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The Disqualified

The Disqualified

Disqualified as a Human Being
Feb 4, 2023
125
Abuse by the system
Rejection, trauma
Wage slavery
Breed more slaves
Slave away to support the 0.1%
That's life
Completely rigged game since the start
 
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Off_Switch

Off_Switch

Experienced
Aug 15, 2025
237
Because our parents are dumb, selfish people.
 
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Zvetok26

Zvetok26

Member
Jun 7, 2022
48
There is no purpose...some delude themselves by telling themselves how there is so much beauty out there...and it's always worth living. Honestly, I don't see it. Maybe temporary distractions, yes. Idk if they're worth it though
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
47,648
I understand, all that existence does is just cause all this terrible dreadful cruelty and suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and I'd just never wish for the torture and suffering of this terrible cruel existence, it's just so dreadful how this existence was imposed at all causing all this harm and suffering as a result, to me existence will always be a mistake.
 
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Spite

Spite

I don't like this world.
Aug 20, 2025
322
We are here just to suffer.
 
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itsgone2

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Sep 21, 2025
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I saw an older lady today begging on street corner. Clark homeless. Older. Skin and hair were a bit ragged. Layers of dirty clothes.

That's a person. Was a child once. Suffering now.

Why? How can life turn so badly for someone?

But she's still trying. Why am I so ready to quit and she's willing to beg? Sleep in shelters or the street or who knows where.

Why any of it????

And I hate that I got distracted today. Almost felt normal for a minute. But everything is still wrong. My entire life is wrong.

Suicide is 100% an option for me. It's apparently not for that woman. Why? Why does she cling and I yearn to escape?
 
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