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D!psh!tMcgee

First Zealot in the Cult of John Moses Browning
Nov 28, 2023
27
This Planets on Fire (Burn in Hell) by megadeth and tbh the song ain't wrong
Ghost in the Trenches by Sabaton (it started to play as soon as i posted)
 
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gogoprince

Member
Dec 19, 2021
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I'm trying to limit my intake of music and other media. I find a lot of times I dissociate through music and entertainment.

That said, when I kind of just say "fuck it" I'll put on Charli XCX 9 times out of 10. Her music is so empowering and fun. "Crash" was definitely my favorite album of 2022 and her single "Speed Drive" for the Barbie Movie is my top-played song this year. I love her so much lmao
 
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Taking a break from the website.
Nov 18, 2023
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Mar 23, 2018
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Alluvial-Death Is But A Door ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️



"Death Is But A Door"

Reload
What a shame to carry on
But a way
To heal you when I'm gone
You've always known

I found a bottle, a holy well to wish in
I'll write this down, but only one condition
You'll take the blame, and say I never told you
Sent them to heaven
Or whomever they belonged to
I'll take the loss, no man is an island
I'll find a hole to curl up and die in

Reload
What a shame to carry on
But a way
To heal you when I'm gone
You've always known

They say beware the fury of the patient
I am their angel, a blessed aberration
I'll take the blame
Don't say you didn't want this
Send me to hell, and I don't give a fuck who does it
I'll take the loss, no man is an island
I'll find a hole to curl up and die in

Reload
What a shame to carry on
But a way
To heal you when I'm gone
You've always known

I'll take the loss, no man is an island
I'll find a h ole to curl up and die in
An empty gun on the floor
To show you time is but a window
And death is but a door
 
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Archangel
Mar 23, 2018
8,411
Next-Too Close :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:








I wonder if she could tell, I'm hard right now
Hmm, yeah come on
Dance for me baby, haha yeah
Oh, oh do you feel that? Alright come on
Don't stop now
You done did it, come on, uh, yeah, alright, hold on

Baby when we're grinding
I get so excited
Ooh, how I like it
I try but I can't fight it
Oh, your dancing real close
Plus real real slow
(You know what you're doing, don't you)
You're making it hard for me

All the slow songs you requested
You're dancing like you're naked
Oh, it's almost like we're sexing (oh yeah)
Yeah boo, I like it
No, I can't deny it
But I know you can tell
I'm excited, oh girl

Step back you're dancing kinda close
I feel a little poke coming through
On you

Now girl I know you felt it
Boo you know I can't help it
You know what I want to do

Baby when we're grinding
I get so excited
Ooh, how I like it
I try but I can't fight it
Oh, your dancing real close
Plus real real slow
You're making it hard for me

Baby girl's dancing so close
Ain't a good idea
'Cause I'mma want you now and here
The way that you shake it on me
Makes me want you so bad sexually
Oh girl

Step back you're dancing kinda close
I feel a little poke coming through
On you

Now girl I know you felt it
Boo you know I can't help it
You know what I want to do

Baby when we're grinding
I get so excited
Ooh, how I like it
I try but I can't fight it
Oh, your dancing real close
Plus real real slow
You're making it hard for me

Baby when we're grinding
I get so excited
Ooh, how I like it
I try but I can't fight it
Oh, your dancing real close
Plus real real slow
You're making it hard for me

I love when you shake it like that, ah, ah, ah
I see that you like it like that, oh, oh, oh
I love when you shake it like that, ah, ah, ah
I see that you like it like that, oh, oh, oh

Baby, when we're grinding
I get so excited
Ooh, you know I like it
I try but I can't fight it
Oh, you're dancing real close
Plus real real slow
You're making it hard for me

Baby, when we're grinding
I get so excited
Ooh, you know I like it
I try but I can't fight it
Oh, you're dancing real close
Plus real real slow
You're making it hard for me

Baby, when we're grinding
I get so excited
Ooh, you know I like it
I try but I can't fight it
Oh, you're dancing real close
Plus real real slow
You're making it hard for me
 
