Discussion What did you do on your last birthday?

[lemmeeleev]

Sat in my room and cried because I wanted to be dead before then, so much for a "sweet 16".

 

[ArtsyDrawer]

Denied it's existence, brought cake to work, spent most of the day hiding. The whole idea of celebrating somebody's parents' date of sex is creepy imo.

 

[Redt2go]

Denied it's existence, brought cake to work, spent most of the day hiding. The whole idea of celebrating somebody's parents' date of sex is creepy imo.

Its 9 months after the date of sex? (Give or take a few days or weeks)

 

[sadsoul]

Its 9 months after the date of sex? (Give or take a few days or weeks)

Premature birth lmao

 

[406metallicblue]

Not an awful lot. I fancied treating myself to a nice meal but didn't want to sit there on my own. My mum and sister sent me presents and a friend from home emailed me. I appreciated it and i felt less existentially alone for a while.

 

[Jodes]

Cried alone in my dorm room under blankets. It haven't change in the last 6 years, but maybe I will cry at home my next birthday, I probably won't be able to enter a college again this year. What a great life, isn't it?

That's awful. So you have a low mood pretty much continuously? Fuck

 

[justabouttobedone]

That's awful. So you have a low mood pretty much continuously? Fuck

Sad but true... The pain won't stop, and my unstable mind makes it impossible to improve my condition. I don't have almost any hope anymore, but I will try meds and therapy one more time.

 

[Jodes]

Sad but true... The pain won't stop, and my unstable mind makes it impossible to improve my condition. I don't have almost any hope anymore, but I will try meds and therapy one more time.

That is courageous. We do change over time too anyway, hopefully better adapted or at least content

 

[406metallicblue]

That is courageous. We do change over time too anyway, hopefully better adapted or at least content

Life is change. Some change is possible at all times, for better or worse. But it's relative, sadly. a prisoner in a cell can move from one corner to another or a goldfish swim in this direction or that in a bowl. It's choice and free will at work but what is the value of it or the meaning. A cell is still a cell and a bowl is still a bowl. Try everything possible within the framework of your reality, there are a million different ways to lead your life... and see where it gets you. Everyone spends their time going round in some kind of circle.

 

[Jodes]

Life is change. Some change is possible at all times, for better or worse. But it's relative, sadly. a prisoner in a cell can move from one corner to another or a goldfish swim in this direction or that in a bowl. It's choice and free will at work but what is the value of it or the meaning. A cell is still a cell and a bowl is still a bowl. Try everything possible within the framework of your reality, there are a million different ways to lead your life... and see where it gets you. Everyone spends their time going round in some kind of circle.

I feel trapped as fuck too

 

[VikingWinger]

Alone besides eating out with my mother.

 

[reginafilangie]

Spent it completely alone; not by choice.

 

[agreement]

Don't remember really, wasting my time like always and for sure cursing myself for ending up celebrating another one

 

[Cookiedough8956]

I actually dont remember '_' wow...
Mustve done nothing special. Prob mom cooked for me and bought myself some gift..

I do remember gping thru a breakup that time!

 

[not-2-b-the-answer]

I probably worked and tried to forget I made it another fucking year.

alone

That would be my best birthday … if I had to be alive.

 

[406metallicblue]

I feel trapped as fuck too

you said it all

 

[Angst Filled Fuck Up]

I went bowling with my gf and had dinner at a restaurant with her and her parents. It was pretty nice. My parents sent me money also. Can't complain.

 

[Lilith]

Chorei muito, era também aniversário de morte do meu irmão

 

[Manfromtheocean]

I was in Kiruna in northern Sweden, and I think it was raining most of the time. It was cold, too. I didn't want to be around people, so instead of going somewhere warm like a café I just stayed outside, walking through town and sitting at the bus station.
I slept outside in my tent, at a really bad place outside of town. Lol.
It felt terrible back then, but in hindsight it's nice to think about it.

 

[Iceangel]

I spent it with the loml tearing down the inside of a house that was being flipped. It was wonderful and free. I really miss that man...

 

[FTL.Wanderer]

Chorei muito, era também aniversário de morte do meu irmão

Lamento muito ouvir isso. A morte das pessoas que amamos pode ser muito difícil de suportar. ...

 

[K8!]

It was my 30th and I ignored the day. I didnt want to celebrate

 

[limelight]

Called in sick at work, spent my day alone in my apartment. I hate birthdays, I don't want any attention around it.

 

[noonetoo]

Wore a blue dress to a nice, big fancy buffet. 4 hours of eating and unlimited alcohol, went home took a huge nap then went to the theaters to watch The Meg. Not alone, with my bf. sucks experiencing happy moments that can blind us from what we truly feel.

 

[vulgareconomics]

I made sure everyone knew I wasn't celebrating my birthday and took my birthday off of Facebook. At this point I want to forget that I was born.

 

[Bärchen]

Nothing, but a few days later i went to a restaraunt with my mother and brother.

 

[Numbtopain97]

Nothing.

I watched YouTube all day.

 

[Oblivion Lover]

Meh, it was just like any other day. Sleeping til afternoon, waking up dreading life, eating all the time to compensate for how empty I feel inside and then internet, internet, internet... Nothing interesting ever happens in my life so I'm not even surprised by it anymore, however, I've got big plans for my next birthday, if you guys understand me.

 

[Voy]

I didn't even notice it was my birthday

 

[Tabbyql]

I spent it alone. My bf was at work and had forgotten it. One my friends hadn't he did invite me out for a meal in the afternoon, but as I've been banned from seeing him I couldn't. So yeah pretty nice day lol.