What are you listening to right now?

[anopenwound]

The one song that literally describes my life, my struggles, my feelings - in the instrumental, in the lyrics, in the transitions:



I love it to no end. It is my song.

 

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Stone Temple Pilots-Interstate Love Song








Waiting on a Sunday afternoon
For what I've read between the lines
Your lies
Feelin', like a hand in rusted shame
So do you laugh or does it cry
Reply?

Leavin' on a southern train
Only yesterday you lied
Promises of what I seemed to be
Only watched the time go by
All of these things you've said to me

Breathing is the hardest thing to do
With all I've said and all that's dead for you
You lied
Goodbye

Leavin' on a southern train
Only yesterday you lied
Promises of what I seemed to be
Only watched the time go by
All of these things I've said to you

 

[NearlyIrrelevantCake]

 

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Three Days Grace-Mayday








We'll never say, we'll never say Mayday

Welcome to the end, just take a number
Just get used to the influence you're under
It's the same old story of
Wanting it all but it's never enough
The more you know, you know, you know nothing

We walk like dead people who haven't died yet
We ride like passengers without a pilot
We be losing our minds, but we all try to hide it
It's hard to keep fighting when you're barely surviving

We'll never say, we'll never say Mayday

Just wait in line for your rights and your privilege
Then follow the leader right off the cliffs edge
All your dreams are down below
Buried under broken bones
The more you know, you know, you know nothing

We walk like dead people who haven't died yet
We ride like passengers without a pilot
We be losing our minds, but we all try to hide it
It's hard to keep fighting when you're barely surviving

Calm down, we'll be okay
Just some turbulence, we're on our way
We're going down, but not today
We'll never say Mayday

We walk like dead people who haven't died yet
We ride like passengers without a pilot
We be losing our minds, but we all try to hide it
It's hard to keep fighting when you're barely surviving

We walk like dead people who haven't died yet
We ride like passengers without a pilot
We be losing our minds, but we all try to hide it
It's hard to keep fighting when you're barely surviving

We're still alive
We're losing our minds

We'll never say, we'll never say Mayday
We'll never say, we'll never say Mayday

 

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Mike's Dead-Leave Me To Bleed




Bleeding out
Screaming, "Can you hear me now?"
You left me with a heart of stone
You said you'd make this house a home
You said, "Never forget, I'm here 'til the end"
Then you left me for dead
You said, "You knew from the start," now I'm trapped in the dark
Watch me fall apart, I'll never be the same
Thought I was free, but now I see
You took everything from me
Left all this pain inside of me
You can't just take it all and
Leave me to bleed
All along, you took evеrything from me
Leave mе to bleed
All along, you took everything from me
Break me down
The pain is overwhelming now
Apologies are overdue
I'm haunted by the ghost of you
I said, "Never forget, you're my worst regret"
You left me for dead
I said, "Now as we end, how do I begin
When I'm so empty? You ruined everything"
Thought I was free, but now I see
You took everything from me
Left all this pain inside of me
You can't just take it all and
Leave me to bleed
All along, you took everything from me
Leave me to bleed
All along, you took everything from me
You took everything from me

 

[I'm exhausted]

My roommate telling me how she was thinking how today would be if she had children with all of her exes lol
My roommate telling me how she was thinking how today would be if she had children with all of her exes lol

 

[사람이 없어]

Paul Leonard-Morgan - The Sacred And The Profane from the Cyberpunk OST ^^

 

[blackbeauty]

I do my best, at least
That's what I think I'm doin'
I try to find release and balance
But the wind is always brewin'

And it's blowin' strong
Oh, Lord, save me 'cause it's blowin' strong, oh

I sit and cry sometimes
I look at all my scars
I try to free my mind
I think of what I've done
Oh, even in the rain
Even in the rain

What is there left to say
When I've already said it all?
How many times can I pray
And expect the words back from a wall?

And it's blowin' strong
Oh, Lord, save me 'cause it's blowin' strong, oh

I sit and cry sometimes
I look at all my scars
I try to free my mind
I think of what I've done
Oh, even in the rain
Even in the rain

 

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Still love this song.....

Staind-Better Days








I've been feelin' outta control
There's no healin' between all the roads
And there's no comfort, am I losin' my soul?
Is it too late to just let 'em go?

And someday I will wake up
And everything has changed
Until then, I will dream of better days
Still living in the sorrow and learnin' from the pain
Until then, I will dream of better days

I tried to hold on, but it slipped through my hands
Do you believe in a second chance
For all we've been through?
Don't you think we deserve so much more than this hurt?

And someday I will wake up
And everything has changed
Until then, I will dream of better days
Still living in the sorrow and learnin' from the pain
Until then, I will dream of better days
Of better days

I've been feeling so out of control
There's no healin'

And someday I will wake up
And everything has changed
Until then, I will dream of better days
Still living in the sorrow and learnin' from the pain
Until then, I will dream of better days

Someday I will wake up
And everything has changed
Until then, I will dream of better days
Still living in the sorrow and learnin' from the pain
Until then, I will dream of better days

Of better days
Of better days
Of better days

 

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Some Classic Rock....

