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Linkin Park-Crawling :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:








Crawling in my skin
These wounds, they will not heal
Fear is how I fall
Confusing what is real

There's something inside me that pulls beneath the surface
Consuming, confusing
This lack of self-control, I fear, is never-ending
Controlling, I can't seem

To find myself again, my walls are closing in
Without a sense of confidence
I'm convinced that there's just too much pressure to take
I've felt this way before, so insecure

Crawling in my skin
These wounds, they will not heal
Fear is how I fall
Confusing what is real

Discomfort endlessly has pulled itself upon me
Distracting (distracting), reacting
Against my will, I stand beside my own reflection (my own reflection)
It's haunting (it's haunting) how I can't seem

To find myself again, my walls are closing in
Without a sense of confidence
I'm convinced that there's just too much pressure to take
I've felt this way before, so insecure

Crawling in my skin
These wounds, they will not heal
Fear is how I fall
Confusing what is real

Crawling in my skin
These wounds, they will not heal
Fear is how I fall
Confusing, confusing what is real

(There's something inside me that pulls beneath the surface)
(Consuming) confusing what is real
(This lack of self-control, I fear, is never-ending)
(Controlling) confusing what is real
 
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Dark Synthwave 2024 Playlist on Spotify
 
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Bring Me The Horizon-Top 10 Statues That Cried Blood :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:








I guess that some of us
Are just born with tragedy
In our blood
It's just basic chemistry

OR maybe all these open wounds
Is how the light gets into you
Cos I'm starting to realise

No one's gonna come and
Rescue me
I'm drowning in my sleep
The scars have got too deep
And no amount of love could
Set you free
The fight's inside
I'll take myself to hell and back
Tonight we go to war

Someone put a gun
Straight to our hearts
And paint the walls with our love
There's a world of hurt in us

And maybe once we spill our guts
We can stitch ourselves back up
Yeah I'm starting to realise

No one's gonna come and
Rescue me
I'm drowning in my sleep
The scars have got too deep
And no amount of love could
Set you free
The fight's inside
I'll take myself to hell and back
Tonight we go to war

Cos I know
That you're low
But once you hit the bottom
At least there's nowhere to go but up
Yeah I know
That you're low
But once you hit the bottom
AT least there's nowhere to go but up

Yeah
The hardest thing you'll ever know
Is there's no love like your own
No, there's no love like your own

Cos no one's gonna come and
Rescue me
I'm drowning in my sleep
The scars have got too deep
And no amount of love could
Set you free
The fight's inside
I'll take myself to hell and back

No one's gonna come and
Rescue me
I'm drowning in my sleep
The scars have got too deep
And no amount of love could
Set you free
The fight's inside
I'll take myself to hell and back
Tonight we go to war
 
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The voices in my head
 
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Toad The Wet Sprocket-All I Want :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:








Nothing's so loud
As hearing when we lie
The truth is not kind
And you've said, neither am I

And the air outside's so soft
Is saying everything
Everything

All I want is to feel this way
To be this close, to feel the same
All I want is to feel this way
The evening speaks, I feel it say

Nothing's so cold
As closing the heart when all we need
Is to free the soul
But we wouldn't be that brave, I know

And the air outside's so soft
Confessing everything
Everything

All I want is to feel this way
To be this close, to feel the same
All I want is to feel this way
The evening speaks, I feel it say

And it won't matter now
Whatever happens will be
Though the air speaks of all we'll never be
It won't trouble me

All I want is to feel this way
To be this close, to feel the same
All I want is to feel this way
The evening speaks, I feel it say

(All I want is to feel this way) it feels so close
(To be this close, to feel the same) let it take me in
(All I want is to feel this way) let it hold me, so
(The evening speaks, I feel it say) I can feel it say
 
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...I prefer 12 hour ambient soundscapes that fill the silence or cover the mean nastiness in the other rooms on this floor.
 
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Falling In Reverse ft Jelly Roll-All My Life :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:









Yeah, I've been high and low
I've been sober, I've been faded
Searching for my love in all the wrong places
Word up on the streets is I got a bad reputation
Yeah, I may have drew blood, but that was true love

Get a stroke of bad luck everywhere I look
Every time I go right, everything goes wrong
And I self-destruct when I'm close to love
So someone save my soul, because

All my life I've fucked up and I can't deny
I'm doing my best to get it together-gether-gether (Woohoo)
If I told you once, I told you a million times
I just can't live like this forever-ever-ever (Woohoo)
Jelly Roll

Yeah, I've been up and down
I've been through hell and back
I've had my share of drama
Baby, please cut me some slack
I know you wanna get through to me
But I am my worst enemy, yeah
I may have drew blood, but that was true love

