bell for ya...normie
Jul 10, 2026
99
I've tried working in various jobs, from a CNC machine operator to an assistant system administrator, but I kept losing those jobs because I literally couldn't get out of bed the next day. I'd wake up and be unable to move my body.

For the past six months, I've been a NEET due to depression, anhedonia, and sleep problems.

Right now, I'm renovating one of the rooms, and in my free time I play Tekken 8. That's pretty much it.
 
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wisdom

Member
Jul 16, 2026
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It was normal, I just stayed at home but it wasnt bad
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
49,258
Every day in this existence is just another day of torturous suffering and I'll just always see it as a mistake to exist, all that existence ever does is just torture existing beings all for the sake of it with no limit as to how much agony one can feel and as long as I exist I'll only hope for the peace of non-existence.

To me it'll always feel like the most terrible, undeserved punishment to suffer in this existence and this existence should just never be imposed at all, all that imposing this existence ever does is just cause so much pain and suffering and I'll always find it so deeply undesirable to exist. I always suffer so much from being trapped in this existence where humans have made it into a crime to cease existing peacefully, all I want is to erase this torturous existence, it's so horrible to me how a human can suffer for so long just to face the terrible extreme agony of old age.
 
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mantiss

New Member
Apr 15, 2026
3
It looked like me doing something creative and fun. I'm writing a story that I have also shared here on Sasu in off topic. I was feeling a little depressed earlier in the day but now that I'm past my writer's block I'm finally feeling much better.

How about you? How is your day going?
I've been feeling pretty depressed, but I went out for a walk and ran into a friend. That made my day
 
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Lost in a Dream

Lost in a Dream

He/him - Metal head
Feb 22, 2020
2,071
I've been feeling pretty depressed, but I went out for a walk and ran into a friend. That made my day
Always good to run into a friend. Glad you're depression is feeling better.
 
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kunikuzushi

kunikuzushi

sause
Jan 24, 2023
658
I woke up, got ready, ate breakfast, went to DBT group, went to the store for juice and snacks, went home, ate snack, cleaned my room. now doomscrolling
 
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SpencerSees

SpencerSees

I want to swim until my arms give out 🍀
Feb 22, 2023
163
I got up relatively early for my standards at 11. I read some manga. I just started Tokyo Ghoul and I enjoy it so far. I hung out with my grandmother and we ordered takeout for the first time together.
I felt very disconnected from everyone around me, probably disassociating again. But I want to be there for people around me like i'd want them to be there for me too.
 
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post_card

post_card

Member
Jul 11, 2026
38
Spent 2 hours learning russian, in the evening went for a 30 minute run in the forest. This is not enough for me to be a good day, but I managed to tire myself with the running so now I don t really think much.
 
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YandereMikuMistress

YandereMikuMistress

you say falling victim to myself is weak, so be it
Apr 26, 2023
1,439
Woke up at 3am for my 5am shift got off work at 12:30 and went to the bar across the road from my apartment and had some beer then got back to my place and washed my body again and folded laundry listimg to radiohead and others and now I lay on my bed listing to more music while scrolling through this site.
 
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OnnanokoNiNaritai

OnnanokoNiNaritai

💗女の子になりたい 💗
Jan 9, 2026
57
I helped my friends in our minecreaft world and then went fir a 4 hours walk in the darkness listening to music. I rly didint do shit today :(
 
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Braindead Girl

Braindead Girl

Alice (she/her)
Jul 16, 2026
51
Woke up at like 9am then having to go to medical appointments for most of the day and then went home and bedrot for the rest of it
 
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WalmartSoap

WalmartSoap

(⁠。⁠・⁠ω⁠・⁠。⁠)⁠ノ⁠♡
Jun 1, 2026
26
Spent the first 4 hours of the day volunteering for a local food donation org. Was tired so I ate too much when I got home and was sent into a food coma the rest of the day. Not proud, haha.
 
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TwistedNightmares

TwistedNightmares

I hate being alive
Nov 1, 2025
326
Today was just another typical day for me. Nothing interesting happened. Still stuck living in the same cycle.
 
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passthisnote

passthisnote

chronically online
May 6, 2026
63
went to work and then came back home to read visual novels
 
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revivals

revivals

im afraid to not exist. arent you?
Jul 10, 2026
21
i went to the park to draw, i went to the library and the grocery store and ate some food in a different park. after coming back home i spent some time talking to friends and then ate dinner and played some video games. not a bad day at all!
 
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avemaria

Member
Jun 15, 2026
5
Worked my shitty job, held in my tears on my walk back home, had the same leftovers I've been eating for 3 days in a row for dinner, showered, then cried in bed
 
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bl33ding_heart

bl33ding_heart

Borderline
Jun 24, 2025
752
1000 mental breakdowns over and over
 
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Pluto

Pluto

Cat Extremist
Dec 27, 2020
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degreesoflewdity

degreesoflewdity

i’m filled with hatred and need to die.
Jun 24, 2023
161
woke up late like always. ate breakfast, and laid in bed all day. pretty much my routine everyday
 
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wreckedforever

wreckedforever

I should be able to die the way i want to.
Mar 25, 2026
20
I slept in today, went to the mall, bought a book, went home, and talked with a friend about hanging out on my birthday. Nothing special, I suppose.
 
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Alexandra_

Alexandra_

Don't Fear the Reaper
Sep 30, 2023
862
It's awful. And it's like this every day.
Today I got up at 8:30 a.m. and once again regretted waking up. I went to the store and bought some cheap socks. Then I took a walk along my usual route in the neighboring district. It was raining and had turned cold; I walked under a pink umbrella. I stopped by to see my grandparents.
Now I'm sitting here, thinking again about how great it would be to just die and break this agonizing daily cycle

дождь в гифке
 
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