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not-2-b-the-answer

Archangel
Mar 23, 2018
8,411
Asinhell-Desert Of Doom :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:





"Desert Of Doom"

Blazing air and poisoning heat
Agony and wild entreat
Bad becoming worse, anguish in the wasteland
Angels, we're on our way
Eternity is just one day
Birds of prey unrest, vultures coming down and they burn

They're burning ruby-red
Desert of doom
Burning is the land
Desert of doom

Travesties and terrors grow
Thousandfold the blood-sweat flows
Delusions they return, and fevers start to burn

They're burning ruby-red
Desert of doom
Burning is the land
Desert of doom
Fire in my eyes
Desert of doom
Extracting all my life
Desert of doom

Crawling mile by mile
Sandblasting, revile, face the hellfire
Arid will be the end
Hell-bound the heaven-sent, nature's a liar

Disregard how much I pray
Numbness is the only way
Confessing all my sins and tempted by Satan
Illusions playing with my mind
All alone, all is behind
All deserted misery, my brain boils and it's going to burn

It's burning ruby-red
Desert of doom
Burning is the land
Desert of doom
Fire in my eyes
Desert of doom
Extracting all my life
Desert of doom
 
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Dangerdonkey333

Crann Bethadh
Nov 19, 2023
60
 
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Mar 23, 2018
8,411
Jason Derulo/Meghan Trainor-Hands On Me :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:








Baby, put your hands on me
Hey, woo
Ooh, yeah
You got that bomb, baby

She was, she was, she was, she was the girl next door, that's my fine ass neighbor (uh-huh)
Told her if she wants some sugar, baby, don't be a stranger (uh-huh)
And she said, "When I need something sweet, I'll be coming over to you" (ooh, ooh, ooh)

Haha, that girl was knocking, knocking, knocking in the middle of the night
Wearing nothing but a robe that she took off inside
And she said, "Boy, I'm getting cold, here's what I need you to do"

Baby, put your hands (hands) on me (on me)
Both hands (hands) on me (on me)
Right now (right now), you're the only (you're the only) one I need
So, baby, put your hands (hands) on me (on me)
Both hands (hands) on me (on me)
When we dance (we dance), put your hands all over me (hey)
Alright, say

Been such a long time since I been lucky
Don't have to be shy, say how bad you want me
Come and touch me tenderly (tenderly)
So come and give me that body heat, I want your body heat on me
I can barely sleep, I'm tryna turn up the degrees
With you all over me

So, baby, put your hands (hands) on me (on me)
Both hands (hands) on me (on me)
Right now (right now), you're the only one I need
So, baby, put your hands (hands) on me (on me)
Both hands (hands) on me (on me)
When we dance (we dance), put your hands all over me (ooh)

Oh, the night's still young, come and break my heart
Darling, you are the only one I need
No, I won't be afraid, no, I won't be afraid
Just as long as you kiss me before you leave

So, baby, put your hands (hands) on me (on me)
Both your hands (hands) on me (on me)
Right now (right now), you're the only (you're the only) one I need
So, baby, put your hands (hands) on me (on me)
Both hands (hands) on me (on me)
When we dance (we dance), put your hands all over me
 
U

until death

maybe it's time to say goodbye
Dec 12, 2023
126
 
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"Life's a mirror, but 'whose' mirror?"
Mar 23, 2023
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Mar 23, 2018
8,411
Alice Cooper-Poison :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:








Your cruel device
Your blood, like ice
One look could kill
My pain, your thrill

I wanna love you, but I better not touch (don't touch)
I wanna hold you, but my senses tell me to stop
I wanna kiss you, but I want it too much (too much)
I wanna taste you, but your lips are venomous

Poison
Your poison, running through my veins
Your poison
I don't wanna break these chains

Your mouth so hot
Your web, I'm caught
Your skin so wet
Black lace, on sweat

I hear you calling, and it's needles and pins (and pins)
I wanna hurt you just to hear you screaming my name
Don't wanna touch you, but you're under my skin (deep in)
I wanna kiss you, but your lips are venomous

Poison
Your poison running through my veins
Your poison
I don't wanna break these chains

