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Mar 23, 2018
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Roxette-Spending My Time 💔










What's the time?
Seems it's already morning
I see the sky
It's so beautiful and blue
The TV's on
But the only thing showing is a picture of you

Oh,I get up
And make myself some coffee
I try to read a bit
But the story's too thin
I thank the Lord above
You're not here to see me
In this shape I'm in

Spending my time
Watching the days go by
Feeling so small
I stare at the wall
Hoping that you
Think of me too
I'm spending my time

I try to call,
But I don't know what to tell you
I leave a kiss
On your answering machine
Oh, help me please
Is there someone who can make me
Wake up from this dream?

Spending my time
Watching the days go by
Feeling so small
I stare at the wall
Hoping that you are missing me too

I'm spending my time (I'm spending my time)
Watching the sun go down
I fall asleep to the sound
Of tears of the clown
Prayer gone blind
I'm spending my time

My friends keep telling me, "Hey, life will go on"
Time will make sure I'll get over you
This silly game of love you play, you win only to lose

I'm spending my time (spending my time)
Watching the days go by
Feeling so small
I stare at the wall
Hoping that you
Think of me too

I'm spending my time (spending my time)
Watching the sun go down
I fall asleep to the sound
Of tears of the clown
Prayer gone blind

I'm spending my time
(Spending my time)
I can't live without your love

I'm spending my time, uh
I'm spending my time, my time, my time
The bed is too big without you honey, honey?
(I'm spending my time)
 
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Mar 23, 2018
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REO Speedwagon-Keep On Loving You 💔









You should have seen by the look in my eyes, baby
There was something missin'
You should have known by the tone of my voice, maybe
But you didn't listen

You played dead
But you never bled
Instead you laid still in the grass
All coiled up and hissin'

And though I know all about those men
Still I don't remember
'Cause it was us, baby, way before them
And we're still together

And I meant every word I said
When I said that I love you
I meant that I love you forever

And I'm gonna keep on lovin' you
'Cause it's the only thing I wanna do
I don't wanna sleep
I just wanna keep on lovin' you

And I meant every word I said
When I said that I love you
I meant that I love you forever

And I'm gonna keep on lovin' you
'Cause it's the only thing I wanna do
I don't wanna sleep
I just wanna keep on lovin' you

Baby, I'm gonna keep on lovin' you
'Cause it's the only thing I wanna do
I don't wanna sleep (I don't wanna sleep)
I just wanna keep on lovin' you
 
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Mar 23, 2018
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Darkest Era-Wither On The Vine :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:





Come in from the darkness oh children of fire

As we wither on the vine
Make them believe that the world is divine
As it withers on the vine
Until the storm at the end of the world

Breaks the spell that we've cast to hide the weakness
In our doomed and broken hearts
★ Chorus ★
Draw down the sun

A new wind rises
Come the dawn
Fill your cups with blood and wine
As we wither on the vine

And the carrion fowl encircle the sun
At the turning of the wheel
Down among the snakes and scorpions
They watched us crawl in the flame


The ghosts of the old world
★ Chorus ★
Draw down the sun
A new wind rises


Come the dawn
 
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Mar 23, 2018
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Gloria Estefan-Words Get In The Way 💔









I realize you're seeing someone new
I don't believe she knows you like I do
Your temperamental moody side
The one you always try to hide from me

But I know when you have something on your mind
You've been trying to tell me for the longest time
And before you break my heart in two
There's something I've been trying to say to you

But the words get in the way
There's so much I want to say
But it's locked deep inside and if you look in my eyes
We might fall in love again

I won't even start to cry
And before we say goodbye
I tried to say "I love you"
But the words got in the way

Your heart has always been an open door
But baby, I don't even know you anymore
And despite the fact it's hurting me
I know the time has come to set you free

But the words get in the way
There's so much I want to say
But it's locked deep inside and if you look in my eyes
We might fall in love again

I won't even start to cry
And before we say goodbye
I tried to say "I love you"
But the words got in the way

I'm trying to say "I love you"
But the words get in the way
 
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Mar 23, 2018
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Reba McEntire-Forever Love 💔









The first time I laid my eyes on you I knew,
We'd spend this life side by side
I still feel the same though
You're so far away,
I swear that you'll always be my...

Forever love
I promise you
Someday we'll be together,
Forever love
I won't give up
No matter what...
I'll be waiting for you
Forever love...

Minutes and hours and years may go by,
But my heart knows nothing of time
So don't cry, just keep me right there,
In your dreams...
And hold on to these words of mine...

