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highjumping

highjumping

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May 30, 2023
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I've been debating with myself if I should finally CTB but I don't know what a good method would be and how to get to one, pain doesn't really matter to me, I'm wanna know what you would recommend.
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
13,204
When it comes to CTB methods all of them have pros and cons. All "good" and recommended methods have Megathreads here and are being constantly discussed.

For myself I settled for the CO method, because I want to avoid pain, I want it to happen while I sleep, without SI disturbing in the crucial moments.
 
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ZM4ever

ZM4ever

Not A Chance
Jan 1, 2023
30
Pain doesn't matter, what about fear?
If neither of those matter it's extremely simple.
 
FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
46,708
The method that sounds the best to me is Nembutal but that's not even an option.
There's a suicide resource compilation on here with information about methods but there's no easy answers. If suicide was easy I would be long gone, to me all the methods are either horrible, inaccessible, risky or are just really difficult to go through with which is a consequence of existing in this anti-suicide society. But with questions like this all that anyone can do, is do their own research.
 
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highjumping

highjumping

Outcast
May 30, 2023
93
The method that sounds the best to me is Nembutal but that's not even an option.
There's a suicide resource compilation on here with information about methods but there's no easy answers. If suicide was easy I would be long gone, to me all the methods are either horrible, inaccessible, risky or are just really difficult to go through with which is a consequence of existing in this anti-suicide society. But with questions like this all that anyone can do, is do their own research.
I hate it so much that it is so hard to ctb, it makes everything worse to be honest.
 
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Vizzy

Vizzy

DEAD
May 6, 2023
1,865
I've been debating with myself if I should finally CTB but I don't know what a good method would be and how to get to one, pain doesn't really matter to me, I'm wanna know what you would recommend.
If you have money

Nembutal - need somewhere around 2000 dollars I can give you source
Nitrogen gas - around 1000: dollars
SN - around 200 dollars
Firearms - need license, should be from USA, Best Buy shotgun

If you don't have money

Jumping
Hanging
Train
Co with charcoal
Partial hanging
Night night
Shallow water blackout
Cutting
 
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highjumping

highjumping

Outcast
May 30, 2023
93
If you have money

Nembutal - need somewhere around 2000 dollars I can give you source
Nitrogen gas - around 1000: dollars
SN - around 200 dollars
Firearms - need license, should be from USA, Best Buy shotgun

If you don't have money

Jumping
Hanging
Train
Co with charcoal
Partial hanging
Night night
Shallow water blackout
Cutting
I wish i could shoot myself but i'm in germany so that's basically impossible
Do you have any SN sources?
 
Vizzy

Vizzy

DEAD
May 6, 2023
1,865
I wish i could shoot myself but i'm in germany so that's basically impossible
Do you have any SN sources?
I know a website from Europe, you can check whether they deliver to Germany or not

Pm you
 
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befree

befree

Time to do more enjoyable things _____Goodbye_____
Mar 22, 2022
2,585
Inert gas (nitrogen or helium) with SCUBA equipment.

or

carbon monoxid

 
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skybluesuicide

skybluesuicide

Member
May 31, 2023
38
If you have money

Nembutal - need somewhere around 2000 dollars I can give you source
Nitrogen gas - around 1000: dollars
SN - around 200 dollars
Firearms - need license, should be from USA, Best Buy shotgun

If you don't have money

Jumping
Hanging
Train
Co with charcoal
Partial hanging
Night night
Shallow water blackout
Cutting
hey, could you PM me the Nembutal source please?
 
skybluesuicide

skybluesuicide

Member
May 31, 2023
38
Are you okay to go to Mexico to get it

My source will not mail, you have to go in person and he will help you
any proof that the source is reliable? If there is then I'm willing to travel to Mexico and meet him when I decide to CTB
 
Vizzy

Vizzy

DEAD
May 6, 2023
1,865
any proof that the source is reliable? If there is then I'm willing to travel to Mexico and meet him when I decide to CTB
Already two people went and bought N then they posted in this forum

I don't know how long this source will be available, we are not dealers or sellers, we are just forum members trying to help you

I don't know how someone can scam you if they say you to come in person to get the N lol
 
skybluesuicide

skybluesuicide

Member
May 31, 2023
38
Already two people went and bought N then they posted in this forum

I don't know how long this source will be available, we are not dealers or sellers, we are just forum members trying to help you

I don't know how someone can scam you if they say you to come in person to get the N lol
Sent a private message, thanks
 
Source Energy

Source Energy

I want to be where people areN'T...
Jan 23, 2023
705
Only N, SN, CO or Nitrogen if you know how to. I personally would not do any other method.
 
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disillusioned123

Member
Jun 3, 2023
8
If you have money

Nembutal - need somewhere around 2000 dollars I can give you source
Nitrogen gas - around 1000: dollars
SN - around 200 dollars
Firearms - need license, should be from USA, Best Buy shotgun

If you don't have money

Jumping
Hanging
Train
Co with charcoal
Partial hanging
Night night
Shallow water blackout
Cutting
Hey could you pm me the source for SN please?
 

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