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Mar 23, 2018
7,820
Bring Me The Horizon-Kool-Aid :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:








We are the children of the devolution
The infamous martyrs, the scars on the sun
Asphyxiating with a smile on your face
While they pull your teeth out one by one

Is this what you wanted?
No
Do you want some more?
Yes
D-generation
Who's keeping score?

'Cause you got a taste now
Drank the Kool-Aid by the jug
So suffer your fate, ow
Come here and give me a hug
Nobody loves you like I love you
Oh, my dear
But you should've known
That this was gonna end in tears

Such a sucker for an execution
The void is a vampire
Fat on our blood
Domesticated like a cat in a cage
While they try their hand at playing god

Is this what you wanted?
No
Do you want some more?
Yes
D-generation
Afraid there's no cure

'Cause you got a taste now
Drank the Kool-Aid by the jug
So suffer your fate, ow
Come here and give me a hug
Nobody loves you like I love you
Oh, my dear
But you should've known
That this was gonna end in tears

I got my hands around your throat
I love the way you choke
'Cause I am yours and you are mine
I'll never let you go
My hands around your throat
I love the way you choke
'Cause I am yours and you are mine
I'll never let you go
(Hey! Hey! Hey! Hey! Hey! Hey!)
I'll never let you go
(Hey! Hey! Hey! Hey! Hey! Hey!)
Get the fuck up
Yeah!

'Cause you got a taste now
Drank the Kool-Aid by the jug
So suffer your fate, ow
Come here and give me a hug
Nobody loves you like I love you
Oh, my dear
But you should've known
You should've known
But you should've known
That this was gonna end in tears

You should've known!

What if it's like:
"La, la-la-la, la-la-la
La-la-la, la-la-la, la-la-la
Oh, I forgot something
La-la-la, la-la-la, la-la-la, la, yeah
La-la-la, that this was gonna end in tears"
Some shit like that
 
not-2-b-the-answer

not-2-b-the-answer

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Mar 23, 2018
7,820
Jay Sean-Down :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:








Baby, are you down, down, down, down, down?
Down, down
Even if the sky is falling down?
Down, down

You oughta know

Tonight is the night to let it go
Put on a show
I wanna see how you lose control

So leave it behind
'Cause we have a night to get away

So come on and fly with me
As we make our great escape

So baby, don't worry
You are my only
You won't be lonely
Even if the sky is falling down
You'll be my only
No need to worry

Baby, are you down, down, down, down, down?
Down, down
Baby, are you down, down, down, down, down?
Down, down
Even if the sky is falling down?

Just let it be
Come on and bring your body next to me
I'll take you away
Turn this place into our private getaway

So leave it behind
'Cause we have a night to get away

So come on and fly with me
As we make our great escape
So why don't we run away?

Baby, don't worry
You are my only
You won't be lonely
Even if the sky is falling down
You'll be my only
No need to worry

Baby, are you down, down, down, down, down?
Down, down
Baby, are you down, down, down, down, down?
Down, down
Even if the sky is fallin' down?

Down like she 'posed to be
She gets down low for me
Down like her temperature
'Cause to me she zero degrees

She cold, over freeze
I got that girl from overseas
Now she's my Miss America
Now can I be her soldier, please?

I'm fightin' for this girl
On the battlefield of love
Don't it look like baby cupid
Sent her arrows from above?
Don't you ever leave the side of me
Indefinitely, not probably
And honestly, I'm down like the economy

Baby, don't worry
You are my only
You won't be lonely
Even if the sky is fallin' down
You'll be my only
No need to worry

Baby, are you down, down, down, down, down? (And the sky is falling down)
Down, down
Baby, are you down, down, down, down, down? (Are you down? Are you down?)
Down, down
(And the sky is falling down) Even if the sky is falling down?
And the sky is falling down
 
not-2-b-the-answer

not-2-b-the-answer

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Mar 23, 2018
7,820
Wristmeetrazor-Trepanation :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:





Sewn shut hematic eyes
The flesh is ripe and I dilate

Perceiving the malice
Leads me to abdicate
God, only dirt runs in these veins
All I can feel is the hate

Dress me up in tourniquets
Shred the bones and scabs and teeth
Bored out skull feels so alive
Alive
I am alive
I am dead

And buried in Hell
Prosthetic eyes don't remind me
The affliction is all too real
The scabs and the bones and the blood can't define me

Make them bleed
One by one

Kill your master
Dilate
The madness is growing
Plastic bloodline is showing
Siren song for mutilation
Cut, cut, cut
No recognition to

