FTL.Wanderer

FTL.Wanderer

Enlightened
May 31, 2018
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How'd you spend it?
 
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salvation

Yo
Mar 21, 2019
123
alone
 
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Taylored

I've figured it out
Sep 20, 2018
321
I ate cake and just went back into my room alone. I think people forgot it was my Birthday
 
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ShadowOfTheDay

ShadowOfTheDay

Hungry Ghost
Feb 14, 2019
331
I was in a military vetarans' psychological rehabilitation center. Lol. Wasn't really too bad, but it afforded me the opportunity to reflect on how much I had fucked up my life.
 
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elizabeth.luck

elizabeth.luck

Eliminate your map.
Mar 10, 2019
124
I went to Mackinac Island by myself and was eating taffy in my hotel room and almost choked. Could have died right then and there bUT NO
 
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TAW122

TAW122

Emissary of the right to die.
Aug 30, 2018
6,706
Nothing in particular, just the usual things, maybe treated myself to a nice meal at a nice restaurant, but other than that, nothing special.
 
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CptBBQ

CptBBQ

I love you!
Mar 13, 2019
19
Just like I usually do, wasting my day on the internet. I remember a long time ago on one of my birthdays, I was playing blockland and one of the admins gave me some stuff for my birthday, even though he had no reason to believe me :p.
 
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seekingoblivion

seekingoblivion

Arcanist
Dec 11, 2018
454
Mine was last Saturday. Lived through it like it was any other day.
 
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Kyrok

Kyrok

Paragon
Nov 6, 2018
970
My wife probably took me out to a restaurant, I don't remember which. But, I do remember that members of a group I volunteer for did a video on FB wishing me happy birthday and thanking me for my work. That meant a lot to me.
 
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salvation

Yo
Mar 21, 2019
123
Just like I usually do, wasting my day on the internet. I remember a long time ago on one of my birthdays, I was playing blockland and one of the admins gave me some stuff for my birthday, even though he had no reason to believe me :p.
Blockland is cool
 
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justabouttobedone

justabouttobedone

No Longer Human
Feb 21, 2019
72
Cried alone in my dorm room under blankets. It haven't change in the last 6 years, but maybe I will cry at home my next birthday, I probably won't be able to enter a college again this year. What a great life, isn't it?
 
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Jodes

Jodes

Enlightened
Nov 23, 2018
1,261
I put on my disco light! woohoo!
I was in a military vetarans' psychological rehabilitation center. Lol. Wasn't really too bad, but it afforded me the opportunity to reflect on how much I had fucked up my life.
Sorry about that. Wasn't sure whether to laugh or not!! :-s :-s You ok??
 
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ScarsAndStitches

Member
Feb 26, 2019
60
I went out to dinner with my mom.
 
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Redt2go

Redt2go

flower child
Jan 5, 2019
1,643
Fortunate to have a friend who remembered and took me out to dinner
 
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LivingToLong

Experienced
Feb 23, 2019
259
I tend to forget my birthday, and I'm not joking. Generally speaking, I don't do parties and celebrations and the like (particularly NY eve, which I hate) I guess I just don't think that way, don't know why.

True story though:, I was in Amsterdam many moons ago and visited the Heineken factory. You get a free beer (or something like that) if it's you're birthday and it was mine that day... but I hadn't remembered it! As I was travelling, I had my passport on me so was able to claim my free beer. That felt like a cool pressie, not for the free beer (but that's good in itself) but for the 'surprise' element.

IF I do celebrate (and it'd be at my partner's suggestion) then it's just a quiet dinner somewhere. I like quiet, I really don't like noise and the hi-jinks of parties etc. I can't relax in that environment.




Cried alone in my dorm room under blankets.

Oh that's really sad. I feel for you. I really do. Have a hug and keep it until next birthday.
 
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Psilo

Arcanist
Dec 29, 2018
482
I was alone because I wanted my peace. Usually my mother sets up a small party with my sisters family and my brother. This time I didnt want that, I curse the day I was born.
 
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Skathon

Skathon

"...scarred underneath, and I'm falling..."
Oct 29, 2018
586
I... gifted myself new scars and captopril.
 
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NumbItAll

NumbItAll

expendable
May 20, 2018
1,090
I can't remember but probably nothing. I hate birthdays a lot. It is so uncomfortable having everyone make a big deal about completing another miserable orbit. It's all so superficial and makes me even more depressed than usual. I also feel like even more of a loser because I'm another year older and still a worthless waste of resources!
 
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tennineteen

New Member
Mar 18, 2019
2
over the couple days i celebrated it, i had the best night of my life, went to dinner with friends, and realized my love for someone.

i had a plan to kill myself that day, but had too much fun.
 
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StillWaiting

StillWaiting

Need cats to comfort me
Jul 28, 2018
550
I went to a cat cafe
 
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Roberto

Wizard
Jan 19, 2019
684
Alone. I didn't make anything special. I was ok. No one remembered my birthday. Even my mother. She always sent me a card every year (it's my only contact with my mother, trough this birthday card posted by traditional mail).
I didn't feel bad for the missing card of my mother, but I wished she was ok.
 
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time2go

Student
Mar 5, 2019
126
Was on holiday with the love of my life, we chilled on the beach and rode jetskis. She took me out for a meal and I had the best steak I'd ever had. She looked absolutely breathtaking. It was the best day of my life.

Man what the fuck went wrong
 
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salvation

Yo
Mar 21, 2019
123
It always has bothered me and made me feel uncomfortable when people make a big deal because i was around for another 365 days, as if i should be proud. All the same to me, doesnt affect my life.
 
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AnnihilatedAnna

AnnihilatedAnna

A Joke
Apr 17, 2018
1,346
I had a small birthday celebration, even though I didn't want to. I appreciate my dad wanting to celebrate though. My birthday is on a F up day, January first, everybody was always drunk and or hungover when I was smaller.
 
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silentsinger

silentsinger

Experienced
Mar 1, 2019
261
I went to work but only a few people wished me a good day. Then I went home and spent the evening sat on my own.
 
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Xaphous

Xaphous

hikikomori
Nov 11, 2018
550
Isolated in my room without any conversation like any other day.
 
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sadsoul

sadsoul

Alive and unwell
Sep 9, 2018
440
Played 3D minigolf with my family and went to a restaurant afterwards. It was a nice birthday and I didn't feel too bad that day. I wonder what other people did when they turned 18, their birthdays were probably much more interesting than mine
 
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StillWaiting

StillWaiting

Need cats to comfort me
Jul 28, 2018
550
Is it a joke? What is a cat cafe?
It is not a joke. It is where you can sit down and see cats. But the cats there aren't exactly very nice either so.
 
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