What are you listening to right now?

[Rocinante]

 

[not-2-b-the-answer]

Badflower-Detroit





Hey
I've had my time
I'm not bored of life
I think it's bored of me
Say
They say I'm in my prime
But they don't know my kind
They don't know me

Here we are, pressing on, stepping over everyone
I'm so unhappy, but I try my hardest
I wanna feel the way I did when we started
It's so depressing having everything I wanted
It's so depressing, oh, pressing on, pressing on
I hate pretending this is where my heart is
I wanna feel the way I did when we started
It's so depressing having everything I wanted

Wait
I miss wasting time
Taking drugs all night
Surfing MTV
What changed?
The pressure all the time
And the friends we left behind
To get on that screen

Here we are, pressing on, stepping over everyone
I'm so unhappy, but I try my hardest
I wanna feel the way I did when we started
It's so depressing having everything I wanted
It's so depressing, oh, pressing on, pressing on
I hate pretending this is where my heart is
I wanna feel the way I did when we started
It's so depressing having everything I wanted

It's easy to complain, 'cause I got it
But who would I be if I lost it?

Hey
I'm just wasting time
But I won't waste my life
Come on and scream

Here we are, pressing on, stepping over everyone
I'm so unhappy, but I try my hardest
I wanna feel the way I did when we started
It's so depressing having everything I wanted
It's so depressing, oh, pressing on, pressing on
I hate pretending this is where my heart is
I wanna feel the way I did when we started
It's so depressing having everything I wanted

I hate pretending this is where my heart is
I'm so unhappy, but I try my hardest
I wanna feel the way I did when I started
It's so depressing having everything I wanted

 

[wobblycoatrack]

 

[not-2-b-the-answer]

Autumn Kings-Hellbound








Heart's burned out
Head's too loud
Feelin' like I'm hellbound

This complicated disposition that I'm in
Chronic condition, this prescription's wearin' thin
Mr. Brightside ain't on my side
Self-deprecating
Complacent
When will I face it?

Get to the root of it
Get to the root of it ('Cause I'm tired)
Get to the root of it
I'm tired of

Feelin' like I'm hellbound
Headed for a meltdown
Why do all these thoughts hound me on and on?
Confusing my thoughts with reality
Zoned out
Drowning in my own doubt
Feelin' like I'm hellbound, whoa
Feelin' like I'm

Hellbound, hell...

Anxiety denying me my oxygen
This fight or flight is cyanide inside my skin
Mental breakdown
There's no way out
This life I'm wastin'
Foresakin'
It's time to face it

Get to the root of it
'Cause I'm tired of

Feelin' like I'm hellbound
Headed for a meltdown
Why do all these thoughts hound me on and on?
Confusing my thoughts with reality
Zoned out
Drowning in my own doubt
Feelin' like I'm hellbound, whoa
Feelin' like I'm

Heart's burned out
Head's too loud

This is the moment where I wake up
Fuck an alarm, put up my arms
Imma shake up
All of the anger inside my chest
Tell it, "stay out"
Cut out the victim mentality
I don't wanna see negativity play out
"Yeah, but everybody's toxic, everybody's stupid"
Yeah, you sound like somebody I want nothing to fucking do with
I'm ready to move from the past
Open the roof of my casket
I was doomed to be dead
Now I'm renewed from the ashes
A savage
Told myself, "keep your health through the hard times"
And when you're off track
Take your life back
Forgive me, father, you know that I've sinned
Grant me the strength to not go back again
Show me heaven's my friend when I'm

Feelin' like I'm hellbound
Headed for a meltdown
Why do all these thoughts hound me on and on?
Confusing my thoughts with reality
Zoned out
Drowning in my own doubt
Feelin' like I'm hellbound, whoa
Feelin' like I'm (sing it)

Da, da, da da da da (alright)
Da, da, da da da da
'Cause I'm tired
Da, da, da da da da (that's right, that's right)
Da, da, da da da da
Of feelin' like I'm.
Wake up, fuck an alarm
Put up my arms, Imma shake up
All of the anger inside my chest, tell it "stay out"
You know why
'Cause I'm tired
Of feeling like I'm

 

[Mirrory Me]

 

[Rocinante]

 

[amnesia999]

Some Rachmaninoff...



...and some Chopin.