Dress me up in tourniquets
Shred the bones and scabs and teeth
Bored out skull feels so alive
Dress me up in tourniquets
Shred the bones and scabs and teeth
Bored out skull feels so alive

Pull the skin tight to its cage
Draining blood through vacant eyes
Bored out skull feels so alive
I'm alive



 
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Mar 23, 2018
7,820
Theory Of A Deadman-Hate My Life :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:








So sick of the hobos
Always begging for change
I don't like how I gotta work
And they just sit around and get paid
I hate all of the people
Who can't drive their cars
Bitch, you better get out of the way
Before I start falling apart
I hate how my wife
Is always up my ass
She always wants to buy brand new things
But I don't have the cash

I hate my job, all of my rich friends
I hate everyone to the bitter end
Nothing turns out right, there's no end in sight
I hate my life

How come I never get laid
Nice guys always lose
How could she have another headache
There's always some kind of excuse
I still hate my job
My boss is a dick
I don't get paid nearly enough
To put up with all of your shit

I hate my job, all of my rich friends
I hate everyone to the bitter end
Nothing turns out right, there's no end in sight
I hate my life

I hate that I can't tell
When a girl's underage
You know, I tell her she's a nice piece of ass
Then her daddy punches me in the face
So if you're pissed like me
Bitches, here's what you gotta do
Put your middle fingers up in the air
Go on and say "Fuck you"

I hate my job, all of my rich friends
I hate everyone to the bitter end
Nothing turns out right, there's no end in sight
I hate my life
So much at stake, can't catch a break
I hate my life
No, it's nothing new, hearing "it sucks to be you"
I fucking hate my life
 
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Mar 23, 2018
7,820
Offspring-Self Esteem :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:








I wrote her off for the tenth time today
And practiced all the things I would say
But she came over I lost my nerve
I took her back and made her dessert

Now I know I'm being used
That's okay man 'cause I like the abuse
Now I know she's playing with me
That's okay 'cause I've got no self-esteem
Oh yeah, yeah oh yeah, yeah

Oh yeah, yeah oh yeah, yeah

We make plans to go out at night
I wait 'til 2 then I turn out the light
This rejection's got me so low
If she keeps it up I just might tell her so
Oh yeah, yeah oh yeah, yeah
Oh yeah, yeah oh yeah, yeah

When she's saying, oh that she wants only me
Then I wonder why she sleeps with my friends
When she's saying, oh that I'm like a disease
Then I wonder how much more I can spend
Well I guess I should stick up for myself
But I really think it's better this way
The more you suffer
The more it shows you really care, right? Yeah

Now I'll relay this little bit
Happens more than I'd like to admit
Late at night, she knocks on my door
Drunk again and looking to score
Now I know I should say no but
It's kind of hard when she's ready to go
I may be dumb but I'm not a dweeb
I'm just a sucker with no self-esteem
Oh yeah, yeah oh yeah, yeah
Oh yeah, yeah oh yeah, yeah

When she's saying, oh that she want's only me
Then I wonder why she sleeps with my friends
When she's saying, oh that I'm like a disease
Then I wonder how much more I can spend
Well I guess I should stick up for myself
But I really think it's better this way
The more you suffer
The more it shows you really care
Right?
Yeah yeah yeah
 
not-2-b-the-answer

not-2-b-the-answer

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Mar 23, 2018
7,820
Tammy Wynette-Stand By Your Man :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart: (Dave Aude Remix)
(Tammy Stand By Your Jam) 😉😁😉😁











Sometimes it's hard to be a woman
Giving all your love to just one man
You'll have bad times, and he'll have good times
Doin' things that you don't understand

But if you love him, you'll forgive him
Even though he's hard to understand
And if you love him, oh, be proud of him
'Cause after all, he's just a man

Stand by your man
Give him two arms to cling to
And something warm to come to
When nights are cold and lonely

Stand by your man
And show the world you love him
Keep giving all the love you can
Stand by your man

Stand by your man
And show the world you love him
Keep giving all the love you can
Stand by your man

Your man
 
not-2-b-the-answer

not-2-b-the-answer

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Mar 23, 2018
7,820
Five Finger Death Punch-Wash It All Away :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:








I've given up
On society
Up on my family
Up on your social disease

I've given up
On the industry
Up on democracy
Done with all your hypocrisy

All of the chaos
And all of the lies
I hate it

I'm wasting here
Can anyone
Wash it all away?
I'm waiting here
For anyone
To wash it all away
Wash it all away!

I've given up
On the media
Feeds my hysteria
Sick of living down on my knees

I've given up
On morality
Feeds my brutality
Fuck what you think about me

All of the chaos
And all of the lies
I hate it

I'm wasting here
Can anyone
Wash it all away?
I'm waiting here
For anyone
To wash it all away
Wash it all away!

