What debilitating health problems do you suffer from that make you want to ctb?

[TheSkyIsBlue]

ptsd (full blown panic attacks and public meltdowns and night terrors), psychosis (lots and lots of hallucinations), dissociative identity disorder (most of us want to be dead), borderline personality disorder (can't seem to get anyone to stay around), disordered eating and body dysmorphia (fuck food i want to be starving thin), all from years and years of abuse that only stopped a few months ago but continues every time i try to sleep. all of it is overwhelming. on top of it i'm a tranny so that's it's own internal and social hell. i'm bored of the depression and anxiety. sick of the heartache. done with being impossible to love. guilty for being such a burden on anyone who's gotten even remotely close.

Wow, I didn't expect a person with DID here. I suffer from that too.

 

[muffin222]

Mental illness. Depression since childhood, PTSD, generalized anxiety disorder, OCD, and Asperger's (which is not a mental illness, but a notable factor nonetheless).

 

[emie_]

Gender dysphoria ever since I was 3, PTSD (panic attacks, flashbacks, dissociative symptoms mainly derealization and nightmares on a daily basis) and anorexia nervosa following two sexual assaults, severe and sometimes catatonic depression, anxiety disorder that borders on agoraphobia.

 

[xLosthopex]

Anorexia, OCD, BPD, depression, osteoporosis

 

[Jumper13]

Hey folks, I am new and just happened upon this site. But I would love to chime in.

I am in my early 40s, I spent 20+ years in the Army. Where I wrecked my body, 11 herniated discs, torn muscles and tendons, pinched nerves, arthritis, 1 disc replacement in my c6/c7 which now helps me choke randomly when I eat. I have severe PTSD and Severe MDD, survivor's guilt, permanent nerve damage, head trauma, stupid high BP, asthma from deployments and all the fun stuff in the air, VA found a spot on my brain during a cat scan but covid hit so no clue how that will sort out. I spent my life living like I would never see 40, it came and went

 

[soda_pressed]

I've been diagnosed with ASD (aspergers), depression, anxiety, and have had anorexia and bulimia. I also have BPD, and possible CPTSD.

Life is a barrel of laughs x

 

[Taraxias]

I have tinnitus eye floatters nerve pinches and hypperaccousis .all this are leaving hell . you may hear it as something small but only if you had it you would understand what it is. I wished i would rather had cancer then this hyperacousis sound sensinitivity pain tinnitus issue

 

[TheRaul95]

Sometimes it is hard to understand. Specially, when problems dont care who you are or what age...

 

[madgod]

Wow, I didn't expect a person with DID here. I suffer from that too.

yo... i've been trying to reach out to others like us on this site. feel free to hit me up if you want to talk (really we all do)..

I've been diagnosed with ASD (aspergers), depression, anxiety, and have had anorexia and bulimia. I also have BPD, and possible CPTSD.

Life is a barrel of laughs x

team bpd and ptsd as well as eating disorders... sorry you struggle with that shit too, it's hell

 

[catmom13]

Bipolar 2, overwhelming anxiety, and depression. I feel bad thinking that this is debilitating.

 

[C_F]

Depression, body dysmorphia, misophonia, dry eye disease, brain fog and epilepsy.

 

[GoBack]

PTSD from abuse, bpd, eating disorder, addiction, chronic pain, general fucking despair. Oh and akathesia and insomnia