 

[not-2-b-the-answer]

Marshmello ft Kane Brown-Miles On It








New truck, big lift
Old roads we've been
Tearing up since way back when
But these wheels are innocent
New hitch, new seats
No history
And you just can't fake that
So, let's change that

Girl, let's go put some miles on it
Back of the Chevy with the engine running
Just you and me in a truck bed wide like a California King
We could break it in if you know what I mean
Put some miles on it
Back of the Chevy with the engine running
Just you and me in a truck bed wide like a California King
We could break it in if you know what I mean
Put some miles on it
We could break it in if you know what I mean

All night, no brakes
All tail, no gate
Ain't gotta try too hard
My baby's push to start
All torque, full speed
Off-road, on me
Zero to a hundred-fast
My foot ain't touch the gas

I said, "Hey, baby, slow it down, let's make it last"
You said, "Where's the fun in that?"
Yeah, let's go

Put some miles on it
Back of the Chevy with the engine running
Just you and me in a truck bed wide like a California King
We could break it in if you know what I mean
Put some miles on it
We could break it in if you know what I mean
Put some miles on it
We could break it in if you know what I mean

Mile after mile after mile after mile
Turn up the night like that radio dial
Shoulder to shoulder where nobody knows
Know where we're going, we ain't going home

We're putting miles on it
Back of the Chevy with the engine running
Just you and me in a truck bed wide like a California King
We could break it in if you know what I mean
Put some miles on it
Back of the Chevy with the engine running
Just you and me in a truck bed wide like a California King
We could break it in if you know what I mean
Put some miles on it
We could break it in if you know what I mean
Put some miles on it
We could break it in if you know what I mean
Put some miles on it

 

[Imagined_Euphoria]

 

[SteamaHorns]

Blasting this on my headphones! I love the vocals, I wish I knew what they were saying.

Found this recently on a breakcore mix. Love the vocal sound effects.

Oh also, I've been bumping this song for the past few weeks. Knew about the song for a while but I always come back to it due the song lyrics.

 

[snow-angel]

after dark - mr kitty

 

[Minsu]

 

[not-2-b-the-answer]

Terry Jacks-Seasons In The Sun
(I heard this song on a radio station that played old songs when I was young. I related to it then, even more now)








Goodbye to you, my trusted friend
We've known each other since we were nine or ten
Together we've climbed hills and trees
Learned of love and ABCs
Skinned our hearts and skinned our knees

Goodbye my friend, it's hard to die
When all the birds are singing in the sky
Now that the spring is in the air
Pretty girls are everywhere
Think of me and I'll be there

We had joy, we had fun
We had seasons in the sun
But the hills that we climbed
Were just seasons out of time

Goodbye papa, please pray for me
I was the black sheep of the family
You tried to teach me right from wrong
Too much wine and too much song
Wonder how I got along

Goodbye papa, it's hard to die
When all the birds are singing in the sky
Now that the spring is in the air
Little children everywhere
When you see them, I'll be there

We had joy, we had fun
We had seasons in the sun
But the wine and the song
Like the seasons, have all gone

We had joy, we had fun
We had seasons in the sun
But the wine and the song
Like the seasons, have all gone

Goodbye Michelle, my little one
You gave me love and helped me find the sun
And every time that I was down
You would always come around
And get my feet back on the ground

Goodbye Michelle, it's hard to die
When all the birds are singing in the sky
Now that the spring is in the air
With the flowers everywhere
I wish that we could both be there

We had joy, we had fun
We had seasons in the sun
But the stars we could reach
Were just starfish on the beach

We had joy, we had fun
We had seasons in the sun
But the stars we could reach
Were just starfish on the beach

We had joy, we had fun
We had seasons in the sun
But the wine and the song
Like the seasons, have all gone

All our lives we had fun
We had seasons in t
he sun
But the hills that we climbed
Were just seasons out of time

 

[not-2-b-the-answer]

Jonas Brothers-Who's In Your Head








You moved like magic
You moved like time
You had your heart disguised
When you cry diamonds
Yeah, they shine
But they blind my eyes, and now

I hear the whispers every night
Even when I'm dreaming
Now tell me, baby, were you ever mine

I wanna know who's in your head
Stealing your heart while I'm still bleeding
Who's in your bed
Wrapped in your arms while I ain't sleeping
Got lost in your halo, halo
I just wanna know
Now who's in your head, in your head (head)
I wanna know who's in your head, in your head (head) ah woah

You move like danger
But I don't mind (yeah-yeah)
The way you talking with your eyes (your eyes) yeah
You leave me broken
And I can't lie (I can't lie)
It gets me every time, and now

I hear the whispers every night
Even when I'm dreaming
Now tell me, baby, were you ever mine?

