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omgisthatashley

omgisthatashley

Improving or Improvising?
Oct 17, 2022
18
Im sure its been said, but I Deserve to Bleed by Sushi Soucy is a banger
 
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not-2-b-the-answer

Archangel
Mar 23, 2018
8,217
After The Burial-Death Keeps Us From Living :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:










I've been through hell
The familiar feeling
The bitter taste
Polluted smell
Vile beatings
Vitals meeting in silence
Pull me down into the depths with the wicked
Coal and bone surrounding
I see the ice upon my breath

I won't fear for nothing as nothing awaits
Everyday is a beating that I can take
Internal bleeding
Surface remains clean
Suffering
Suffering
We abandon

Unearth the saints of
Struggle
Through the lows of the grieving
Tunnel
The light never finds it's direction
Death keeps us from living
Buried with these scars
It tears us apart
Inhale the burn of drifting embers
Of the distant pyres we remember
Death keeps us from living
Buried with these scars
It tears us apart
Nothing can save you from this pain
Nobody can save you from
Nobody can save you from this pain
We offer full embrace, suffering

Worn memorials
(Wretched)
Lost souls
(Hopeless)
Our time
Slips through the fault lines
Rise and Fall
In the woes of repetition

Oblivion

We carry ghosts
The godless head
Of pure despair
Gripped by the throat
Release me from
This curse I abandoned
I abandoned

We are the saints of
Struggle
Through the lows and the grieving
Tunnel
Where the light never finds it's direction
Death keeps us from living
Buried with these scars
It tears us apart

Inhale the burn of drifting embers
Of the distant pyres we remember
Death keeps us from living
Buried with these scars
It tears us apart

Nothing can save you from this pain
Nobody can save you from this pain
We offer full embrace, suffering

Death keeps us from living
(Suffering)
Death keeps us from living
(Suffering)
Death keeps us from living
Buried with these scars
It tears us apart
 
not-2-b-the-answer

not-2-b-the-answer

Archangel
Mar 23, 2018
8,217
Rihanna-SOS :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:











La-la-la, la-la-la, la-la-la-la-la, oh
You know, I've never felt like this before (oh, oh)
La-la-la, la-la-la, la-la-la-la-la, oh
This feels like, so unreal (oh, oh)

I'm obsessive when just one thought of you comes up
And I'm aggressive, just one thought ain't close enough
You got me stressing, incessantly pressing the issue
'Cause every moment gone you know I miss you

I'm the question, and you're of course the answer
Just hold me close, boy, 'cause I'm your tiny dancer
You make me shaken up, never mistaken
But I can't control myself, got me calling out for help

S-O-S, please, someone help me
It's not healthy for me to feel this
Y-O-U are making this hard
I can't take it, see it don't feel right

S-O-S, please, someone help me
It's not healthy for me to feel this
Y-O-U are making this hard
You got me tossing and turning, can't sleep at night

This time, please someone come and rescue me
'Cause you on my mind, it's got me losing it
I'm lost, you got me looking for the rest of me
Love is testing me, but still I'm losing it

This time, please someone come and rescue me
'Cause you on my mind, it's got me losing it
I'm lost, you got me looking for the rest of me
Got the best of me, so now I'm losing it

Just your presence, and I second guess my sanity
Yes, it's a lesson, it's unfair, you stole my vanity
My tummy's up in knots, and when I see you, it gets so hot
My common sense is out the door, can't seem to find the lock

Take on me (uh-huh), you know inside you feel it right
Take me on, I could just die up in your arms tonight
I melt with you, you got me head over heels (over heels)
Boy, you keep me hanging on, the way you make me feel

S-O-S, please, someone help me
It's not healthy for me to feel this
Y-O-U are making this hard (Y-O-U are)
You got me tossing and turning, can't sleep at night

This time, please someone come and rescue me
'Cause you on my mind, it's got me losing it ('cause you on my mind)
I'm lost, you got me looking for the rest of me
Love is testing me, but still I'm losing it

