What are you listening to right now?

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Lisa-Moonlit Floor









Ooh la-la-la
Ooh la-la-la
I'ma need to hear you say it out loud
'Cause I love it when my name slips out your mouth
Love it when your eyes caress my body (Oh-oh)
Right before you lace your kisses on me (Bonjour, ooh)
Green-eyed French boy got me trippin'
How your skin is always soft
How your kisses always hit
How you know just where to
Green-eyed French boy got me trippin'
On that accent off your lips
How your tongue do all those tricks?
How you know just where to
Kiss me under the Paris twilight
Kiss me out on the moonlit floor
Kiss me under the Paris twilight (Ah-ah)
So kiss me
Cute fit in the whip to the flight to the sky
Never down, baby, check my stats
Truth is, I wasn't tryna meet nobody
Baby, I was there to get my bag
But when I saw you I was like, "I like that"
Wasn't tryna break, baby, I fought back
But when I heard you say, "Bonjour, bébé"
I was like, "Damn"
Green-eyed French boy got me trippin'
How your skin is always soft (Ah-ah)
How your kisses always hit
How you know just where to
Green-eyed French boy got me trippin'
On that accent off your lips
How your tongue do all those tricks?
How you know just where to
Kiss me under the Paris twilight
Kiss me out on the moonlit floor
Kiss me under the Paris twilight (Ah-ah)
So kiss me
Ooh, them French boys got me trippin' (Ooh la-la-laa
Ooh, them French boys got me trippin' (Ooh la-la-la)
Ooh, them French boys got me trippin' (Ooh la-la-la)
Ooh, them French boys got me trippin' (La-la)
Kiss me under the Paris twilight
Kiss me out on the moonlit floor
Kiss me under the Paris twilight
So kiss me

 

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Suicide Silence-Unanswered








How much must I curse your name
And put your beliefs to shame
Before you prove yourself
And end this life?
End this life
And I'll say a fucking prayer
Because I know it won't be answered
Where is your god?
Where is your god?
Where is your fucking god?
And even though I don't believe in you
I pray for the day
I pray for the day
That you end this life
So please
Take me
Away
I want the hand of god
To come and strike me down
I want the hand of god
To come and strike me down
Where is your god?
Where is your god?
Where is your fucking god?
For all the prayers that go unanswered
For all the prayers that go unanswered
Why do you think that is?
For the families that waste their time
Open your eyes
And all your prayers will go unanswered
Why do you think that is?
For the families that waste their time
Open your fucking eyes

 

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Shaggy/Janet

 

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Skeeter Davis-The End Of The World







Why does the sun go on shining?
Why does the sea rush to shore?
Don't they know it's the end of the world
'Cause you don't love me anymore?
Why do the birds go on singing?
Why do the stars glow above?
Don't they know it's the end of the world?
It ended when I lost your love
I wake up in the morning and I wonder
Why everything's the same as it was
I can't understand, no, I can't understand
How life goes on the way it does
Why does my hair heart go on beating?
Why do these eyes of mine cry?
Don't they know it's the end of the world?
It ended when you said goodbye
Why does my heart go on beating? (Mm-mm)
Why do these eyes of mine cry? (Mm-mm)
Don't they know it's the end of the world?
It ended when you said goodbye

 

[JoysoftheEmptiness]

 

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Underoath-All The Love Is Gone






Prayers are useless, seeing double
Another Friday night
Three vodkas deep, another level
Fucking dynamite
Money gone
Vision gone
Think I'm God
Love is gone
I'm not abusing anything
That shit's abusing me
Another round, delete 'em now
Let's go bartender, please!
Money gone
Vision gone
Think I'm God
Love is gone!
All alone, it's last call again
I want another one, don't need another one
Pull the trigger, let's watch it end
Give me another 'cause
All the love is gone
All the love is gone
Got a hole in my heart filled with nothing
I can't breathe 'cause
All the love is gone
All the love is gone
I lost my wallet, can't find my keys
My bag's been empty since 2:15
I'm sinking deep, just met the devil
I'm still going, another level
All alone, it's last call again
I want another one, don't need another one
Pull the trigger, let's watch it end
Give me another 'cause
All the love is gone
All the love is gone
Got a hole in my heart filled with nothing
I can't breathe 'cause
All the love is gone
All the love is gone
Prayers are useless, I'm seeing double
Since 2:15, I'm sinking deep, just met the devil
I'm still going, another level
Money gone
Vision gone
Think I'm God
Love is gone
Money gone
Vision gone
Think I'm God
All the love is gone
All the love is gone
Got a hole in my heart filled with nothing
I can't breathe 'cause
All the love is gone
All the love is gone