Forever love
I promise you
Someday we'll be together,
Forever love
I won't give up
No matter what...
I'll be waiting for you
Forever love...

Love is the road to our destiny,
Nothing can change what is meant to be
Forever love...

I won't give up
No matter what...
I'll be waiting for you
Forever love...

I'll be waiting for you
Forever love...

Forever love...
 
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Mar 23, 2018
7,950
Chris Thompson-If You Remember Me 💔










When you remember me,
If you remember me,
I hope you see it's not the way I wanted to be,
Or I'd be with you now,
But wherever you go,
My love goes with you

Keep on smiling,
Keep on shinning,
Even though you know you want to cry
I tried to love you
Looking in my eyes,
You saw promises in life,
Too many times

When you remember me,
If you remember me,
I hope you see it's not the way I wanted to be,
Or I'd be with you now,
But wherever you go,
My love goes with you

I'll be with you,
Keep believing,
Some things even time can't come between,
And if you blame me,
Try and realize,
There were promises and lies
Too many times

When you remember me,
If you remember me,
I hope you see it's not the way I wanted to be,
Or I'd be with you now,
But wherever you go,
My love goes with you,
Oh my love goes with you
 
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Mar 23, 2018
7,950
Expose-I'll Never Get Over You Getting Over Me 💔









I hear you're taking the town again
Havin' a good time
With all your good-time friends
I don't think that you think of me
You're on your own now
And I'm alone and free

I know that I should get on with my life
But a life lived without you
Could never be right

As long as the stars shine down
From the heavens
Long as the rivers run to the sea
I'll never get over you
Getting over me

I try to smile so the hurt won't show
Tell everybody
That I was glad to see you go
But the tears just won't go away
(Won't go away)
Loneliness found me
Looks like it's here to stay

I know that I ought to find someone new
But all I find is myself
Always thinkin' of you

As long as the stars shine down from the heavens
Long as the rivers run to the sea
I'll never get over you
Getting over me

Oh!
No matter what I do
Each night's a lifetime to live through
I can't go on like this
I need your touch
You're the only one I'll ever love

And as long as the stars shine down
From the heavens
Long as the rivers run to the sea
I'll never get over you
Getting over me
Never get over you
Getting over
Never get over you
Getting over
Never get over you
Getting over me
Ohhh woahh
 
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Mar 23, 2018
7,950
Westlife-Home :heart:










Another summer day
Has come and gone away
In Paris and Rome
But I wanna go home, mmm

Maybe surrounded by
A million people, I,
Still feel all alone
I just wanna go home
Oh, I miss you, you know

And I've been keeping all the letters
That I wrote to you
Each one a line or two
"I'm fine baby, how are you?"
Well I would send them but I know
That it's just not enough
My words were cold and flat
And you deserve more than that

Another aeroplane
Another sunny place
I'm lucky I know
But I wanna go home
Mmm, I got to go home

Let me go home
I'm just too far
From where you are
I wanna come home

And I feel just like:
I'm living someone else's life
It's like I just stepped outside
When everything was going right

And I know just why you could not
Come along with me
That this was not your dream
But you always believed in me

Another winter day
Has come and gone away
In even Paris and Rome
And I wanna go home
Let me go home

And I'm surrounded by
A million people, I,
I still feel alone
Oh, let me go home
Oh, I miss you, you know

Let me go home
I've had my run
Baby, I'm done
I gotta go home

Let me go home
It'll all be all right
I'll be home tonight
I'm coming back home
 
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not-2-b-the-answer

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Mar 23, 2018
7,950
Godsmack-Surrender :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:









You've always told me
That you know me
But you don't really know me at all (No)
You just played me
And betrayed me
And showed no sympathy at all
Why can't you just please surrender?
Surrender what you promised
Surrender what I need
Why can't you just see that sweet surrender in me?
One time
Surrender to me
So will you stand tall
And be accountable
And tell that little girl you lied? (oh no)
Oh, how you lost it
I'm so exhausted
And this is where I draw the line for the last time
Why can't you just surrender?
Surrender what you promised
Surrender what I need, oh baby
Why can't you just see that sweet surrender in me?
One time
Surrender to me
I'm done wastin' time
So sick of your lies
And every time you seem to change your mind
Manipulate
So quick to hate
A true master of your art, you demonstrate
But I need a break from you
I need to separate from you
I need to keep my faith and do
All the other things I promised to
Why'd you always make me wait on you?
I really need a break from you
I need to keep my faith and do
All the other things I promised to
I really need a break
I really need a break
I really need a break, break, break, break, break
Why can't you just please surrender?
Surrender what you promised
Surrender what I need, oh baby
Why can't you just see that sweet surrender in me?
One time
Surrender to me
Surrender to me
Surrender to me
 