This time, please someone come and rescue me (someone come and rescue me)
'Cause you on my mind, it's got me losing it
I'm lost, you got me looking for the rest of me
Got the best of me, so now I'm losing it

Boy, you know you got me feeling open
And, boy, your love's enough with words unspoken
I said, boy, I'm telling you, you got me open
I don't know what to do, it's true
I'm going crazy over you, I'm begging

S-O-S, please, someone help me (somebody help me, yeah)
It's not healthy for me to feel this
Y-O-U are making this hard (oh, why you makin' this hard for me, baby?)
You got me tossing and turning, can't sleep at night

This time, please, someone come and rescue me (someone rescue me)
'Cause you on my mind, it's got me losing it
I'm lost, you got me lookin' for the rest of me
Love is testing me, but still I'm losing it

This time, please someone come and rescue me
'Cause you on my mind, it's got me losing it (all of the time)
I'm lost, you got me looking for the rest of me
Got the best of me, so now I'm losing it

La-la-la, la-la-la, la-la-la-la-la, oh
Oh, oh
La-la-la, la-la-la, la-la-la-la-la, oh
Oh, oh
 
not-2-b-the-answer

not-2-b-the-answer

Archangel
Mar 23, 2018
8,217
Make Them Suffer-Ghost Of Me :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:










See you when you hit the bottom
You think a mother's ever been so proud?
A falling wretch, they clipped your wings
Heaven sent from the burning clouds

You know my face, remember me
When everybody has forgotten you
Once all your friends have left, you'll see
That it gets lonely at the bottom too
Sinking deeper yet, pull me from the depths
Please hold me close, never let go
We're going down, down, down
(Wе're going down, down, down)

(Do you really want to hurt me now?)

But if I'm gonna stay
Would you noticе?
We're falling out of place
We're so hopeless

You know my face, remember me
When everybody has forgotten you
Once all your friends have left, you'll see
That it gets lonely at the bottom too
Cry yourself
To death upon your bed of broken crowns
Once placed upon you
Find yourself
Or run and hide beneath your self-made hell

But if I'm gonna stay
Would you notice?
We're falling out of place
We're so hopeless
We gave in (we gave out)
We gave up (we gave up)
We gave up everything we had
It's all about to break

Do you really want to hurt me now?
Do you realize that you hate yourself?
Can't be you, it's everybody else
Can't be you, it's everybody else
So you really want to hurt me now?
We both know it's 'cause you hate yourself
Can't be you, it's everybody else (can't be you, it's everybody)
Abandon the ghost of me
The ghost of me
But I don't want to stay
Do you really want to hurt me now? (hurt me now?)
Do you really want to break me down? (break me down?)
Do you really want to hate yourself? (hate yourself?)
Do you really want to put me out? (put me out?)

See you when you hit the bottom
You know my face, remember me
The ghost of me becomes a part of you
 
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TransilvanianHunger

TransilvanianHunger

Grave with a view...
Jan 22, 2023
339
Been listening to this one for the past couple of days. Bloody good song.

 
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not-2-b-the-answer

not-2-b-the-answer

Archangel
Mar 23, 2018
8,217
Veil Of Maya-Red Fur :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:








Are we just chained to
A life that's been lived before
It liberates you
So you keep wanting more

We're retracing
Every step while we're taking
Steps back

Are you happy now
That I'm bleeding?
Are you better now?
The webs keep weaving

Each step back
I will not rest these eyes
Until I breach the other side
Until I breach the other side

There will be an end to witness
There's nothing that will make a difference
Is there even life for us out there (for us out there)

Are you happy now
That I'm bleeding?
Are you better now?
The webs keep weaving

When the panic starts to die
That's when everything's alright
When the panic starts to die
Suffer

No one earned their place
Thrown here by mistake
'Til they meet their grave
Leave their debt to pay
Suffer

Feeding on their ignorance
With a smile on your face as you cash out
Tearing down the monuments
Tearing down the monuments, now

(Are you happy now?)
(Are you happy now?)

Are you happy now
That I'm bleeding?
Are you better now?
The webs keep weaving

Suffer
 
unnormal9

unnormal9

SOLDIER T.
Apr 12, 2023
1,139
'A storm comes.'
-By Lulu.
 