 

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Richard Marx-Until I Find You Again








Lately, I've been trying
To fill up my days since you're gone
The speed of love is blinding
And I didn't know how to hold on
My mind won't clear, I'm out of tears
My heart's got no room left inside
How many dreams will end?
How long can I pretend?
How many times will love pass me by
Until I find you again?
Will the arms of hope surround me?
Will time be a fair-weather friend?
Should I call out to angels
Just drink myself sober again?
I can't hide, it's true, I still burn for you
Your memory just won't let me go
How many dreams will end?
How long can I pretend?
How many times will love pass me by
Until I find you again?
I'd hold you tighter
Closer than ever before, yeah
No flame would burn brighter
If I could touch you once more
Hold you once more
How many dreams will end?
How long can I pretend?
How many times will love pass me by
Until I find you again?
Until I find you again

 

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Flat Black-Sideways








No, this is not the way
Feel like I lost control
I know my own enemy
Looking back in the mirror at me
Is it fine as I lie crossed in my mind
Live or die, I just don't know
Paranoid and annoyed, better keep
My eyes my eyes locked to the ground
I wanna go straight but I'm so sideways (sideways)
When everything's right I show the wrong face
I tell myself it's what I needed
But each time I win I feel defeated
Fake animosity
Every time I call you out
I feel the insanity
Pulling me in all directions
It's not enough just to kill my vanity
You won't stop me till nothing's left
I'll fight back but I come up empty
Losing ground instead
I wanna go straight but I'm so sideways (sideways)
When everything's right I show the wrong face
I tell myself it's what I needed
But each time I win I feel defeated
I burnt all alone
Full of faith on my own
So I do, I try
I've been all but thrown away
But I won't drown in my sorrow
I fight to stay alive
I wanna go straight but I'm so sideways (sideways)
When everything's right I show the wrong face
I tell myself it's what I needed
But each time I win I feel defeated
I wanna go straight but I'm so sideways (sideways)
When everything's right I show the wrong face
I tell myself it's what I needed
But each time I win I feel defeated

 

[fallingtopieces]

 

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Disturbed-I Will Not Break








Uh-uh
Uh-uh
Why do I feel like a criminal?
What the hell happened to me? (Ha-happened to me)
I must've fallen down a thousand times
Why am I like this? There's no way to hide this from anyone
It was anything but typical
How it all happened to me (ha-happened to me)
I can't believe that I could be so blind, I had to find it
Now I am reminded of everything
I already know your name
I will not break this time
I know that vengeance will at last be mine
I will not break this time
I know that vengeance will at last be mine
Time is ticking away, ticking away
If I can leave the past behind that's been crippling me, sickening me
I will not break
Why am I acting like an animal?
What the hell happened to me? (Ha-happened to me)
I've had enough of feeling terrified
Now I'm deciding that I won't be hiding from anyone
The change was far beyond physical
When it all happened to me (ha-happened to me)
I even contemplated suicide
And though I am haunted, I will not be taunted by anyone
I already know your name
I will not break this time
I know that vengeance will at last be mine
I will not break this time
I know that vengeance will at last be mine
Time is ticking away, ticking away
If I can leave the past behind that's been crippling me, sickening me
I will not break
I will not break
I will not break
I will not break
I will not break
I will not break
I will not break this time
I know that vengeance will at last be mine
I will not break this time
I know that vengeance will at last be mine
Time is ticking away (ticking away)
I will not break this time
I know that vengeance will at last be mine
I will not break this time
I know that vengeance will at last be mine
Time is ticking away, ticking away
If I can leave the past behind that's been crippling me, sickening me
I will not break
Uh-uh
I will not break

 

[IDCAAEBM]

 

[GlassMoon]

Alanis Morissette - Hands Clean

 

[not-2-b-the-answer]

Over an hour of Death Metal....