Get a stroke of bad luck everywhere I look
Every time I go right, everything goes wrong
And I self-destruct when I'm close to love
Better buckle down, giddy-up, here we go, because

All my life I've fucked up and I can't deny
I'm doing my best to get it together-gether-gether (Woohoo)
If I told you once, I told you a million times
I just can't live like this forever-ever-ever (Woohoo)

Forever-ever-ever (Woohoo)

Go
Giddy-up
Yee-haw

All my life I've fucked up and I can't deny
I'm doing my best to get it together-together-together (Woohoo)
If I told you once, I told you a million times
I just can't live like this forever-ever-ever (Woohoo)
I can't live like this forever

All my life I've fucked up and I can't deny
I'm doing my best to get it together-gether-gether (Woohoo)
I just can't live like this forever
I told you once, I told you a million times
I just can't live like this forever-ever-ever (Woohoo)
 
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Since it's pride month, I thought I would post a song for the LGBTQ community. Did I miss any letters? 😉😁

Heather Small-Proud :heart:











I look into the window of my mindI I
Reflections of the fears I know I've left behind

I step out of the ordinary
I can feel my soul ascending
I'm on my way, can't stop me now
And you can do the same, yeah

What have you done today to make you feel proud?
It's never too late to try
What have you done today to make you feel proud?
Hmm-mm
You could be so many people
If you make that break for freedom
What have you done today to make you feel prouder?

Still so many answers I don't know
(There are so many answers)
Realize that to question is how we'll grow
(To question is to grow)

So I step out of the ordinary
I can feel my soul ascending
I'm on my way, can't stop me now
You can do the same, yeah

What have you done today to make you feel proud?
It's never too late to try
What have you done today to make you feel proud?
Hmm-mm, hmm
You could be so many people
If you make that break for freedom
What have you done today to make you feel proud?

Yeah
We need a change, yeah
Do it today, yeah
I can feel my spirit rising
Change, yeah, we need a change, yeah
So do it today, yeah
'Cause I can see a clear horizon

What have you done today to make you feel proud?
To make you feel proud, yeah
Let me hear ya, let me hear ya, let me hear ya
So what have you done today to make you feel proud?
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
'Cause you could be so many people
If you make that break for freedom
So what have you done today to make you feel proud?

What have you done today to make you feel proud?
Yeah, let me hear ya
What have you done today? What have you done today?
What have you done today to make you feel proud?
Oh yeah, yeah
You could be so many people
Just make that break for freedom
So what have you done today to make you feel proud?
 
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Grave with a view...
Jan 22, 2023
340
The Atlantic was born today,
and I'll tell you how.
The clouds above opened up
and let it out.

I was standing on the surface of a perforated sphere
when the water filled every hole,
and thousands upon thousands made an ocean,
making islands where no islands should go.

Oh, no...


 
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Mar 23, 2018
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Slipknot-Snuff :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:








Bury all your secrets in my skin
Come away with innocence, and leave me with my sins
The air around me still feels like a cage
And love is just a camouflage for what resembles rage again

So, if you love me, let me go
And run away before I know
My heart is just too dark to care
I can't destroy what isn't there
Deliver me into my fate
If I'm alone I cannot hate
I don't deserve to have you
Ooh, my smile was taken long ago
If I can change I hope I never know

I still press your letters to my lips
And cherish them in parts of me that savor every kiss
I couldn't face a life without your light (without your light)
But all of that was ripped apart when you refused to fight

So, save your breath, I will not hear
I think I made it very clear
You couldn't hate enough to love
Is that supposed to be enough?
I only wish you weren't my friend
Then I could hurt you in the end
I never claimed to be a saint
Ooh, my own was banished long ago
It took the death of hope to let you go

Oh, oh

So, break yourself against my stones
And spit your pity in my soul
You never needed any help
You sold me out to save yourself
And I won't listen to your shame
You ran away, you're all the same
Angels lie to keep control
Ooh, my love was punished long ago
If you still care, don't ever let me know
If you still care, don't ever let me know
 
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Mar 23, 2018
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Gisele/Bob Sinclar-Heart Of Glass 😲😬😉😁









Once I had a love and it was a gas
Soon turned out had a heart of glass
Seemed like the real thing, only to find
Mucho mistrust, love's gone behind

Once I had a love and it was divine
Soon found out I was losing my mind
Seemed like the real thing but I was so blind
Mucho mistrust, love's gone behind

In between what I find is pleasing and I'm feeling fine
Love is so confusing
There's no peace of mind
If I fear I'm losing you it's just no good
You teasing like you do