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KuroiSH

KuroiSH

bus tickets are expensive
Mar 29, 2023
281
Bohemian Rhapsody. One of my absolute faves.

 
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not-2-b-the-answer

not-2-b-the-answer

Archangel
Mar 23, 2018
8,217
Tina Turner-Proud Mary :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:










You know, every now and then I think you might like to hear
Somethin' from us, nice and easy
There's just one thing you see
We never, ever do nothin' nice and easy
We always do it nice and rough
But we're gonna take the beginning of this song and do it easy
But then we're gonna do the finish rough
That's the way we do Proud Mary

And we're rolling (Ooh), rolling (Ooh), rolling on the river
Listen to the story

Left a good job in the city (Down in the city)
Workin' for the man every night and day
And I never lost one minute of sleep
(And I was) Worryin' about the way that things might have been

(You know that) Big wheel keep on turnin
Proud Mary keep on burnin'
And we're rollin' (Rollin')
Rollin' yeah (Rollin'), rollin' on the river (Rollin' on the river)

Cleaned a lot of plates in Memphis
(You know I) And I pumped a lot of 'pane down in New Orleans
But I never saw the good side of that city until I hitched
A ride on the river boat Queen

(You know the) Big wheel keep on turnin'
Proud Mary keep on burnin'
And we're rollin' (Rollin')
Rollin' yeah (Rollin'), rollin' on the river (Rollin' on the river)
Said we're rollin' (Rollin')
Rollin' yeah (Rollin'), rollin' on the river (Rollin' on the river)

I left a good job in the city
Workin' for the man every night and day
And I never lost one minute of sleep
Worryin' about the way things might have been

Big wheel keep on turnin' (Turnin')
Proud Mary keep on burnin' (Burnin')
Rollin'
Rollin', rollin' on the river
Said we're rollin'
Rollin', rollin' on the river

Oh I cleaned a lot of plates in Memphis
And I pumped a lot of 'pane down in New Orleans
But I never saw the good side of the city until I hitched
A ride on the river boat Queen

Big wheel keep on turnin' (Turnin')
Proud Mary keep on burnin' (Burnin')
And we're rollin'
Said we're rollin', we're rollin' on the river
I tell ya we're rollin'
Rollin', we're rollin' on the river

Alright, yeah
Ooh yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah

If you come down to the river
I betcha you're gonna find some people who live
And you don't have to worry
If you got no money
People on the river are happy to give

Big wheel keep on turnin' (Turnin')
Proud Mary keep on burnin' (Burnin')
And we're rollin'
And we're rollin'
And we're rollin' on a river
Tell me one more time
Rollin' (Yeah)
Rollin' (Alright)
Rollin' on the river (Ooh yeah)

Rollin', rollin', rollin' on the river (Yeah, alright now)
We're rollin', rollin', rollin' on the river
Said we're rollin', rollin', rollin' on the river
I tell you we're rollin', we're rollin', we're rollin' on the river
Yeah, alright, uh-huh
 
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existentialistdump

existentialistdump

Ripping my flesh off
May 27, 2023
5
Corbin/Spooky Black , Wicca phase , Rozz Dyliams
 
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frogboi

frogboi

mountain goat
May 22, 2023
25


so beautiful
 
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YandereMikuMistress

YandereMikuMistress

you say falling victim to myself is weak, so be it
Apr 26, 2023
235
Chloroform girl
By- Polkadot Cadaver
 
not-2-b-the-answer

not-2-b-the-answer

Archangel
Mar 23, 2018
8,217
Tina Turner-Better Be Good To Me :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:










A prisoner of your love
Entangled in your web
Hot whispers in the night
I'm captured by your spell
Captured
Oh yes I'm touched by this show of emotion
Should I be fractured by your lack of devotion
Should I, should I

Oh, you better be good to me
That's how it's gotta be now
Cause I don't have no use
For what you loosely call the truth
And you better be good to me
Yeah, you better be good
Come on, come on, be good to me