 

[lamy's sacred sleep]

 

[blackIronPrison]

jeromes dream pretty much almost obsessively

 

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Gin Blossoms-Hey Jealousy

 

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Billie Eilish-Birds Of A Feather







('Til I'm in the grave)
I want you to stay'
Til I'm in the grave
'Til I rot away, dead and buried
'Til I'm in the casket you carry
If you go, I'm going too, uh
'Cause it was always you, alright
And if I'm turnin' blue, please don't save me
Nothing left to lose without my baby
Birds of a feather, we should stick together, I know
I said I'd never think I wasn't better alone
Can't change the weather, might not be forever
But if it's forever, it's even better
And I don't know what I'm cryin' for
I don't think I could love you more
It might not be long, but baby, I
I'll love you 'til the day that I die
'Til the day that I die
'Til the light leaves my eyes
'Til the day that I die
I want you to see, hm
How you look to me, hm
You wouldn't believe if I told ya
You would keep the compliments I throw ya
But you're so full of shit, uh
Tell me it's a bit, no
Say you don't see it, your mind's polluted
Say you wanna quit, don't be stupid
And I don't know what I'm cryin' for
I don't think I could love you more
Might not be long, but baby, I
Don't wanna say goodbye
Birds of a feather, we should stick together, I know ('til the day that I die)
I said I'd never think I wasn't better alone ('til the light leaves my eyes)
Can't change the weather, might not be forever ('til the day I die)
But if it's forever, it's even better
I knew you in another life
You had that same look in your eyes
I love you, don't act so surprised

 

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Cranberries-Free To Decide








It's not worth anything more than this at all
I live as I choose or I will not live at all
So return to where you've come from
Return to where you dwell
Because harassment's not my forte
But you do it very well
I'm free to decide, I'm free to decide
And I'm not so suicidal after all
I'm free to decide, I'm free to decide
And I'm not so suicidal after all, at all, at all, at all
You must have nothing more with your time to do
There's a war in Russia and Sarajevo too
So to hell with what you're thinking
And to hell with your narrow mind
You're so distracted from the real thing
You should leave your life behind, behind
'Cause I'm free to decide, I'm free to decide
And I'm not so suicidal after all
I'm free to decide, I'm free to decide
And I'm not so suicidal after all, at all, at all, at all
Hi-i-i-i-i, ha, la, la, la-la-la
I'm free to decide, I'm free to decide
And I'm not so suicidal after a-a-all, at all, at all, at all
At all, at all, at all

 

[_AllCatsAreGrey_]

 

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Stumbled across this the other day.

If anyone has an hour to kill... Or listen to when getting ready for work.

VIDEOMIX HIGH ENERGY 3

 

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Warbringer-A Better World




I walk decaying cities of a world upon the brink
I watch the earthly creatures one by one become extinct
As I run back and forth to keep a roof above my head
No hope for tomorrow, the future is dead
That empty sinking feeling
Deep in the soul
No a better kind of world is not possible
It cannot be done, beyond my control
No a better kind of world is not possible
I keep myself distracted by staring at a screen
My mind always racing, no longer I dream
I swallow prescriptions cause the problem is me
My moods far more stable, no longer do I dream of another world
I race on ahead as if I don't know
My face cracks a smile but the grin is hollow
Cause I've got to get used to this reality
Expect nothing different from the powers that be
That empty sinking feeling
Deep in the soul
No a better kind of world is not possible
It cannot be done, beyond my control
A better kind of world is not possible
I don't think a change is something I'll live to see
I'm far more realistic, no longer I dream
I swallow my drugs to silence a scream
I keep myself sedated, no longer do I dream of another world
Each day the same as the previous one
And each day I stay on the grind as I run
To that mass burial plot, where I'll surely be missed
No, the world I imagine, could never exist
That empty sinking feeling
Deep in the soul
No a better kind of world is not possible
It cannot be done, beyond my control
A better kind of world is not possible
I'm far too sedated to utter a scream
But no, no longer, no longer do I dream
No longer do I dream
No longer do I dream of another world

 

[fallingtopieces]

 

[finnago]

 

[56842]

 

[Life Is My Coffin]

 