Poison

One look (one look)
Could kill (could kill)
My pain, your thrill

I wanna love you, but I better not touch (don't touch)
I wanna hold you, but my senses tell me to stop
I wanna kiss you, but I want it too much (too much)
I wanna taste you, but your lips are venomous

Poison
Your poison running through my veins
Your poison
I don't wanna break these chains
Poison (poison)

I wanna love you, but I better not touch (don't touch)
I wanna hold you, but my senses tell me to stop
I wanna kiss you, but I want it too much (too much)
I wanna taste you, but your lips are venomous

Poison (yeah)
Well, I don't wanna break these chains
Poison (poison)
Runnin' deep inside my veins

Burnin' deep inside my brain
Poison (poison)
I don't wanna break these chains
(Poison) poison (poison)
 
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not-2-b-the-answer

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Mar 23, 2018
8,411
Olivia Newton John-Heart Attack :heart::love::heart::love::heart::love::heart:









My mouth is dry
My legs are weak
I'm thinking this 'cause I can't speak
I'm looking at you
You're looking at me
You must think that I'm just crazy

If you only knew
What you're putting me through
It feels like a heart attack
You're giving me a heart attack
Heart attack
You're giving me a heart attack
Must have died and gone to heaven
What a way to go

I can't catch my breath
You must be a dream
But you're the cutest thing I've ever seen
I'm way past the point
Of recovery
You're gonna be the death of me

If you only knew
What you're putting me through
It feels like a heart attack
You're giving me a heart attack
Heart attack
You're giving me a heart attack
Must have died and gone to heaven
What a way to go

A heart attack
You're giving me a heart attack
Heart attack
You're giving me a heart attack
Heart attack
You're giving me a heart attack
Heart attack
You're giving me a heart attack

Heart attack
You're giving me a heart attack
Heart attack
 
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not-2-b-the-answer

Archangel
Mar 23, 2018
8,411
Set It Off-Evil People :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:








Yeah, every saint could be a sinner
When their finger's on the trigger
I gave an inch, you take a life
It's do or die

They tried to drown me in the drama
And now I'm swimming with piranhas
That bleed me dry, I won't survive
But that's alright

You're just evil people
Crackin' smiles and twistin' knives
Friendly, but lethal
Like the devil in disguise, hiding in plain sight
You're just evil people
And I don't trust a single fuckin' one of y'all

Yeah, it's like I can't keep 'em away from me
Could change my name and my identity
But either way, there's no escape
It's all the same

So shapeshift into something wicked
Show us all that villain that you hide inside yourself

Yeah, you're just evil people
Crackin' smiles and twistin' knives
Friendly, but lethal
Like the devil in disguise, hiding in plain sight
You're just evil people
And I don't trust a single fuckin' one of y'all

They're not under your bed
Don't just come out at night
There's no horns on their head
Run all you want but there's nowhere to hide
They're not under your bed
Don't just come out at night
There's no horns on their head
So run all you want but you're still gonna die

They're not under your bed
Don't just come out at night
So bleed me dry, I won't survive
But that's alright

You're just evil people
Crackin' smiles and twistin' knives
Friendly, but lethal
Like the devil in disguise, hiding in plain sight
You're just evil people
You're all just evil people

Evil people
Crackin' smiles and twistin' knives
Friendly, but lethal
Like the devil in disguise, hiding in plain sight (yeah)
Evil people
And I don't trust a single fuckin' one of y'all
 
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𝐘𝐨ñ𝐥𝐮

Everything i want for life is death
Apr 16, 2023
30
The guy that inspire my nickname, he CTB at 2006
 
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gu1klh

gu1klh

Member
Jan 12, 2021
35
Every single Halsey song. I'm listening and singing all her songs again and I love them!!
Its a WIP but

Love halsey! Maybe you could add 1211 or Whispers from Halsey too? (Don't know how much you like them though, just a recommendation)
 
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penguinl0v3s

Wait for Me 💙
Nov 1, 2023
762


Come stay with me
And let's take our time
We're both falling
At the speed of light
Don't have to say, anything
Trace it with your fingertips
Baby I can read your lips
 
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they/he
Sep 27, 2023
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lyric video:
 
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