Discussion What are y'all doing in the meantime?

[LivingANDDying26]

While waiting for method or waiting for the date? What are y'all doing in the meantime?

Just curious to hear what others are doing for the rest of their days. I'm starting to settle on CTB & methods and now I'm wondering what ima do with myself in the interim.

So, if comfortable would like to hear how others are spending their time and such.

Thnx

 

[sadalways]

Watching youtube mostly and browsing this forum like 24/7 trying not to be bored as hell. Don't really have a date though. At least not yet.

 

[ramon]

Figuring out how my possessions should be handled (What stays the day I CTB? What goes to my loved ones? What goes to donations or to sales?

Figuring out how my digital footprint should be handled (Encrypting hard drives, distributing files my loved one should have after I CTB)

Doing paperwork that will have effect when I CTB successfully and even if I fail to CTB.

Visiting places that are significant to me for the last time.

Figuring out "plan B" in case I don't find to what I need for "plan A", which would be N2 for me.


[Thanks for asking]

 

[TransTaxEvader]

I've got a little over a month so I'm just playing video games and hoping to find someone to CTB with.

 

[SVEN]

Just putting one foot in front of the other as best I can.

 

[CravingPeace]

Suffering, lol. Trying to find the positives in the little things, but it's been really hard lately.

 

[thatonedeadgirl]

Suffering too

 

[lamy's sacred sleep]

trying to find someone to ctb with
browsing this website
reading on ethics of birth and death
understanding suicide prevention
coping
slowly writing a suicide note
tying up loose ends

 

[LastLoveSong]

Regretting my decisions and wishing I never existed in the first place

 

[avalonisburning]

Running out the clock. Seeing how far I can go before I'm forced to act. Enjoying what I can, while I can in the meantime.

 

[2minutes2ctb]

Just trying to live a normal life, in order to not have friends and family becoming suspicious. I haven't decided on the method yet, so after work I usually study the best way to ctb with the means that I have.

I'm surprised by the number of people trying to find someone to ctb with. Isn't that making things harder ?