I won't change for you
And I can't take the pain
There's nothing you can do
And there's nothing you can say

I've given up
On everything
Up on everything
Up on everything!

I'm wasting here
Can anyone
Wash it all away?
I'm waiting here
For anyone
To wash it all away
Wash it all away!

I'm wasting here
With everyone
Just wash it all away
I'm waiting here
For anyone
To wash it all away
Wash it all away!

Wash it all away!
 
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Mar 23, 2018
7,820
Steve Miller Band-Abracadabra :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:









I heat up, I can't cool down
You got me spinnin' 'round and 'round
'Round and 'round and 'round it goes
Where it stops, nobody knows

Every time you call my name
I heat up like a burnin' flame
Burnin' flame full of desire
Kiss me baby, let the fire get higher

Abra-abracadabra
I wanna reach out and grab ya
Abra-abracadabra
Abracadabra

You make me hot, you make me sigh
You make me laugh, you make me cry
Keep me burnin' for your love
With the touch of a velvet glove

Abra-abracadabra
I wanna reach out and grab ya
Abra-abracadabra
Abracadabra

I feel the magic in your caress
I feel magic when I touch your dress
Silk and satin, leather and lace
Black panties with an angel's face

I see magic in your eyes
I hear the magic in your sighs
Just when I think I'm gonna get away
I hear those words that you always say

Abra-abracadabra
I wanna reach out and grab ya
Abra-abracadabra
Abracadabra

Every time you call my name
I heat up like a burnin' flame
Burnin' flame full of desire
Kiss me baby, let the fire get higher...
Yeah, yeah...

I heat up, I can't cool down
My situation goes ('round and 'round)
I heat up, I can't cool down
My situation goes ('round and 'round)
I heat up, I can't cool down
My situation goes ('round and 'round)

I heat up, I heat up
I can't cool down
My situation goes 'round and 'round and 'round
I heat up, I heat up
I can't cool down
My situation goes 'round and 'round and 'round
I heat up, I heat up
I can't cool down
 
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worthless_nightmare

Member
Mar 7, 2024
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Archive Lights



It hurts to feel
It hurts to hear
It hurts to face it
It hurts to hide
It hurts to touch
It hurts to wake up
It hurts to remember
It hurts to hold on
Turn my head
The hurt's relentless
The hurt of emptiness
The hurt of wanting
The hurt of going on
The hurt of missing
The hurt is killing me
Turn my head
Off
Forever
Turn it off
Forever
Off forever
Turn it off forever

It's 18 and a half minute song about pain
 
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Mar 23, 2018
7,820
Garth Brooks-Friends ln Low Places :heart:🥾:heart:🥾:heart:








Blame it all on my roots
I showed up in boots
And ruined your black-tie affair
The last one to know
The last one to show
I was the last one you thought you'd see there

And I saw the surprise
And the fear in his eyes
When I took his glass of champagne
And I toasted you
Said, "Honey, we may be through,
But you'll never hear me complain."

'Cause I've got friends in low places
Where the whiskey drowns
And the beer chases
My blues away
And I'll be okay
I'm not big on social graces
Think I'll slip on down to the oasis
Oh, I've got friends in low places

Well, I guess I was wrong
I just don't belong
But then I've been there before
Everything's all right
I'll just say goodnight
And I'll show myself to the door

Hey, I didn't mean
To cause a big scene
Just give me an hour and then
Well, I'll be as high
As that ivory tower
That you're livin' in

'Cause I've got friends in low places
Where the whiskey drowns
And the beer chases
My blues away
And I'll be okay
I'm not big on social graces
Think I'll slip on down to the oasis
Oh, I've got friends in low places

I've got friends in low places
Where the whiskey drowns
And the beer chases
My blues away
And I'll be okay
I'm not big on social graces
Think I'll slip on down to the oasis
Oh, I've got friends in low places

I've got friends in low places
Where the whiskey drowns
And the beer chases
My blues away
And I'll be okay
I'm not big on social graces
Think I'll slip on down to the oasis
Oh, I've got friends in low places

I've got friends in low places
Where the whiskey drowns
And the beer chases
My blues away
And I'll be okay

 
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Mar 23, 2018
7,820
From Ashes To New-Barely Breathing :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:








Now you're leaving, I'm the one who's bleeding
Cut out a piece of me, and now I'm barely breathing

It was all a game to you, and I'm the one that played the fool
I let you feed me to your demons
And nothing that I say or do will ever be enough for you
So, fuck my feelings, I don't need them