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Ghost-Satanized








There is something inside me
And they don't know if there is a cure
A demonic possession
Unlike any before
It's a sickening heartache
And it's slowly tormenting my soul
I've invested my prayers
Into making me whole
I should have known
Not to give in
I should have known
Not to give in
Blasphemy, heresy
Save me from the monster that is eating me
I'm victimized
Blasphemy, heresy
Save me, from the bottom of my heart I know
I'm satanized
I'm satanized
I'm satanized
An nescitis quoniam membra vestra
Templum est Spiritus Sancti
Qui in vobis est
Quem habetis a Deo?
Et non estis vestri
Through a life of devotion
I've been quelling my urges to burst
I've been fighting the notion
To, by love, be coerced
I should have known
Not to give in
I should have known
Not to give in
Blasphemy, heresy
Save me from the monster that is eating me
I'm paralyzed
Blasphemy, heresy
Save me, from the bottom of my heart I know
I'm satanized
I'm satanized
I'm Satanized
Like a deadly affliction
That is twisting and bending my core
I have begged God for the remedy
But I'm no longer sure
I should have known
Not to give in
I should have known
Not to give in
Blasphemy, heresy
Save me from the monster that is eating me
I'm laicized
Blasphemy, heresy
Save me, from the bottom of my heart I know
I'm satanized
From the bottom of my heart I know
I'm satanized
From the bottom of my heart I know
I'm satanized
I'm satanized
I'm satanized

 

[ventingfrustrations]

If you are severely depressed like me I recommend the weather channel it has calming music and conversation I'm still not ready yet to do other things without feeling more depressed and feeling like I don't deserve to look for happiness

 

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Frankie J-Don't Wanna Try








I can't believe you had the nerve to say the things you said
They hurt so bad that they ended our relationship
I can't believe it, four years go down the drain
Oh, how I wish things would have happened so differently
I tried to save us so many times, but still, you couldn't see
You kept insistin' and resistin' that you would not fall again
And now you're tryna tell me that you're sorry
And you're tryna come back home
You're tellin' me you really need me crying
Beggin' both knees are on the floor
But baby, I
Don't wanna try, don't wanna try, don't wanna try no more
You keep insisting when you know our love is out the door
Don't wanna try, don't wanna try 'cause all we do is fight
And say the things that hurt too bad to where we both begin to cry
Don't wanna try, don't wanna try, I've about just had enough
It's been a rough road, baby, just let it go
Don't wanna try, don't wanna try, don't wanna try no more
Tell me what's the use of holdin' on when all we do is hurt our love
You and I had many conversations on the telephone
Talks about one day we having a place of our own
Wake up in the morning and have breakfast ready on the table
But all of that just seems so far away from me
Had to wake up, face reality
It all just seem too good to be true after all you put me through
And now you're tryna tell me that you're sorry
And you're tryna come back home
You're tellin' me you really need me crying
Beggin' both knees are on the floor
But baby, I
Don't wanna try, don't wanna try, don't wanna try no more
You keep insisting when you know our love is out the door
Don't wanna try, don't wanna try 'cause all we do is fight
And say the things that hurt too bad (don't wanna try, don't wanna try)
To where we both begin to cry
Don't wanna try, don't wanna try, I've about just had enough
It's been a rough road, baby, just let it goDon't wanna try, don't wanna try, don't wanna try no more
Tell me what's the use of holdin' on when all we do is hurt our love
Don't wanna try, don't wanna try (don't wanna try)
Don't wanna try no more (don't wanna try no more)
Don't wanna try, don't wanna try, (don't wanna try) oh
Don't wanna try, don't wanna try (don't wanna try)
Don't wanna try no more (don't wanna try no more)
Don't wanna try, don't wanna try
Don't wanna try no more (try no more)
More (more)

 

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Gemini Syndrome-Suffer In Silence





Someone told me once that I need thicker skin
Now all I have are scars
Someone else suggested I should look within
If I want any answers
I don't wanna talk about my feelings anymore
I have a unique disease and you don't have the cure
I'll suffer in silence
My alternative to violence
Someone tried to tell me I was powerless
And they thought they were right
Better not to bet against me no matter what you heard
I never throw a fight
I don't wanna talk about my feelings anymore
(Shut up, shut up, shut up!)
I have a unique disease and you don't have the cure
I can see through the illusion if I close my eyes
(Suffer in silence)
I tried living honestly and all I got were lies lies lies lies!
I'll suffer in silence
My alternative to violence
I think I'm about to go over the edge
And I don't know how to fly
I don't wanna talk about my feelings anymore
(Suffer in silence)
I have a unique disease and you don't have the cure
(Suffer in silence)
I can see through the illusion if I close my eyes
(Suffer in silence)
I tried living honestly and all I got were lies lies lies lies!
I'll suffer in silence
My alternative to violence
I'll suffer in silence
My alternative to violence

 

[not-2-b-the-answer]

Another 80's video mix....

I didn't know any of the songs. Something different I guess ... If you have an hour to kill.
A couple of scary drag queens in the mix.


R29_xXO