I wanna know who's in your head
Stealing your heart while I'm still bleeding
Who's in your bed
Wrapped in your arms while I ain't sleeping
Got lost in your halo, halo
I just wanna know
Now who's in your head, in your head (head)
I wanna know who's in your head in your head (head) ah, woah

You get me down
On my knees, on my knees, yeah
You drive me wild
When you want, when you want it
Oh, you get me down
On my knees, on my knees, yeah
'Cause everytime I look into your eyes
(Look into your eyes)

I wanna know who's in your head
Stealing your heart while I'm still bleeding
Who's in your bed
Wrapped in your arms while I ain't sleeping
Got lost in your halo, halo
I just wanna know
Now who's in your head, in your head (head)
I wanna know who's in your head, in your head (head) ah, woah

In your head still, baby
In your head, while you're sleepin'
In your head still, baby
In your head, while you're sleepin

 

[not-2-b-the-answer]

Mushroomhead-We Don't Care





They say that talk is cheap, but silence is cheaper
A little late to make amends
One more time to sever ties deeper
To never get fooled again
Couldn't care any less, not afraid anymore
Do what we need to do
One more time to make the cuts cleaner
Is all we need from you

Well you can say all you want to protect your pride
Convince yourself you feel good inside
We don't care
(We don't care)
We don't give a fuck

They say that talk is cheap, but silence is cheaper
A little late to make amends
One more time to sever ties deeper
To never get fooled again
Couldn't care any less, not afraid anymore
Do what we need to do
One more time to make the cuts cleaner
Is all we need from you

Well you can say all you want to protect your pride
Convince yourself you feel good inside
We don't care
(We don't care)
We don't give a fuck

And you can blame all your problems on somebody else
When you created all this mess yourself
We don't care
(We don't care)
We don't give a fuck

But more time keeps slipping away
Every mistake made your own way
And the time keeps slipping away
The more you talk, the less you say

Talk is cheap
What we kill we keep
Talk is cheap
What we kill we keep
Talk is cheap
What we kill we keep

So run it in the ground
Until we're all on our goddamn knees

Well you can say all you want to protect your pride
Convince yourself you feel good inside
We don't care
(We don't care)
We don't give a fuck

But more time keeps slipping away
Every mistake made your own way
And the time keeps slipping away
The more you talk, the less you say

One more time we've lost our way
One more time we've nothing left to say
One more time we toast our decay
One more time we've nothing left to say

 

[Imagined_Euphoria]

 

[dweams]

 

[amnesia999]

("In My Time Of Dying" Is my favorite Led Zep song)



... ... ... ... "That's going to be a long ending!" "Come and have a listen, then." "Oh yes, thank you."




"And if you feel that you can't go on, and your will's sinking low
Just believe and you can't go wrong, in the Light you will find the road"




"Did you ever really need somebody, and really need 'em bad
Did you ever really want somebody, the best stuff you ever had
Do you ever remember me baby, did it feel so good
Cuz it was just the first time, and you knew you would"

 

[not-2-b-the-answer]

Michael Jackson-DMC MEGAMIX

 

[not-2-b-the-answer]

Foreigner-Dirty White Boy








Hey, baby, if you're feeling down
I know what's good for you all day
Are you worried what your friends see?
And will it ruin your reputation loving me?

'Cause I'm a dirty white boy
Yeah, a dirty white boy
A dirty white boy

Don't drive no big black car
Don't like no Hollywood movie star
You want me to be true to ya
Don't give a damn what I do to ya

I'm just a dirty white boy (dirty white boy)
Dirty white boy (dirty white boy)
Dirty white boy
Dirty white boy

Well, I'm a dirty white boy (dirty white boy)
Dirty white boy (dirty white boy)
Yeah, dirty white boy
A dirty white boy

I've been in trouble since I don't know when
I'm in trouble now
And I know somehow
I'll find trouble again

I'm a loner, but I'm never alone
Every night I get one step closer to the danger zone