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Mar 23, 2018
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Wormwood-The Gentle Touch Of Humanity :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:






Through broken memories and mental draughts
Once a beautiful land made of blood and thoughts
I was taught to believe that Sirius was the way
But on my broken knees I was led astray

And then I saw the gentle touch of humanity

I stood in its glowing shadow
We are the architects of fate my

In pure judgment and awe
We burn what we create

And then I saw the gentle touch of humanity
Destroying the future and raping the past
Just to feed our own insanity

Skywards pillars of ruins
Bleeding blind juries of fury
Main lined self-made virus
And then there was silence

A seething undeniable hatred and loss of words
The lines between life and death are blurred
With every new burst of life and convalescence
We have drained our collective souls of its essence

And from soil I came, in iron raised
In resistance, in redemption, non serviam
A pure supernova of life in constant toil
And now I am complete, leaving this mortal coil
 
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Mar 23, 2018
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Nickelback-San Quentin :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:









Let's get this circus on down the road
We're taking bets how far a tank of gas will go
Call up your best friend, then call two more
About to do some shit that you ain't seen before
There ain't no backdoor, there ain't no sign
Location changes almost every other night
Last time we found it, can't remember much
I thought I was a god until my lawyer woke me up and said I

Testify that I was right outta my mind
Let the record show I did it all for rock and roll
Screaming every night, playing 25 to life
So somebody, please keep me the hell out of San Quentin
Out of San Quentin
Just keep me out of San Quentin
Ooh, could somebody please keep me the hell out of San Quentin?

Got out on bail, we hit the town
Somebody told me we should burn it to the ground
Too many favors, too much to drink
Come 6:00 a.m. they had me back inside the clink

I'm gonna testify that I was right outta my mind
Let the record show I did it all for rock and roll
Screaming every night, playing 25 to life
So can somebody please keep me the hell out of San Quentin?
Out of San Quentin
Oh, just keep me out of San Quentin
Ooh, could somebody please keep me the hell out of San Quentin?

Tough to find a goddamn alibi
Wrong or right, it's tough to justify
Can't dismiss, too many witnesses
When insanity's the pattern, it don't matter what it is

I'm gonna testify that I was right outta my mind
Let the record show I did it all for rock and roll
Screaming every night, playing 25 to life
So somebody please keep me the hell out of San Quentin
Out of San Quentin
Oh, just keep me out of San Quentin
Ooh, could somebody please keep me the hell out of San Quentin?
 
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Mar 23, 2018
7,950
Needed to post something fun

Nicky Youre-Sunroof :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:









La da la da da, la da da
La da la da di da da, la da da da da
La da la da da, la da da
La da la da di da

I got my head out the sunroof
I'm blasting our favorite tunes
I only got one thing on my mind
You got me stuck on the thought of you
You're making me feel brand new
You're more than a sunshine in my eyes

You got those pretty eyes in your head, you know it
You got me dancing in my bed, so let me show it
You are exactly what I want, kinda cool and kinda not
Wanna give myself to you

Yeah, we're driving down the freeway at night
I only got one thing in the back of my mind
(You got me stuck on the thought of you)
I'm feeling like this might be my time
To shine with you, with you, with you

I got my head out the sunroof
I'm blasting our favorite tunes
I only got one thing on my mind
You got me stuck on the thought of you
You're making me feel brand new
You're more than a sunshine in my eyes

I got my head out the sunroof
Oooh-woah, oooh-woah-oooh
You got me stuck on the thought of you
Oooh-woah, oooh-woah-oooh

Yeah, we're driving down the freeway at night
I only got one thing in the back of my mind
(You got me stuck on the thought of you)
I'm feeling like this might be my time
To shine with you, with you, with you

I got my head out the sunroof
I'm blasting our favorite tunes
I only got one thing on my mind
You got me stuck on the thought of you
You're making me feel brand new
You're more than a sunshine in my eyes

La da la da da, la da da
La da la da di da da, la da da da da
La da la da da, la da da
La da la da di da da​
 
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A song about being depressed, some may find it therapeutic to have feelings expressed in the song, others may find it a little triggering. But it's a great song and one I'm listening to a lot.
 
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