(Yeah) you were my heroin, you used to get me high
But all you cared about was selling me a lie
You used to lift me up, you always used to pick me up
But now you wanna give me up and bury me alive

Now you're leaving, I'm the one who's bleeding
Cut out a piece of me, and now I'm barely breathing
Give me a reason, you're silent when I'm screaming
You took a piece of me, and now I'm barely breathing

(I'm barely breathing)
(I'm barely breathing)

I wish I would've known the truth, 'cause I'd have run away from you
You sold a lie, and I believed it
And everything you put me through is gonna come back to you
And if it kills you, then we're even

(Yo, yo) you were my world, but my head was in the stars
But then you burned me out and left me in the dark
You used to lift me up, you always used to pick me up
But now you wanna give me up, it's tearing me apart

Now you're leaving, I'm the one who's bleeding
Cut out a piece of me, and now I'm barely breathing
Give me a reason, you're silent when I'm screaming
You took a piece of me, and now I'm barely breathing

Take me back to what we had
Just take me back, 'cause I'm barely breathing
Take me back to what we had
Just take me back (to what we had)

Now you're leaving, I'm the one who's bleeding
Cut out a piece of me, and now I'm barely breathing
Give me a reason, you're silent when I'm screaming
You took a piece of me, and now I'm barely breathing

(You were my heroin, you used to get me high) I'm barely breathing
(But all you cared about was selling me a lie)
(You used to lift me up, you always used to pick me up) I'm barely breathing
(But now you wanna give me up and bury me alive)
So take me back to what we had
Just take me back, I'm barely breathing
 
not-2-b-the-answer

not-2-b-the-answer

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Mar 23, 2018
7,820
N*SYNC-Just Got Paid :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:









Thank God it's Friday night
And I just (just, just, just, just)
Got paid
Get money, money, money, money (oh)
Money, money, money, money
Money, money, money, money (ooh yeah)
Get money, money, money, money
Money, money, money, money (oh-oh-oh)
Get money, money, money, money
Get money, money, money, money
Let's get this party started (oh)
Uh-huh (yeah, oh-oh-oh)

Just got paid (just got paid), Friday night
Party hoppin' (uh, come on), feelin' right
Booties shakin' (booties shakin') all around (all around)
Pump that jam (listen) while I'm gettin' down

Check the mirror, lookin' fly
Round up the posse, jump in my ride
Radio rockin', hottest jams
Feel the rhythm, pump up the sound

Feelin' so good, don't you know?
I'm just groovin' to the beat
Groovin', yeah, groovin'
Oh-oh-oh, oh-oh

Just got paid (just got paid), Friday night (Friday night)
Party hoppin' (oh-oh), feelin' right (feelin' alright)
Booties shakin' (booties shakin') all around (uh-oh)
Pump that jam while I'm gettin' down (ya)

People say my solo is impossible
But when I get up on the mic, yo, I'm unstoppable
And it's probable when ya hear our voices laid down
You'll be boppin' your head to this real tight sound
Now I know ya thought that ya had me played (played)
The check is in the mail, I got made (made)
And if you'll notice my smile is like Kool-Aid
'Cause I just (just) got (got) paid (paid), uh

On the floor, rockin' to the beat (rockin' to the beat)
Always, sure looks sweet
Fine young lady standin' by
Come on baby, sweet eye delight

I love the way that you move
Said you look so sweet when you're movin' to the beat
I'm tired of all these boring parties, baby
Why don't we get on down? Let's get on down

Just got paid (just got paid), Friday night (Friday night)
Party hoppin' (party hoppin'), feelin' right (the feeling's right)
Booties shakin' (that booty's shakin' all around) all around
Pump that jam (can I feel good?) while I'm gettin' down (I'm gettin' down)

Just got paid (just got paid), Friday night (Friday night)
Party hoppin' (come on), feelin' right (tell me where the party is)
Booties shakin' (that booty's shakin') all around (it's all around)
Pump that jam (oh yeah) while I'm gettin' down (ow!)

Say ho (say ho)
Say ho-ho (say ho-ho)
Say ho-ho-ho (say ho)
Oh!

