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FlREWORK

FlREWORK

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Nov 16, 2024
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Hi,

I have been contemplating death and suicide for a long time now, basically since I'm a teenager. I'm still unsure about all of it. It also seems like I can't make my "perfect death" happen and because of that, I can't seem to actually commit. But this is not the reason I am writting this.

I'll say this though, I am sure that I will commit suicide someday and that someday is becoming sooner and sooner as life is becoming harder and harder without any hope in sight.

I fear a lot for my partner and for my parents. I promised them multiples times I would never try again and I want to make it easier for them, I want to reduce to a minimal the pain I will give them by killing myself. I feel like writting some sort of suicide letter might answer questions but it really hurt and stresses me to know the pain I will be causing, I can't help but feel this is not enough, I have to leave them more before I go but I do not know what and how.

Anyone have some similar thoughts? Any idea on how to ease the pain I will cause on them ?
 
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weldermike

Member
Sep 13, 2021
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I don't think you can, which is stopping as I have kids,
Was on antidepressants but didn't really take them but kept up with getting the prescription every couple of months but at the moment I'm taking them without fail, so I give my kids a chance of a dad
 

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