John Stewart-Gold








When the lights go down in the California town
People are in for the evening
I jump into my car and I throw in my guitar
My heart beatin' time with my breathin'
Drivin' over Kanan, singin' to my soul
There's people out there turnin' music into gold
Ah, my buddy Jim Bass he's a-workin' pumpin gas
And he makes two fifty for an hour
He's got rhythm in his hands as he's tappin' on the cans
Sings rock and roll in the shower
Drivin' over Kanan, singin' to my soul
There's people out there turnin' music into gold

Ah, California girls are the greatest in the world
Each one a song in the making
Singin' rock to me I can hear the melody
The story is there for the takin'
Drivin' over Kanan, singin' to my soul
There's people out there turnin' music into gold

Drivin' over Kanan, singin' to my soul
There's people out there turnin' music into gold
When the lights go down in the California town
People are in for the evening
I jump into my car and I throw in my guitar
My heart beatin' time with my breathin'
Drivin' over Kanan, singin' to my soul
There's people out there turnin' music into gold
Flyin' over Kanan, singin' to my soul
People out there turnin' music into gold
People out there turnin' music into gold
People out there turnin' music into gold
(Ooh, yeah)

People out there turnin' music into gold, into gold
People out there turnin' music into gold, into gold
People out there turnin' music into gold, into gold
(Gotta sing)
People out there turnin' music into gold, into gold
Rappin' on the radio
People out there turnin' music into gold, into gold
Slippin' out the back door
People out there turnin' music into gold, into gold
(Gotta sing gold)
People out there

 

[SpiteHoldsMeAloft]

They're waking you up to close the bar
The street's wet, you can tell by the sound of the cars
The bartender's singing "Clementine"
While he's turning around the open sign
"Dreadful sorry, Clementine"
Though you're still her man
It seems a long time gone
Maybe the whole thing's wrong
What if she thinks so and just didn't say so?
You drank yourself into slow-mo
Made an angel in the snow
Anything to pass the time
And keep that song out of your mind
Oh, my darling
Oh, my darling
Oh, my darling, Clementine
Dreadful sorry, Clementine
Dreadful sorry, Clementine

 

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Iron Maiden-Can I Play With Madness










"Can I Play With Madness?"

Can I play with madness?

Give me the sense to wonder
To wonder if I'm free
Give me a sense of wonder
To know I can be me
Give me the strength to hold my head up
Spit back in their face
Don't need no key to unlock this door
Gonna break down the walls
Break out of this bad place

Can I play with madness?
The prophet stared at his crystal ball
Can I play with madness?
There's no vision there at all
Can I play with madness?
The prophet looked at me and laughed at me (ha ha)
He said:
Can I play with madness?
He said you're blind, too blind to see
Said you're too blind to see

I screamed aloud to the old man
I said "Don't lie, don't say you don't know"
I say "You'll pay for this mischief
In this world or the next"
Oh and then he fixed me with a freezing glance
And the hell fires raged in his eyes
He said "You wanna know the truth son?
Lord, I'll tell you the truth
Your soul's gonna burn in a lake of fire"

Can I play with madness?
The prophet stared at his crystal ball
Can I play with madness?
There's no vision there at all
Can I play with madness?
The prophet looked at me and laughed at me (ha ha)
He said:
Can I play with madness?
He said you're blind, too blind to see
Said you're too blind to see

"Listen to me," said the prophet

Can I play with madness?
The prophet stared at his crystal ball
Can I play with madness?
There's no vision there at all
Can I play with madness?
The prophet looked at me and laughed at me (ha ha)
He said:
Can I play with madness?
He said you're blind, too blind to see
Said you're too blind to see

Can I play with madness?

 

[JoysoftheEmptiness]

I'm listening to LoadedRadio (https://loadedradio.com/), while waiting for the Radio One Rockshow (https://www.bbc.co.uk/sounds/play/live:bbc_radio_one) on the BBC to come on.

 

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Eurythmics-Here Comes The Rain Again








Here comes the rain again
Falling on my head like a memory
Falling on my head like a new emotion
I want to walk in the open wind
I want to talk like lovers do
Want to dive into your ocean
Is it raining with you?

So, baby, talk to me
Like lovers do
Walk with me
Like lovers do
Talk to me
Like lovers do

Here comes the rain again
Raining in my head like a tragedy
Tearing me apart like a new emotion (Ooh)
I want to breathe in the open wind
I want to kiss like lovers do
Want to dive into your ocean
Is it raining with you?

So, baby, talk to me
Like lovers do
Walk with me
Like lovers do
Talk to me (Ooh)
Like lovers do

So, baby, talk to me
Like lovers do

Ooh
Ooh, yeah
Here it comes again
Ooh
Hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey

Here comes the rain again
Falling on my head like a memory
Falling on my head like a new emotion (Here it comes again, here it comes again, ah)
I want to walk in the open wind
I want to talk like lovers do
Want to dive into your ocean
Is it raining with you? (Ooh, here it comes again)

Here comes the rain again (I said)
Falling on my head like a memory
Falling on my head like a new emotion (Ooh, ooh, yeah)
I want to walk in the open wind (Mhm)
I want to talk like lovers do
Want to dive into your ocean
Is it raining with you?

Here comes the rain again
Falling on my head like a memory
Falling on my head like a new emotion

 

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Sarcasm-Dying Embers Of Solitude