Once I had a love and it was a gas
Soon turned out had a heart of glass
Seemed like the real thing, only to find
Mucho mistrust, love's gone behind

Lost inside, adorable illusion
And I cannot hide
I'm the one you're using
Please don't push me aside
We coulda made it cruising, yeah

Yeah, riding high on love's true bluish light
Ooh, ooh, whoa, oh
Ooh, ooh, whoa, oh
Ooh, ooh, whoa, oh
Ooh, ooh, whoa, oh

Once I had a love and it was a gas
Soon turned out had a heart of glass
Seemed like the real thing, only to find
Mucho mistrust, love's gone behind

In between what I find is pleasing and I'm feeling fine
Love is so confusing
There's no peace of mind
If I fear I'm losing you it's just no good
You teasing like you do
 
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Mar 23, 2018
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Dead Kennedys-Take This Job And Shove It 😡😡😡😡😡😡😡😡😡😡😡😡
(It was a bad day today) !!!! 😡😡😡😡😡😡😡😡😡😡









Take this job and shove it
I ain't working here no more
My woman left and took all the reasons I was working for

You better not try to stand in my way as I'm walking out the door
Take this job and shove it
I ain't working here no more

Take this job and shove it
I ain't working here no more
My woman left and took all the reasons I was working for

You better not try to stand in my way as I'm walking out the door
Take this job and shove it
I ain't working here no more

I've been working in this factory from now on fifteen years
All this time I've seen my woman drowning in her tears
I've seen a lot of good people die who had a lot of bills to pay
I'd give the shirt right off my back if I had the nerve to say

Take this job and shove it
I ain't working here no more
My woman left and took all the reasons I was working for

You better not try to stand in my way as I'm walking out the door
Take this job and shove it
I ain't working here no more

Well that foreman, he's a regular dog, the line boss, he's a fool
Got brand new skinhead hair cuts, thinks that he's so cool
One of these days I'll blow my top or somebody's gonna pay
I'd hate to see their faces when I get up the nerve to say

Take this job and shove it
I ain't working here no more
My woman left and took all the reasons I was working for

You better not try to stand in my way as I'm walking out the door
Take this job and shove it
I ain't working here no more

Take this job and shove it
I ain't working here, ain't working here
Ain't working here no more
 
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Survivor-Can't Let You Go 💙💔💙💔💙💔💙








Two eyes that haunt me
When I turn out the light
Two lips that taunt me
From the darkness each night
I try and hide my heart
To keep my distance in the dark
What makes me fall apart
And call out your name
Just when I'm certain
That you're out of my mind
This feeling grips me
So hard to define
This yearning inside
Just can't deny it
My heart's been branded
I can't let you go
Don't understand it
Just can't tell you no
Don't leave me stranded
'Cause I just can't let you go
It's such a fine line
I walk on the wire
Your heart's a magnet
Pulling me to the fire
Girls like you are hard to shake
It might be my mistake
But I need you tonight
You must have something
To have held me so long
I'm accustomed
To a feeling so strong
Don't tell me it's wrong
Just can't deny it
My heart's been branded
I can't let you go
Don't understand it
Just can't tell you no
Don't leave me stranded
'Cause I just can't let you go
 
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Kid Cudi-Day And Nite (Original and Crookers Mixes) :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:








Uh, uh
Uh, uh
Uh, uh

Day 'N' Nite
(What, what?)
I toss and turn, I keep stressin' my mind, mind
(What, what?)
I look for peace, but see, I don't attain
(What, what?)
What I need for keeps, this silly game we play, play

Now look at this
(What, what?)
Madness to magnet keeps attracting me, me
(What, what?)
I try to run, but see, I'm not that fast
(What, what?)
I think I'm first but surely finish last, last

'Cause day 'n' nite
The lonely stoner seems to free his mind at nite
He's all alone through the day 'n' nite
The lonely loner seems to free his mind at nite
(A-a-at nite)
Day 'n' nite
The lonely stoner seems to free his mind at nite
He's all alone, some things will never change
The lonely loner seems to free his mind at nite
(A-a-at nite)

Hold the phone
(What, what?)
The lonely stoner, Mr. Solo Do Low
(What, what?)
He's on the move, can't seem to shake the shade
(What, what?)
Within his dreams he sees the life he made, made

The pain is deep
(What, what?)
A silent sleeper you won't hear a peep, peep
(What, what?)
The girl he wants don't seem to want him too
(What, what?)
It seems the feelings that she had are through, through