'Cause I'm a dirty white boy (dirty white boy)
Yeah, dirty white boy (dirty white boy)
I'm a dirty white boy
Dirty white boy

C'mon, c'mon, boy (dirty white boy)
White boy (dirty white boy)
I'm a dirty white boy
A dirty white boy

Hey, I'm a dirty white boy (dirty white boy)
Yeah, I'm a dirty white
boy (dirty white boy)
Dirty white boy
Yeah

 

[sugarb]

 

[not-2-b-the-answer]

Corrosion Of Conformity-Clean My Wounds








I see the world through bloodshot eyes
Streets filled with blood from distant lies
Dogs of war never compromise
No real time for rearranging

"Help me Jesus, help me clean my wounds"
He said he cannot heal that kind
Bleeding soul becomes a bitter mind
He said it happens every time

(Knock it down)
And that's how the story goes (knock it down)
In the land of a thousand nos (knock it down)
I'm all over you, in time my mind is changing
Oh, knock it down

Black on black gives me a heart attack
And the silence makes it deadly
Some choose to kill with simple will
I've seen them fall fast and steady

"Help me Jesus, help me clean my wounds"
He said he cannot heal that kind
Bleeding soul becomes a bitter mind
He said it happens every time

(Knock it down)
That's how the story goes (knock it down)
In the land of a thousand nos (knock it down)
I'm all over you, in time my mind is changing

Twist of fate won't give me a break
And myself, I'm slow and tired
I've got to rise with these bloodshot eyes
But I keep falling when I'm higher

"Help me Jesus, help me clean my wounds"
He said he cannot heal that kind
Bleeding soul becomes a bitter mind
He said it happens every time

(Knock it down)
That's how the story goes (knock it down)
In the land of a thousand nos (knock it down)
We are bleeding sins and our sins are always fading

(Oh, fading)
Oh, fading
(Oh, fading)
Oh, knock it down, knock it down
Oh, knock it down, knock it down
Oh, knock it down, knock it down
Oh, knock it down

 

[not-2-b-the-answer]

N*SYNC-I Want You Back









You're all I ever wanted
You're all I ever needed, yeah
So tell me what you do now
Cause (I, I, I, I, I,) I want you back
It's hard to say I'm sorry
It's hard to make the things I did undone
A lesson I've learned too well, for sure
So don't hang up the phone now
I'm trying to figure out just what to do
I'm going crazy without you

You're all I ever wanted
You're all I ever needed, yeah
So tell me what to do now
When I want you back

Baby I remember,
The way you used to look at me and say
Promises never last forever
I told you not to worry
I said that everything will be alright
I didn't know than that you were right

You're all I ever wanted
You're all I ever needed, yeah
So tell me what to do now
When I want you back

I want you back

You're the one I want
You're the one I need
Girl what can I do?
You're the one I want
You're the one I need
Tell me what can I do

You're all I ever wanted
(You're the one I want) You're all I ever needed
(You're the one I want) So tell me what to do now
When I want you back

You're all I ever wanted
You're all I ever needed
So tell me what to do now
When I want you back

 

[not-2-b-the-answer]

NSYNC-Bye Bye Bye
(Thanks to Deadpool NSYNC is charting again)










Hey, hey
Bye, bye, bye
Bye, bye
Bye, bye

I, I'm doing this tonight
You're probably gonna start a fight
I know this can't be right, hey baby, come on
I loved you endlessly
And you weren't there for me
So now it's time to leave and make it alone

I know that I can't take no more, it ain't no lie
I wanna see you out that door
Baby, bye, bye, bye

(Bye, bye) I don't want to be a fool for you
Just another player in your game for two
You may hate me but it ain't no lie
Baby, bye, bye, bye

(Bye, bye) I don't really want to make it tough
I just wanna tell you that I had enough
It might sound crazy but it ain't no lie
Baby, bye, bye, bye

Just hit me with the truth
Now, girl you're more than welcome to
So give me one good reason, baby, come on
I live for you and me
And now I really come to see
That life would be much better once you're gone

I know that I can't take no more, it ain't no lie
I wanna see you out that door
Baby, bye, bye, bye

(Bye, bye) I don't want to be a fool for you
Just another player in your game for two
You may hate me but it ain't no lie
Baby, bye, bye, bye

(Bye, bye) I don't really want to make it tough
I just wanna tell you that I had enough
Might sound crazy but it ain't no lie
Baby, bye, bye, bye