Just got paid (just got paid), Friday night (it's Friday)
Party hoppin' (oh-oh, party hoppin', party hoppin'), feelin' right (just tell me where the party is)
Booties shakin' (ell me where the party is, tell me where the party is) all around (tell me where the party is)
Pump that jam (come on) while I'm gettin' down (I'm gettin' down)

Just got paid (just got paid), Friday night (it's Friday)
Party hoppin' (gonna have me a funky, good time), feelin' right (I'm havin' a good time, baby)
Booties shakin' all around (havin' a good time, havin' a good time, baby)
Pump that jam while I'm gettin' down (hey, oh, I'm gettin' down)

I'm gettin' down (I'm gettin' down, ooh)
I'm gettin' down, down (that's what we do)
I'm gettin' down, down
Yeah, yeah

Eh, I'm broke
 
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Mar 23, 2018
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Kiss-Heavens On Fire :heart:🔥:heart:🔥:heart:








Woo-oo-oo

I look at you and my blood boils hot
I feel my temperature rise
I want it all, give me what you got
It's hunger in your eyes

I'm getting closer, baby hear me breathe

You know the way to give me what I need
Just let me love you and you'll never leave

Feel my heat
Takin' you higher
Burn with me
Heaven's on fire
Paint the sky with desire
Angel fly
Heaven's on fire (woo)

I got a fever ragin' in my heart
You make me shiver and shake
Baby don't stop, take it to the top
Eat it like a piece of cake

You're comin' closer, I can hear you breathe

You drive me crazy when you start to tease
You could bring the devil to his knees

Feel my heat
Takin' you higher
Burn with me
Heaven's on fire
Paint the sky with desire
Angel fly
Heaven's on fire

Oh-oh, heaven's on fire
Oh-oh, heaven's on fire
Oh-oh

I'm getting closer, baby hear me breathe

You know the way to give me what I need
Just let me love you and you'll never leave

Feel my heat
Takin' you higher
Burn with me
Heaven's on fire
Paint the sky with desire
Angel fly
Heaven's on fire
Feel my heat
Takin' you higher
Burn with me
Heaven's on fire

Paint the sky with desire
Angel fly
Heaven's on fire
Feel my heat
Takin' you higher
Burn with me
Heaven's on fire
 
sserafim

sserafim

they say it’s darkest of all before the dawn
Sep 13, 2023
6,602
Von dutch



Speed Drive



I like songs with a lot of autotune lol. I like how mechanical it sounds. I like how you can hear her British accent (I love British accents)
I'm trying to limit my intake of music and other media. I find a lot of times I dissociate through music and entertainment.

That said, when I kind of just say "fuck it" I'll put on Charli XCX 9 times out of 10. Her music is so empowering and fun. "Crash" was definitely my favorite album of 2022 and her single "Speed Drive" for the Barbie Movie is my top-played song this year. I love her so much lmao
Speed Drive so good. It's addictive. I also like Von dutch
 
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all is well
Feb 1, 2023
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One of the best videos I've listen to, ever. ❤️🙏
 
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lita-lassi

let me spell it out for you: go to hell
Sep 25, 2023
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Demian

Member
Mar 25, 2024
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Lana Del Rey:
-> Summertime Sadness
-> West Coast

Silverchair:
-> Suicidal Dream
 
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Mar 23, 2018
7,820
Raydio-You Can't Change That :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:








Hmm

Honey, I'll always love you
I promise to always love you
'Cause I think the whole world of you
And you can't change that, no, no

There's nothing you can do or say
I thought about this for many a day
And my mind's made up to feel this way
And you can't change that

'Cause you're the only one I love
And you can't change that
You're the only one I need
And you can't change that (you're the one I love)

You're the only one I love
And you can't change that
You're the only one I need
And you can't change that

Now you can try if you want to
Woh

You can change your telephone number
And you can change your address too
But you can't stop me from loving you
No, you can't change that, no, no

You can change the color of your hair
And you can change the clothes you wear
But you'll never change the way I care
No, you can't change that

'Cause you're the only one I love
And you can't change that (you're the one I love)
You're the only one I need
And you can't change that

You're the only one I love
And you can't change that
You're the only one I need
And you can't change that (you're the one I love, girl)

Now you can try if you want to
Try me, baby, woh
No, you can't change that (you're the one I love)
You can try, but you can't change that (you're the one)

Now you can change your telephone number
And you can change your address too
But you can't stop me from loving you
No, you can't change that, hmm

'Cause you're the only one I love
And you can't change that (you're the one I love)
You're the only one I need
And you can't change that (I need you, baby)

You're the only one I love
And you can't change that (you may change a dollar bill)
You're the only one I need (but let me tell you one thing)
And you can't change that (you won't change the way I feel)

You're the only one I love
And you can't change that (I say my heart tells me how I feel)
You're the only one I need (it lets me know)
And you can't change that (it lets me know my love is real)
You're the only one I love (no, you can't change that)
And you can't change that, you're the only one I need
And you can't change that (oh, baby)
You're the only one I love (well, I love, I love)
And you can't change that (I need you)
You're the only one I need (I love, I love)
And you can't change that (I need you)
You're the only one I love
 

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