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ascetic_

ascetic_

Metaphysically Homeless
Aug 28, 2021
83
Synthesizers. I might be too poor to ever have the setup I want, but I have enjoyed some of the synths I've had and sold.

Behringer is coming out with a cheap copy of Moog's DFAM (Drummer From Another Mother), which I have owned previously - it's like Nine Inch Nails in a box.

I plan to have that cheap copy unless of course world events prohibit it.
 
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motyxia

motyxia

less than him
Oct 14, 2021
166
Activism (and your elaboration of it- very well put!) is so insightful. I'm so glad music can be that for you, I've enjoyed reading some of your other posts about music as well : )
Thank you! Do you do activism as well? I encourage everyone to try activism for whatever issue they're most passionate about. There's so many different ways to do activism, I think everyone can find some way, there's ways you don't have to socialize at all. I'm hoping a grassroots activism group I volunteer for is going to announce a demo in a few days, might not happen because our last 2 demos were cancelled from lack of activists/restrictions & 1 from weather. But I'm hoping, it's been so long since I've been on the streets & I want to get back to it so badly.

Also since you're into diy clothes, you might be interested in foraging for dyes. There's wild plants that can be used to dye clothes. I haven't tried it yet but I really want to. I recently got into making my own patches, you can make whatever you want & they're less expensive if you make them yourself. Don't know if you've tried that, but if you're interested I learnt from this tutorial.
 
stellabelle

stellabelle

ethereal
Dec 14, 2018
3,918
Despite feeling mostly depressed I find happiness in small things, music being one. What is something that keeps you from giving up completely?
Simplicity and peaceful times.
But I struggle even in those because of the unending and unnecessary trauma, attention seeking behavior, shit disturbers, thieves, abusers, and liars.
 
motel rooms

motel rooms

Survivor of incest. Gay. Please don't PM me.
Apr 13, 2021
7,081
When men cry & talk about their emotions instead of feeling pressured to bottle it up. When men smile. When men support each other. Men.

Making grown men cry makes me happy. :)) J/k, ofc. It makes me happy when guys like this one drop their façade & allow themselves to be kissed, caressed & all the rest.

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BeansOfRequirement

BeansOfRequirement

Behind the guilt was compassion
Jan 26, 2021
5,767
Need several hours of daily and consistent meditation practice, needless to say it almost never happens.
 
again_noidea

again_noidea

Experienced
Apr 22, 2021
254
Food, sleep, porn and especially books. I read from early morning to late night. I'm trying to push my intellectual capabilities to the max and its really fun. I want to see who I'm able to become.
Any book you can recommend? The last good book i read was "the great transformation" by armstrong karen
 
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darkwater

Experienced
Apr 17, 2021
245
growing chilis and other vegetables
 
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Luchs

Luchs

kristallene Bergluft über verfallener Gruft
Aug 20, 2019
528
Despite feeling mostly depressed I find happiness in small things, music being one. What is something that keeps you from giving up completely?
My family, my ideals, the captain future DVD collection I have, a playlist of my favourite Youtube videos I can rewatch infinitely, my cats, my stuffed animal I have had literally since day one and still hold onto, my rifle and the reassurance that I have an easily accessible quick way out, my favourite food, and those are just some things. But I make use of them sparingly, so as to not use up all of the happiness I can gain from them, even if most of it is from melancholic nostalgia.
 
ghost_

ghost_

Boo!
Nov 10, 2021
111
IMG 7569 mine is my dog :) her name is Bella. She sometimes is the only thing keeping me from leaving it all behind
 
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JinZhin

JinZhin

we are in hell
Nov 2, 2021
185
Books sometimes. Going outside but lately I can't make myself to.
Getting a math problem right / studying but it doesn't really work lately.
Foreign languages, comics, art house films. Art in general.
Also I have became obsessed with vocaloid and utaite lately so here is that.
 
SuicideBoys93

SuicideBoys93

I am the lord of loneliness.
Feb 10, 2020
324
My dog, the gym, and the nft communities I interact with through discord keep me going.
 

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