I'm giving up, I know for sure
I don't wanna be the reason for your love no more
(Bye, bye) I'm checkin' out, I'm signin' off
I don't want to be the loser and I've had enough

I don't wanna be your fool
In this game for two
So I'm leaving you behind
Bye, bye, bye
I don't wanna make it tough
But I've had enough
And it ain't no lie (bye, bye)
(Bye, bye) Baby

I don't want to be a fool for you
Or just another player in your game for two
I don't wanna be a fool
But it ain't no lie
Baby, bye, bye, bye

(Bye, bye) I don't really want to make it tough
I just wanna tell you that I had enough
It might sound crazy but it ain't no lie
Bye, bye, bye

 

[oatmilk]

 

[jello]

I've been on a Nirvana spin recently



Don't remember what got me into it

 

[not-2-b-the-answer]

Dorothy-Mud







Gotta get kicked down and get your hands in it
Gotta pull the thorns out and love the pain in it
From the middle to the bottom, straight up to the top
You ain't living life till you're feeling the drop

Now if your crown ain't bent and your halo ain't crooked yet
You might as well be six feet in dirt, yeah
Some call it danger, some call it trouble
I call it digging deep without a shovel

To get dirty, you gotta get a little mud on ya
Dirty, you gotta get a little blood on ya
It's the bruises and the cuts, the way you kick the dust
You can't get dirty till you get a little
Mud on ya
A little blood on ya

Gotta keep your head high till you're in a ditch
Gotta reach for the heavens, say, "The hell with it"
Like a diamond in the rough, it's the way you shine it up
You ain't living life till you're down in the mud

Now if your crown ain't bent and your halo ain't crooked yet
You might as well be six feet in dirt, yeah
Some call it danger, some call it trouble
I call it digging deep without a shovel

To get dirty, you gotta get a little mud on ya
Dirty, you gotta get a little blood on ya
It's the bruises and the cuts, the way you kick the dust
You can't get dirty till you get a little
Mud on ya
A little blood on ya

If your crown ain't bent and your halo ain't crooked yet
You might as well be six feet in dirt, yeah
Some call it danger, some call it trouble
I call it digging deep without a shovel
To get dirty
To get dirty

To get dirty, you gotta get a little mud on ya
Dirty, you gotta get a little blood on ya
It's the bruises and the cuts, the way you kick the dust
The way you kick the dust
You can't get dirty till you get a little
Mud on ya
A little blood on ya

It's the bruises and the cuts, the way you kick the dust
Kick the dust
You can't get dirty till you get a little
Mud on ya

 

[not-2-b-the-answer]

Pop Evil-What Remains




I'm the face of all the shit that I've lost
I'm the crook that paid the ultimate cost
Trying to handle all these thoughts in my head
I'm the face of all the shit that I've lost

Backstabbing snakes shedding their skin
Spitting venom being poisoned within
I'm the boogeyman under the bed
Your worst nightmare, walking undead

I never meant to hurt you
Violence, my only virtue
I lived in silence
Now darkness, it consumes me
I lie awake I can't sleep
Weighed down from all these chains
I can't escape the pain
My world's gone up in flames
I am what remains

These new beginnings yeah we threw em away
Hey, hey
Your stories ending had me take all the blame
Hey, you
Go try and judge me but you'll just have to wait
No such thing as freedom, going from anger to hate

I never meant to hurt you
Violence, my only virtue
I lived in silence
Now darkness, it consumes me
I lie awake I can't sleep
Weighed down from all these chains
I can't escape the pain
My world's gone up in flames

I am what, I am what, I am what remains
I am what, I am what, I am what remains

I lie awake I can't sleep
Weighed down from all these chains
I can't escape the pain
My world's gone up in flames

I'm the face of all the shit that I've lost
I'm the crook that paid the ultimate cost

I never meant to hurt you
Violence, my only virtue
I lived in silence
Now darkness, it consumes me
I lie awake I can't sleep
Weighed down from all these chains
I can't escape the pain
My world's gone up in flames

I am what, I am what, I am what remains
I am what, I am what, I am what remains

I lie awake I can't sleep
Weighed down from all these chains
I can't escape the pain
My world's gone up in flames

I am what remains

 

[Jeav]

 

[Rocinante]

Impeccable soundtrack