I think it's also right
That we don't need to fight
We stand face to face
And you present your case
Yes I know you keep telling me that you love me
And I really do want to believe
But did you think I'd just accept you in blind faith
Oh sure babe, anything to please you

But, you better be good to me
That's how it's gotta be now
Cause I don't have the time
For your over loaded lines
You better be good to me
Yeah, you better be good, good to me
Be good to me

And I really don't see
Why it's so hard to be good to me
And you know, I don't understand
What's your plan that you can't be good to me
What I can't feel I surely cannot see
Why can't you be good to me
And if it's not real I do not wish to see

Why don't you be good to me
Why can't you be good to me
Why can't you be good to me
Why can't you be good to me
Why can't you be good to me
Why can't you be good to me
Be good, be good to me

Cause I don't have no use
For what you loosely call the truth
And I don't have the time
For your over loaded lines
So, you better be good to me
Yeah, you better be good
Better be good to me
Better be good
Cause I don't have the time
For your over loaded lines
And I don't have no use
For what you loosely call the truth
And you better be good to me
Be good to me
Be good, be good to me
Cause I don't have no use
For what you loosely call the truth
And I don't have the time
For your over loaded lines
You better be good to me
Better be good to me
Be good, be good to me
Why can't you be good me
 
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not-2-b-the-answer

not-2-b-the-answer

Archangel
Mar 23, 2018
8,217
Amity Affliction-It's Hell Down Here 💯












Is it heaven up there?
Because it's hell down here
Is it heaven up there?
Because it's hell down here

I can feel you writhe
I feel the tears, well in your eyes
Streaming down your face
You haven't seen the sun in days

Your breaking heart, your daily tears
I'm watching you in slow motion
A broken dream, a deathly calm
There's nothing on the horizon

I can feel your fears
And I can taste your tears
Is it heaven up there?
Because it's hell down here (hell down here)
I can see your sorrow
I hope there's no tomorrow
Is it heaven up there?
Because it's hell down here (hell down here)

Like a snake, I tire
The cold dark clouds, they steal my light (my light)
You're so distant now
A world away, I'm winding down

Your breaking heart, your daily tears
I'm watching you in slow motion
A broken dream, a deathly calm
There's nothing on the horizon

I can feel your fears
And I can taste your tears
Is it heaven up there?
Because it's hell down here (hell down here)
I can see your sorrow
I hope there's no tomorrow
Is it heaven up there?
Because it's hell down here (hell down here)

No more sunlight
No more dead ends
No more heartbreak
No more dead friends, oh

Oh, no more sunlight

No more dead ends
No more heartbreak
No more dead friends

I can feel your fears
And I can taste your tears
Is it heaven up there?
Because it's hell down here (hell down here)
I can see your sorrow
I hope there's no tomorrow
Is it heaven up there?
Because it's hell down here
 
not-2-b-the-answer

not-2-b-the-answer

Archangel
Mar 23, 2018
8,217
Epica-Memory :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:

Just remembering when times were better. ;-;










Midnight
Not a sound from the pavement
Has the moon lost her memory?
She is smiling alone
In the lamplight
The withered leaves collect at my feet
And the wind begins to moan

Memory
All alone in the moonlight
I can smile at the old days
I was beautiful then
I remember
The time I knew what happiness was
Let the memory live again

Every street lamp
Seems to beat a fatalistic warning
Someone mutters at the street lamp gutters
And soon it will be morning

Daylight
I must wait for the sunrise
I must think of a new life
And I mustn't give in
When the dawn comes
Tonight will be a memory too
And a new day will begin

Burnt out ends of smoky days
The stale cold smell of morning
A street lamp dies, another night is over
Another day is dawning

Touch me
It's so easy to leave me
All alone with my memory
Of my days in the sun
If you touch me
You'll understand what happiness is
Look a new day has begun
 
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Coldpizza22

Coldpizza22

Crafter
Apr 2, 2023
70
New vegas ost. It makes me feel more happy, just a good mix of country, rock, jazz and early pop music. And I just remembered that i still need to finish the game...
 
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