'Cause day 'n' nite
The lonely stoner seems to free his mind at nite
He's all alone through the day 'n' nite
The lonely loner seems to free his mind at nite
(A-a-at nite)
Day 'n' nite
The lonely stoner seems to free his mind at nite
He's all alone, some things will never change
The lonely loner seems to free his mind at nite
(A-a-at nite)

Slow mo
(What, what?)
When the tempo slows up and creates that new, new
(What, what?)
He seems alive though he is feelin' blue
(What, what?)
The sun is shinin', man he's super cool, cool

The lonely nites
(What, what?)
They fade away, he slips into his white Nikes
(What, what?)
He smokes a clip and then he's on the way
(What, what?)
To free his mind in search of, to free his mind in search of
To free his mind in search of

Day 'n' nite
The lonely stoner seems to free his mind at nite
He's all alone through the day 'n' nite
The lonely loner seems to free his mind at nite
(A-a-at nite)
Day 'n' nite
The lonely stoner seems to free his mind at nite
He's all alone, some things will never change
The lonely loner seems to free his mind at nite
(A-a-at nite)
(A-a-at nite)

Na na na na na na Kid Cudi
Cleveland status, grind all day
Cleveland status, grind all night
Cleveland status, grind all day
Cleveland status, grind all night
 
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Seth Binzer (Shifty) from Crazy Town passed. 😥🤗😥🤗😥

Crazy Town-Butterfly :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:











Come my lady
Come, come my lady
You're my butterfly, sugar baby
Come my lady
Come, come my lady
You're my butterfly, sugar baby

Such a sexy, sexy pretty little thing
Fierce nipple pierce, you got me sprung with your tongue ring
And I ain't gonna lie 'cause your loving gets me high
So to keep you by my side, there's nothing that I won't try

Butterflies in her eyes, and the looks to kill
Time is passing, I'm asking could this be real
'Cause I can't sleep, I can't hold still
The only thing I really know is she got sex appeal

I can feel too much is never enough
You're always there to lift me up
When these times get rough
I was lost, now I'm found
Ever since you've been around
You're the women that I want
So yo, I'm putting it down

Come my lady
Come, come my lady
You're my butterfly, sugar baby
Come my lady you're my pretty baby
I'll make your legs shake
You make me go crazy

Come my lady
Come, come my lady
You're my butterfly, sugar baby
Come my lady you're my pretty baby
I'll make your legs shake
You make me go crazy (crazy, crazy)

I don't deserve you
Unless it's some kind of hidden message
To show me life is precious
Then I guess it's true
But to tell the truth, I really never knew 'til I met you
See I was lost and confused
Twisted and used up
Knew a better life existed, but thought that I missed it

My lifestyle's wild
I was living like a wild child
Trapped on a short leash paroled the police files
So yo, what's happening now?
I see the sun breaking down into dark clouds
And a vision of you standing out in a crowd, so

Come my lady
Come, come my lady
You're my butterfly, sugar baby
Come my lady you're my pretty baby
I'll make your legs shake
You make me go crazy

Come my lady
Come, come my lady
You're my butterfly, sugar baby
Come my lady you're my pretty baby
I'll make your legs shake
You make me go crazy

Hey, sugar momma, come and dance with me
The smartest thing you ever did was take a chance with me
Whatever tickles your fancy
Girl, it's me, and you like Sid and Nancy
So sexy, almost evil talkin' about butterflies in my head

I used to think that happy endings were only in the books I read
But you made me feel alive when I was almost dead
You filled that empty space with the love I used to chase
And as far as I can see, it don't get better than this
So butterfly, here is a song, and it's sealed with a kiss
And a thank you, miss

Come and dance with me
Come and dance with me
Come and dance with me
So come and dance with me
Uh-huh, uh-huh

Come my lady
Come, come my lady
You're my butterfly, sugar baby
Come my lady, you're my pretty baby
I'll make your legs shake
You make me go crazy

Come my lady
Come, come my lady
You're my butterfly, sugar baby
Come my lady, you're my pretty baby
I'll make your legs shake
You make me go crazy

Come my lady
Come, come my lady
You're my butterfly, sugar baby
Come my lady, you're my pretty baby
I'll make your legs shake
You make me go crazy

Come my lady
Come, come my lady
You're my butterfly, sugar baby
Come my lady, you're my pretty baby
I'll make your legs shake
You make me go crazy

Come and dance with me
Come and dance with me
Come and dance with me
Come and dance with me
Uh-huh, uh-huh

Come and dance with me
Come and dance with me
Come and dance with me
Come and dance with me
Come and dance with me
Come and dance with me
Come and dance with me
Yeah, come and dance with me
Written by: Mariah Carey, Walter Afanasieff

(Not written by Mariah Carey !!!!) 😱😉😁
 
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