NSFW what are your thoughts on dxm (dextromethorphan)

[computer]

personally i think its awesome because of its convienience and its effects

 

[cosmosis]

personally i think its awesome because of its convienience and its effects

I really love it for it's potential for spiritual healing and emotional healing in general. I have been abusing it for six years straight, after having used it on and off a few years prior and have gone through the best and worst of times. Worst of times being all the times I have been hospitalized for overdoses even some landing me in ICU though those were suicide attempts. I wish I respected the substances because dissociative abuse and especially abuse to cough medicine is a nightmare existence, horrible for the physical and mental health. So, if people are using cautiously, mindfully, and are doing the correct research with good intentions, I feel like DXM is seriously such a beautiful and vast substance.

I hope to get to a place where I can manage my addiction so I can enjoy my trips again. Though this addiction will probably help in just killing me. The dissociation, depersonalization is no joke when you are trying to be a "stable, productive member of society". Nothing feels real and I feel like I am experiencing the outside world on autopilot until I can escape back into my head. I don't know if this is very coherent, but point is, great tool much like ketamine, will be your worst enemy when abused. Abuse is seriously not worth it, I am sorry, but I cannot emphasize it enough.

 

[Upon a hanging Body]

Fun drug just don't over do it , it will fry your brain .