Hopeless_soul
Soon
- Jan 3, 2019
- 502
I tried to listen to music in the afternoon. Just made me really sad and tearful, but not in a calm melancholic way: just saw my whole life in a flash going to waste. Can't enjoy that anymore. And all the anxiety about ctb makes it really hard for me to concentrate on reading. Just read the news, some random articles... Wish I could be myself again. But everything is lost forever.